Serious Im gonna leave for now

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

inb4 see you tomorrow


it honestly fucks with my brain how much time i have spent on here ,
if it werent for the blackout , probably between 1000 and 1500 hours ....

And thats not even counting the other shit i do in front of a computer or a TV .
I literally sit in front of my computer ALL my free time .
i do NOTHING else .
just consume useless shit and post useless shit .
My brain has rotted to the point its almost unuseable anymore .

i dont know how many hours its been .
Since my childhood , since i was like 10 .
nothing but rotting .

You may say it sounds cucked , but can you really argue that this doesnt damage the brain in a longterm way ?

I have wasted ALL MY YOUTH .

thats a fucking hard pill to swallow .
just running away from reality , id rather face it and if i have to kill myself cause i cant handle reality , so be it .

But i dont want to keep being a statistic .
im so fucking tired of this shit .

i know its hard to change your routine and your lifestyle ,
once your brain has fully developed , but im willing to face the challenge .

i dont know if i ever come back and most of you wont care and thats okay .

but i have found that there are many decent people on this site .
many lost souls .
And its good that there is a place where we can have some peace and be among ourselves tbh .

But i dont want to keep copeing .
I want to life .
And if life defeats me , then it is my fate .

i wont be back for a long period of time .
@GiveMeRamus @Vermilioncore @Chad @thiswholeforum

This was the best cope i had in a long time
but its time to say goodbye

happy postmaxxing and happy new year

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

Brutal. See you man

 

[zangano1]

see you tomorrow

 

[Justdone]

Don’t kill ya self.

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

Sad shit man, but what are you going to do now instead?

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I wish you all strength of the world to succeed in your goals.

So farewell and see you tomorrow (hopefully in a year and not tomorrow tomorrow)

Wir halten hier die Stellung.

 

[GenGene]

Hope you find something to do, there are countless ways to rot when you aren't doing anything that's fulfilling, I have 1500 in at least 2 games.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Good bye bro.

 

[Robtical]

I can't handle normies for too long, that's why I need to post here to take a break from them.

 

[TheSecondComing]

see you soon maybe

 

[Deleted member 677]

see you tomorrow

 

[Blacktarpill]

It is good to take a break sometimes.

 

[Ropemaxx]

I literally sit in front of my computer ALL my free time .
i do NOTHING else .

right in the feels

 

[Tallhover]

Sad shit man, but what are you going to do now instead?

Thats an important question. I have the same thoughts all the time but I just dont know what I should do if I stop coping besides sitting in my room and staring at the wall. I absolutly hate my job and studies and wont do anything more than necessary, but at the same time its the only thing I'm somewhat good at. I have no hobbies and nobody I can do anything with except blackout drinking and bing eating at mcdonalds.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Don’t kill ya self.

Why not? Existence is pain

 

[Dionysus]

ok man enjoy yourself

 

[azakhan]

I think I have deja vu because I remember reading this post. Anyway, good luck. I’m in the same situation as you. Rotting since I was 12, depression stole my teenage years. Maybe it’s too late now but I also plan to change my lifestyle. I already go to the gym and my next goal is to start studying for my finals.

 

[Deleted member 14577]

cya, gl

 

[Damo the incel]

Bye motherfucker

 

[Deleted member 22572]

 

[ihaveno1]

Fakecel if u can just leave this forum out of nowhere after spending so much time here

 

[Joelossus]

Good bye man, hope you succeed at all the things ypu want to accomplish.

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

Just make a goodbye post and then come back after a week theory

fuck

this time i will stay away for good , i swear

see you in 6 months

 

[FinnCel]

Just make a goodbye post and then come back after a week theory

fuck

this time i will stay away for good , i swear

see you in 6 months

Don't go away, buddy boyo

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Good luck bro. I tried many times but I always ended up coming back. I hope you succeed.
It's scary to think how many years I have wasted staring at a screen.

 

[Deleted member 21514]

Same tbh my brain is useless nowadays

 

[Deleted member 17419]

Find something more interesting to do first, before you just try to rob yourself of some well established form of escapism. Just depriving yourself and thinking you will "tough it out" never works, take it from a drugcel who has been forced to apply this method many times.

 

[Bane of Arthropods]

Just make a goodbye post and then come back after a week theory

fuck

this time i will stay away for good , i swear

see you in 6 months

See you in 30 fucking minutes you utter bag of cheese
Also brutal final post ngl

 

[Olgierd]

 

[Deleted member 19079]

o.O

 

[azakhan]

good luck
I will try the same soon I need to start studying for my finals

 

[JohnDcel]

see you next week

 

[TheSecondComing]

Just make a goodbye post and then come back after a week theory

fuck

this time i will stay away for good , i swear

see you in 6 months

no because you changed your avi and it's really cool now

 

[Galleo]

Just make a goodbye post and then come back after a week theory

fuck

this time i will stay away for good , i swear

see you in 6 months

Take out the Trash of this Forum theory.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

Cya later space dandy

 

[HonkHonkHonk]

just consume useless shit and post useless shit .
My brain has rotted to the point its almost unuseable anymore .

i dont know how many hours its been .
Since my childhood , since i was like 10 .
nothing but rotting .

I have wasted ALL MY YOUTH .

FUCK

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Damn he really left

 

[carticel]

Damn he really left

he do be in the discord doe https://emojipedia.org/flushed-face/

 

[ItsOver4cel]

Don’t kill ya self.

 

[Yerberito]

see you soon maybe

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

Bye motherfucker