war_with_myself
Self-banned
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I'm deleting my account, for mental health reasons. It's been nice coping on .is, but i must go. Good luck to everyone here!
i feel physically ill reading all the hateful stuff tbhimplying we are/ this place is a mental assylum hahahaha
Good luck with your mental health
ignore it. I'm here to "cope", I'm bitter with or without this placei feel physically ill reading all the hateful stuff tbh
i don't want to be a bitter asshole
Good luck with your mental health
Good luck with your mental health
i actually had a similar experience a few days ago.....i made a post and deleted it cuz i knew id be mocked.....i was exercising and since it appears i have a problem with my respiratory system (hypoxemia), i suddenly felt something i never had both physically (increased heart rate, blood pressure, headache, nausea) and mentally which is more significant...my mind wondered quickly from one thought to another and each thought ended in hopelessness...i couldnt rest,,,walked up and down,,,,every thought of "it will be ok" would be shattered quickly,,,,i felt a circle around me and when i would sit, it would tighten around me till i would just jump out and walk up and down again (like my thoughts in my mind)...i wanted to go out and talk to people...ask for forgiveness...i did go out...i went to a near doc....he listened and asked some questions...prescribed some pills which i didnt get...he showed zero compassion,,,,even if i was overreacting, he shouldve calmed me....but anyway i felt better when i talked and walked out..it was night and raining....went back...next day which is today i was like other daysi feel physically ill reading all the hateful stuff tbh
i don't want to be a bitter asshole