Not only the body i live throughout my life made me misereable but also those normie faggot spouting blupilled shit. I got bluepilled into thinking that studying without looking out on looks will grant me succesfull life. Boi i was wrong from elementary school all things start go down even i got bullied for 10 years until the HS but the worst one was in middle school. I lost tons of HGH by those blupilled advice just learn bro and slept less (back then i was always got stressfull frok bullying and the studying culture) from the bullshit no common sense asian small dick slaving away culture. The reason i was failing in studymaxxing was because porn addiction to cope from being bullied and oscatrized by my classmates. Also all my motivation gone after second semester of 11st grade. The bullying, porn addiction, and bluepilled activity or advice destroyed my life completely. If i were blackpilled back then maybe i would looksmaxxing and heightmaxxing as young as i could. All those doctor are liar because if you are young enough then your body is moldable. 
The only positive cope i have at that time was soviet union ww2 war song and coping on how i can make ideology from it. And here i am fromthe experience from redpill to blackpill i formed Telegram group dedicated to blackpill inspired by tails later i joined this site from a brocel. From all my suffering i created Ultravisionary Blackpilism (you can see in the pfp though)
I cannot tell the bullying problems because there is too much that i must type if i do that and it will be more than 10 pages to even tell you the truth about it.
The only positive cope i have at that time was soviet union ww2 war song and coping on how i can make ideology from it. And here i am fromthe experience from redpill to blackpill i formed Telegram group dedicated to blackpill inspired by tails later i joined this site from a brocel. From all my suffering i created Ultravisionary Blackpilism (you can see in the pfp though)
I cannot tell the bullying problems because there is too much that i must type if i do that and it will be more than 10 pages to even tell you the truth about it.
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