im gonna be a full blow Schizo Soon

[CorpseWatcher]

I fell to far down the void and soon i will pay the price.

I went outside to pick up Food i ordered.

and when i came back in I saw this little brown spot in my vision i thought i was a spider but i blinked and it was gone

This is it I finally reached peak insanity.

i have Every other symptom including isolation

No identity (i don't know who i am)

Feeling Disconnected from my body and the world around me

I have One thought that will repeat in my head (Like a part of a song) for like 20 minutes.

I have no emotions anymore apathy and anhedonia.

Also, I have these little squiggly things that go past my vision.


Its over i probably be dead or in a psych ward In the next year

 

[Trident]

it sucks men, do you have anyone who can take care of you?

 

[CorpseWatcher]

it sucks men, do you have anyone who can take care of you?

My mother is disabled and My dad is in his 70s

im screwed

 

[Friday I'm In Love]

I went outside

 

[CorpseWatcher]

it sucks men, do you have anyone who can take care of you?

All of thi started after Smoking bad weed and being isolated since Rona virus

 

[rhodie]

I already am

but I know the forbidden knowledge, i'm too far gone

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

but I know the forbidden knowledge, i'm too far gone

Thankfully, so am I.

 

[Trident]

All of thi started after Smoking bad weed and being isolated since Rona virus

brutal, i think any person with any mental issues must know that taking drugs are very risky, it can lead to very bad consequences

 

[Trident]

My mother is disabled and My dad is in his 70s

im screwed

brutal.....

 

[CorpseWatcher]

brutal, i think any person with any mental issues must know that taking drugs are very risky, it can lead to very bad consequences

I didnt really have Anything like this before

until i smoked

Now im always paranoid, anxoius , and dead inside

Its truly over if i start hearing voices or shit i might Rope

 

[Trident]

I didnt really have Anything like this before

until i smoked

Now im always paranoid, anxoius , and dead inside

Its truly over if i start hearing voices or shit i might Rope

at this point stop taking any stuff like alcohol, cigarettes, drugs etc cause it will only worsen your mental health

 

[CorpseWatcher]

at this point stop taking any stuff like alcohol, cigarettes, drugs etc cause it will only worsen your mental health

All i do is vape Now But ill prolly quit

Maybe even just quit Internet and Gaming Both feels like chore

I just need to take care of my healthy and "IMPROOOVE

Just to hopefully avoid insanity

 

[Trident]

All i do is vape Now But ill prolly quit

Maybe even just quit Internet and Gaming Both feels like chore

I just need to take care of my healthy and "IMPROOOVE

Just to hopefully avoid insanity

try take a walk every day at least for 5km range in quiet places with very few to none people

 

[CorpseWatcher]

try take a walk every day at least for 5km range in quiet places with very few to none people

Yeah its fall and its nice out rn

 

[Knajjd]

I didnt really have Anything like this before

until i smoked

Now im always paranoid, anxoius , and dead inside

Its truly over if i start hearing voices or shit i might Rope

Don't smoke weed anymore. Eat good food, get plenty of sleep. Try to join groups like art groups or do voluntary work in a charity shop.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

Don't smoke weed anymore. Eat good food, get plenty of sleep. Try to join groups like art groups or do voluntary work in a charity shop.

I haven't Smoked since it happend its been 7 months since

 

[Knajjd]

I haven't Smoked since it happend its been 7 months since

Maybe it will go away soon then. Sometimes the mind and body take a good while to heal. In the meantime, eat good food, plenty of sleep with a sleep mask. Maybe read history books or learn basic calculus to get the mind going again.

Very very brutal post. Somehow or other you need to get out and talk to someone, even for ten minute.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

Maybe it will go away soon then. Sometimes the mind and body take a good while to heal. In the meantime, eat good food, plenty of sleep with a sleep mask. Maybe read history books or learn basic calculus to get the mind going again.

Very very brutal post. Somehow or other you need to get out and talk to someone, even for ten minute.

Yes, i need to Being that I just tuned 19 i am living an extremely abnormal Lifestyle (Which everyone on here is)

people my age are supposed to be carefree and High on life.

But I'm Basically Neet

But I'm living that of Old boozed up War veteran.


Learning is difficult idk if its low iq or learning disabilty but I still have to count using my fingers and such

I just scroll endlessly on the web all day I only watch like a minute of vids then click away to something else

It's hard to socialize due to the apathy and Emotional Coldness but i try hard as i can

I think it's just my environment rn

My parents are Horribly neglectful boomers we speak probably two sentences a day too each other i just need to move away and Be free

Who knows maybe i Can actually become a Healthy human being If i do

Thank u for the actual Advice instead of just Typical IS. BS

 

[turbosperg]

Smoking bad weed

You're smoking dry grass + juul and K9.

No wonder you getting brain damaged.

Continue (Y/N)?

 

[CorpseWatcher]

You're smoking dry grass + juul and K9.

No wonder you getting brain damaged.

Continue (Y/N)?

It was wax

 

[Repulsive123]

Ive seen the void, there is nothing here but me

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

look outside your window

jesus is there in ghost form

he wants to say hi

 

[turbosperg]

It was wax

Manure + K9, be it.