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I'm Gonna Kill Myself, Late 2023

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I'm going to commit suicide in Late 2023. My dad will get a gun license by then and I'll kill myself.

All my life people have ignored me, humiliated me, bullied me or made my life generally miserable. I am either invisible or hated by Foids. I hate my life so much. I have nothing positive in my life. My parents are constant helicopters and they raised me in the worst way imaginable.

Moreover, I am ugly (3/10) and non-NT (autistic). I cannot socialise to save my life and everyone I do I get negative reinforcement and just ignored or people make weird faces and tell me non verbally to just shit the fuck up. This has made me very shy and given me very low self esteem, which makes it hard for me to believe in myself and do anything.

I do not see things improving in any capacity. It's ovER for me. Genuinely. I'm a youngcel but I'm easily the most miserable here. I LDAR during summers, weekends and holidays whilst my Normie classmates party, meetup and have fun.

I see no use to this life anymore. I woke up, serve others, come home, sleep and repeat. There is nothing of substance or happiness. No adventure, no love, nothing to look forward to.

Before someone says things will get better; they won't. My foundational years are over. 20% of my life is already done. This is what will determine everything else. Even if I do become a Betabuxxer for a low tier, used up foid I won't get sex and I won't be happy.
 
Didn’t read. Good luck in the afterlife
 
Why not Plymouth Guy Jake Davison or ER? You could also kill @Broly by the way, he is a faggot
 
I'm going to commit suicide in Late 2023. My dad will get a gun license by then and I'll kill myself.

All my life people have ignored me, humiliated me, bullied me or made my life generally miserable. I am either invisible or hated by Foids. I hate my life so much. I have nothing positive in my life. My parents are constant helicopters and they raised me in the worst way imaginable.

Moreover, I am ugly (3/10) and non-NT (autistic). I cannot socialise to save my life and everyone I do I get negative reinforcement and just ignored or people make weird faces and tell me non verbally to just shit the fuck up. This has made me very shy and given me very low self esteem, which makes it hard for me to believe in myself and do anything.

I do not see things improving in any capacity. It's ovER for me. Genuinely. I'm a youngcel but I'm easily the most miserable here. I LDAR during summers, weekends and holidays whilst my Normie classmates party, meetup and have fun.

I see no use to this life anymore. I woke up, serve others, come home, sleep and repeat. There is nothing of substance or happiness. No adventure, no love, nothing to look forward to.

Before someone says things will get better; they won't. My foundational years are over. 20% of my life is already done. This is what will determine everything else. Even if I do become a Betabuxxer for a low tier, used up foid I won't get sex and I won't be happy.
if it's real than brutal
 
Okay I guess it is fuckin LARP 'cause dude claims normies aren't bad people jfl
 
So you're asking me to be a school shooter? What if God sends me to Hell.
that's why I do think you are IT or normie infiltrating this space. GOD DOESN'T FUCKIN EXIST! LOOK AT YOUR LIFE! IF HE EXISTED AND WAS SO LOVELY WHY WOULD HE TORMENT YOU THE WAY HE DOES?
 
that's why I do think you are IT or normie infiltrating this space. GOD DOESN'T FUCKIN EXIST! LOOK AT YOUR LIFE! IF HE EXISTED AND WAS SO LOVELY WHY WOULD HE TORMENT YOU THE WAY HE DOES?
You faggot I've posted pics of my face and life on the discord. Literally 0% chance I'm Normie or IT

Cause it's a test. That's why.
 
Fuck you man. What about all the trauma people have caused me?

:soy::soy::soy: NOOO think of the normies!!!
Kinda selfish. You shouldn't pass on your trauma to others. It's not like we can do anything meaningful to help you.
 
Fuck you man. What about all the trauma people have caused me?

:soy::soy::soy: NOOO think of the normies!!!
you fuckin contradict yourself now. What the fuck is going on
 
Not "they". US here on the forum. Why tell us? Are you hoping we can change your mind or something? You are the god of your own world, we have no control over your actions.
I'm announcing it because I feel like it. If you don't like it, block me.
 
There must be at least some things in life you enjoy though?

And try not to make too many assumptions. It's hard to predict life 100% like that.
 
There must be at least some things in life you enjoy though?

And try not to make too many assumptions. It's hard to predict life 100% like that.
I don't, besides working out and cardio.

I'm just being realistic.
 
Moreover, I am ugly (3/10) and non-NT (autistic). I cannot socialise to save my life and everyone I do I get negative reinforcement and just ignored or people make weird faces and tell me non verbally to just shit the fuck up. This has made me very shy and given me very low self esteem, which makes it hard for me to believe in myself and do anything.
How tall are you? Im 4/10 in the face, maybe 5-6 if I lost a lot of weight and am a social outcast but being 5'5 is a knock out hit from god :feelsBox: Im planning on heightmaxxing and seeking counsel from @Pillow City Rev and I will hang on to hope until my 17th birthday. If Im not at least 5'6 by then I will jump out of my window from the 14th floor :society:
 
How tall are you? Im 4/10 in the face, maybe 5-6 if I lost a lot of weight and am a social outcast but being 5'5 is a knock out hit from god :feelsBox: Im planning on heightmaxxing and seeking counsel from @Pillow City Rev and I will hang on to hope until my 17th birthday. If Im not at least 5'6 by then I will jump out of my window from the 14th floor :society:
I'm 6ft
 
How tall are you? Im 4/10 in the face, maybe 5-6 if I lost a lot of weight and am a social outcast but being 5'5 is a knock out hit from god :feelsBox: Im planning on heightmaxxing and seeking counsel from @Pillow City Rev and I will hang on to hope until my 17th birthday. If Im not at least 5'6 by then I will jump out of my window from the 14th floor :society:

Eat more pig meat, chicken, and cow meat.
 
just smoke weed, it´ll be fine :smonk:
 
How tall are you? Im 4/10 in the face, maybe 5-6 if I lost a lot of weight and am a social outcast but being 5'5 is a knock out hit from god :feelsBox: Im planning on heightmaxxing and seeking counsel from @Pillow City Rev and I will hang on to hope until my 17th birthday. If Im not at least 5'6 by then I will jump out of my window from the 14th floor :society:
Dont eat tofu, tempeh, chinese food, soy milk, natto, soy sauce, and any soy based products i warn you.
 
I'm going to commit suicide in Late 2023. My dad will get a gun license by then and I'll kill myself.

All my life people have ignored me, humiliated me, bullied me or made my life generally miserable. I am either invisible or hated by Foids. I hate my life so much. I have nothing positive in my life. My parents are constant helicopters and they raised me in the worst way imaginable.

Moreover, I am ugly (3/10) and non-NT (autistic). I cannot socialise to save my life and everyone I do I get negative reinforcement and just ignored or people make weird faces and tell me non verbally to just shit the fuck up. This has made me very shy and given me very low self esteem, which makes it hard for me to believe in myself and do anything.

I do not see things improving in any capacity. It's ovER for me. Genuinely. I'm a youngcel but I'm easily the most miserable here. I LDAR during summers, weekends and holidays whilst my Normie classmates party, meetup and have fun.

I see no use to this life anymore. I woke up, serve others, come home, sleep and repeat. There is nothing of substance or happiness. No adventure, no love, nothing to look forward to.

Before someone says things will get better; they won't. My foundational years are over. 20% of my life is already done. This is what will determine everything else. Even if I do become a Betabuxxer for a low tier, used up foid I won't get sex and I won't be happy.
How old are you?
 
Use your angER for a bettER purpose
 
Rob bank, spend on hookers, OD on fentynal. Go out on top
 
I'm going to commit suicide in Late 2023. My dad will get a gun license by then and I'll kill myself.

All my life people have ignored me, humiliated me, bullied me or made my life generally miserable. I am either invisible or hated by Foids. I hate my life so much. I have nothing positive in my life. My parents are constant helicopters and they raised me in the worst way imaginable.

Moreover, I am ugly (3/10) and non-NT (autistic). I cannot socialise to save my life and everyone I do I get negative reinforcement and just ignored or people make weird faces and tell me non verbally to just shit the fuck up. This has made me very shy and given me very low self esteem, which makes it hard for me to believe in myself and do anything.

I do not see things improving in any capacity. It's ovER for me. Genuinely. I'm a youngcel but I'm easily the most miserable here. I LDAR during summers, weekends and holidays whilst my Normie classmates party, meetup and have fun.

I see no use to this life anymore. I woke up, serve others, come home, sleep and repeat. There is nothing of substance or happiness. No adventure, no love, nothing to look forward to.

Before someone says things will get better; they won't. My foundational years are over. 20% of my life is already done. This is what will determine everything else. Even if I do become a Betabuxxer for a low tier, used up foid I won't get sex and I won't be happy.
Don't do it brocel. Life is about enduring, God loves you
 
Good luck, I wish you as swift an exit as possible
 
I thought this way in my late 20s. Now in my mid 30s and even though life is still painful, the thoughts of suicide are less frequent. Guess as you age, you become more numb. and lack motivation to even take your life.
 

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