LDAR I'm getting better at my Twitch addiction

[BallinCat43]

It's been three weeks since I've watched a live stream.

To be honest, it's been better for me in terms of getting schoolwork done, watching shows/movies I am interested in, not being invested in someone who doesn't give two shits about me, etc.

However, I've mostly just used the free time to LDAR instead. I keep thinking about how much of a disgusting loser I am and have zero motivation to do the things I'm interested in.

I can't bring myself to do anything because it's all pointless. I will never be truly respected as a man, truly loved by a woman. I just hate that I was born.

I'm somehow more suicidal because I can't pretend to have friends now. Twitch at least gave me an outlet to escape from my pathetic life. Now I have to face it for what it is. I go to school, get mogged, come home stewing in anger, and sleep.

What do I do?

 

[Animecel2D]

I don’t understand how anyone could get addicted to twitch

 

[BallinCat43]

I don’t understand how anyone could get addicted to twitch

how do you get social interaction

 

[Animecel2D]

how do you get social interaction

here and only here

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Whitepill.

 

[Dead End]

What is the appeal of Twitch? Do you just use it to chat with other users in the stream, do you use it for background noise? Not trying to be hostile, I'm genuinely just curious as I've never know anyone who watches it and don't see the appeal personally.

 

[frmentalcel]

I don’t understand how anyone could get addicted to twitch