But get this, I get scared of being jealous because my stupid OCD tells something 'bad' will happen because I feel jealous. So I'm afraid to say I am. But, I am jealous. I can't hold it in anymore.
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I’m jealous of everyone, because everyone has better lives than me
I am sorry OP OCD is a really difficult condition and hard to get rid of. Even though being jealous feels wrong, it's actually not, it's only natural. I will tell you nothing bad will happen because of it, but you won't believe me and will seek validation and your OCD will continue. I suggest accepting the possibility something bad could happen and letting yourself feel jealous, flow with the thoughts and feelings. Good luck, hope you overcome it.
My OCD tells me that if I don’t turn a certain object ten times then the universe will collapse.
i used to be, but i now have accepted my place in soyciety and that being jealous or bitter about people having better lives is only gonna make me feel worse. world is unfair, im just grateful i was born in the uk and not curry land. better to be a cel here and not there
This is the only thing I experience. I am jealous. I am envy. I wish I had a big penis. I am jealous and I envy men who have a big penis. This is so unfair. This life is a joke. I am unable to experience pleasure and joy. I never had any pleasure and joy. Even as a child.
i feel similar
Only the ones that got it all, "gifted" to them...
The ones that worked and earned the stuff, are ok.
The ones that worked and earned the stuff, are ok.
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Bro i don't have the obession part. I don't feel if i won't do something something bad will happen. I have never ever felt like this. But i have many compulsions in my life. Such as having the urge to remove random dirt particles i see on the wall, bedsheet, laptop screen. I just feel uncomfortable if i don't perform these compulsions. I have never been able to diagnose my condition. Often it feels that i am just making shit up but that can't be true. I definitely have something and it's probably been caused by lonliness. If i am in a social situation i often forget about my habits. I was a normie with normal social life i wouldn't have had to suffer this way.
I always just ignore the thought of being jealous, and whisper to myself. That my life is actually somehow better. Manipulating my minds advantage to ropefuel, and in the outcome I’m still here. And using that technique saved my life.
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