Im defiantly stealing rope from the store now, I got nothing to loose because now i know how to a tie a proper suicide knot.

[Goofygoober007]

One of the biggest things putting me off was not a good enough loop in my rope now know I know to tie proper knot practicing on small pieces of string. Yeah im defiantly stealing a rope from the store maybe I might get away with it. I gotta wait till spring unfortunately because of my climate were I live spring wont be too hot and not cold but yeah absolutely sure about this now. Like I have the happiness washing over me now because I know I can do it, I dont care about tempary strangulation it leads to permanent not suffering. Fuck this shit man I gone through so much suffering and im at the end my rope lmao literally.

 

[Goofygoober007]

Yes unfortunately my bitch ass parents control my social security money so im left with no choice stealing rope unless I can get someone to give me some or be lucky enough find one in someone's trash. Maybe I can lie to someone and say I need it for a tire swing. I hate having to steal from the store and potentially catch a charge.

 

[grimlockcel]

Okay bro

 

[Roastie Crusher]

if it fails you should go to Dairy Queen

 

[anon65]

I feel this, every day I don't wanna get up and wageslave or study. It's all so pointless for a genetic dead end like myself.

 

[Goofygoober007]

if it fails you should go to Dairy Queen

Its definitely not gonna fail lol. I got wilderness that I can do it will no one will find me for a good while. You can look up videos on proper hang man knots lol, theres no way that fails once your neck is in that loop and you jump its over unless someone finds you. Springs almost here I cant wait man im so sick of this i been sick of it for while but cant do it anymore I have potential MS, Brain Cancer or something I got tremors in my legs symptoms of optic neuritis, memory isseus I basically got some serious symptoms I gotta see doctor in February plus my psych med Movement disorders side effects plus my women isseus and million others. Its not possible to do it anymore im so stressed I think my body is literally killing itself for me I know stress and trauma can bring a bout degenerative disease. Its called Epigentics.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Normally I try to convince people not to kill themselves but I'm out of stuff to say. Feels like I repeat myself every time since there's not much to live for us incels except for the fear of death and what awaits you on the other side. Consuming goyslop may be something to consider, it'll give you dopamine and hopefully postpone your suicidal thoughts. It does for me.

 

[GreerTech Creations]

One of the biggest things putting me off was not a good enough loop in my rope now know I know to tie proper knot practicing on small pieces of string. Yeah im defiantly stealing a rope from the store maybe I might get away with it. I gotta wait till spring unfortunately because of my climate were I live spring wont be too hot and not cold but yeah absolutely sure about this now. Like I have the happiness washing over me now because I know I can do it, I dont care about tempary strangulation it leads to permanent not suffering. Fuck this shit man I gone through so much suffering and im at the end my rope lmao literally.

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I know exactly how you feel. I've been in that "dark place" too, quite recently as well. I know exactly how it feels to absolutely have no hope and think nothing will go right. But it is temporary, even though every part of you thinks it isn't.

Its definitely not gonna fail lol. I got wilderness that I can do it will no one will find me for a good while. You can look up videos on proper hang man knots lol, theres no way that fails once your neck is in that loop and you jump its over unless someone finds you. Springs almost here I cant wait man im so sick of this i been sick of it for while but cant do it anymore I have potential MS, Brain Cancer or something I got tremors in my legs symptoms of optic neuritis, memory isseus I basically got some serious symptoms I gotta see doctor in February plus my psych med Movement disorders side effects plus my women isseus and million others. Its not possible to do it anymore im so stressed I think my body is literally killing itself for me I know stress and trauma can bring a bout degenerative disease. Its called Epigentics.

Until you know for sure, you don't know how serious your condition is. Don't be afraid to tell your psychiatrist about your symptoms and dislike for your meds. Remember, you're paying him, he's obligated to serve you like any other wagie.

Consuming goyslop may be something to consider, it'll give you dopamine and hopefully postpone your suicidal thoughts. It does for me.

I agree, I've done the same. It sounds reddit, but watching comfort shows definitely at least postpones the thoughts. Do something low-stress to distract you.

 

[itstoolate]

I just ordered a rope off Amazon.

https://postimg.cc/9R5nkLTK It's not my preferred method, but it's the cheapest and simplest. I still live with my parents so I have to be discrete. I'll practice with it and see if it's feasible. I'm a pussy, so probably not. My preferred method is carbon monoxide poisoning. But for that I'll...

incels.is

I'm in a similar position. I'd buy you a rope, but you seem young. I wouldn't kill myself if I was young. There's a reason most suicides are in the late 40s-50s range. You truly feel like life is over when you get to this age. At least when you're young, you're special. The world cares about you. Even if you're not as attractive as you'd like.

I briefly took some psychiatric meds and they gave me akathisia. They thought I was Schizophrenic, but I'm just mortally depressed.

 

[cafepeanuts]

Stealing the rope is a based last FU to society. That shits gonna be painful as fuck though

 

[Subhumantruecel67]

One of the biggest things putting me off was not a good enough loop in my rope now know I know to tie proper knot practicing on small pieces of string. Yeah im defiantly stealing a rope from the store maybe I might get away with it. I gotta wait till spring unfortunately because of my climate were I live spring wont be too hot and not cold but yeah absolutely sure about this now. Like I have the happiness washing over me now because I know I can do it, I dont care about tempary strangulation it leads to permanent not suffering. Fuck this shit man I gone through so much suffering and im at the end my rope lmao literally.

No bro, if you take your own life femshitism foids will be happy

 

[Kshatriya]

Go ER on chads first

 

[Kshatriya]

Don't kys dude

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I hope you do not end your life, man. I don't blame you if you do, however; this world is hellish and insufferable — to continue living with all these various problems is torture.

 

[Goofygoober007]

Normally I try to convince people not to kill themselves but I'm out of stuff to say. Feels like I repeat myself every time since there's not much to live for us incels except for the fear of death and what awaits you on the other side. Consuming goyslop may be something to consider, it'll give you dopamine and hopefully postpone your suicidal thoughts. It does for me.

I dont expect anyone to say anything just expressing myself since I cant tell anyone around me.

 

[Goofygoober007]

I just ordered a rope off Amazon.

https://postimg.cc/9R5nkLTK It's not my preferred method, but it's the cheapest and simplest. I still live with my parents so I have to be discrete. I'll practice with it and see if it's feasible. I'm a pussy, so probably not. My preferred method is carbon monoxide poisoning. But for that I'll...

incels.is

I'm in a similar position. I'd buy you a rope, but you seem young. I wouldn't kill myself if I was young. There's a reason most suicides are in the late 40s-50s range. You truly feel like life is over when you get to this age. At least when you're young, you're special. The world cares about you. Even if you're not as attractive as you'd like.

I briefly took some psychiatric meds and they gave me akathisia. They thought I was Schizophrenic, but I'm just mortally depressed.

Well possibly gonna loose my vision if I have Optic Neuritis which is what im petrified of loosing and im defiantly not waiting around for that after everything I been through and clock is running out of time and what it done before I loose it. Imagine going through everything i have then only to end up loosing my vision.

 

[Goofygoober007]

Stealing the rope is a based last FU to society. That shits gonna be painful as fuck though

Most ill get is slap on the wrist especially when they figure out why im stealing it lol. Im gonna see if I can find one though laying around in a trash or something before I do that though If I cant im gonna be forced too

 

[itstoolate]

Well possibly gonna loose my vision if I have Optic Neuritis which is what im petrified of loosing and im defiantly not waiting around for that after everything I been through and clock is running out of time and what it done before I loose it. Imagine going through everything i have then only to end up loosing my vision.

That does sound scary. But you can wait until the last moment before it happens. Also, it probably won't happen, because you're young. The body is very resilient and can recover from anything when you're young.

Have you practiced hanging? I haven't unboxed my rope yet, I'm too lazy to kill myself.

 

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Here brocel, does this want to make you work towards something and not kill yourself?

 

[Goofygoober007]

That does sound scary. But you can wait until the last moment before it happens. Also, it probably won't happen, because you're young. The body is very resilient and can recover from anything when you're young.

Have you practiced hanging? I haven't unboxed my rope yet, I'm too lazy to kill myself.

Im practing making the knots with smaller string which is what I suggest you do you can find good youtube videos on proper knots there not to hard to do. One im doing ounce you jump the knot gets real tight around your neck and theres no getting out of it.

 

[Goofygoober007]

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Here brocel, does this want to make you work towards something and not kill yourself?

If only I had the money but yes those look hot.

 

[AcidTrip]

If only I had the money but yes those look hot.

Save up for one, it’ll put you to work, that’s less time depressed and miserable.

 

[The_word_made_flesh]

You do not need to hang yourself, 2000 years ago someone else already hung on the tree so we could all be saved and have eternal life without suffering anymore !

 

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Here brocel, does this want to make you work towards something and not kill yourself?

Just realized I fucked up my wording and now it won’t let me fix it in this post

 

[itstoolate]

Im practing making the knots with smaller string which is what I suggest you do you can find good youtube videos on proper knots there not to hard to do. One im doing ounce you jump the knot gets real tight around your neck and theres no getting out of it.

I'm more concerned about the logistics of the body than the knot. You can practice choking yourself with it or hanging yourself on a door handle or something, to see how easy it is to lose consciousness (or start to).

But I'll more than likely go with charcoal poisoning. I'm a pussy and violent methods perturb me. Charcoal gas is painless and risk-free. Hanging can go wrong and you could be left paralysed or brain-dead.

 

[terrafyen]

I really hope you don’t end your life. Which is hilarious for me to say because I too want to end it. I can do nothing for you or myself. And yet I still don’t want you to die stranger.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I dont expect anyone to say anything just expressing myself since I cant tell anyone around me.

I said I wanted to kill myself in front of doctors when taking their dumbass ipad test and they were threatening to call the cops on me.

 

[Goofygoober007]

I'm more concerned about the logistics of the body than the knot. You can practice choking yourself with it or hanging yourself on a door handle or something, to see how easy it is to lose consciousness (or start to).

But I'll more than likely go with charcoal poisoning. I'm a pussy and violent methods perturb me. Charcoal gas is painless and risk-free. Hanging can go wrong and you could be left paralysed or brain-dead.

Someone could find you with that more than likely with the same result. If you tie the rope right like a hangman knot you'll die if you tie it right. Its extremely tight and you'll die as long as your not caught. Luckily for me theres good place i know we're I won't be found.

 

[Goofygoober007]

I said I wanted to kill myself in front of doctors when taking their dumbass ipad test and they were threatening to call the cops on me.

Worst part is im gonna leave my fucking cat shes such fucking sweat heart and she won't know why im gone. Shit makes me tear up thinking about it, fuck. Fucking hate I have to do this but the suffering is to much.

 

[itstoolate]

Someone could find you with that more than likely with the same result. If you tie the rope right like a hangman knot you'll die if you tie it right. Its extremely tight and you'll die as long as your not caught. Luckily for me theres good place i know we're I won't be found.

True, someone is probably more likely to find you when you're cooking a BBQ kek. But you can't really be left paralysed or brain-dead. If it fails, you just wake up later with a cough. Plus, it might be an experience surviving a proper attempt, it might make you feel differently and want to try life one last time.

I just gambled away £2k. I want to die now.

 

[Goofygoober007]

True, someone is probably more likely to find you when you're cooking a BBQ kek. But you can't really be left paralysed or brain-dead. If it fails, you just wake up later with a cough. Plus, it might be an experience surviving a proper attempt, it might make you feel differently and want to try life one last time.

I just gambled away £2k. I want to die now.

If your depriving yourself of oxygen it can especially if its slow. Lmao nigga just use a car, using a BBQ is new one.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Worst part is im gonna leave my fucking cat shes such fucking sweat heart and she won't know why im gone. Shit makes me tear up thinking about it, fuck. Fucking hate I have to do this but the suffering is to much.

That right there is a reason not to kill yourself. If you died and your cat gets a new owner, they don't get along well with the new owner. Plus there's lots of studies showing that cats form strong attachments and don't do well with when separated. At least live until your cat passes away. If you really love your cat, you'd do that for her.

 

[itstoolate]

If your depriving yourself of oxygen it can especially if its slow. Lmao nigga just use a car, using a BBQ is new one.

It just doesn't seem to happen, based on the anecdotes I've read. I can't, I don't drive-- I'm that much of a failure. I'm going to get a tent and a BBQ. Get drunk and drift away.

 

[Goofygoober007]

That right there is a reason not to kill yourself. If you died and your cat gets a new owner, they don't get along well with the new owner. Plus there's lots of studies showing that cats form strong attachments and don't do well with when separated. At least live until your cat passes away. If you really love your cat, you'd do that for her.

Right on man, I guess we'll depart together. How old are you buddy?

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Right on man, I guess we'll depart together. How old are you buddy?

Almost 23. You?

 

[EcstasyCel]

Its definitely not gonna fail lol. I got wilderness that I can do it will no one will find me for a good while. You can look up videos on proper hang man knots lol, theres no way that fails once your neck is in that loop and you jump its over unless someone finds you. Springs almost here I cant wait man im so sick of this i been sick of it for while but cant do it anymore I have potential MS, Brain Cancer or something I got tremors in my legs symptoms of optic neuritis, memory isseus I basically got some serious symptoms I gotta see doctor in February plus my psych med Movement disorders side effects plus my women isseus and million others. Its not possible to do it anymore im so stressed I think my body is literally killing itself for me I know stress and trauma can bring a bout degenerative disease. Its called Epigentics.

Optic Neuritis... fucking brutal man.

Had this in 2018 and the way it ravaged my mental health was fucking insane man. Wouldn't wish this on anyone, it's soul crushing.

 

[Goofygoober007]

Optic Neuritis... fucking brutal man.

Had this in 2018 and the way it ravaged my mental health was fucking insane man. Wouldn't wish this on anyone, it's soul crushing.

I absolutely I have MS now im positive and im not waiting around anymore. Ontop that my akathisia is literally driving me toward madness shit makes me so miserable and irritable I gotta have house cold and or it aggravates my akathisia and I cant sleep. Shit literally turns into massive explosive fights in my house I cant deal with it anymore. We have these fights every fucking winter. I absolutely cant to do this shit anymore. Akathisia is worst torture imaginable I gotta constantly pace all the time sleeping is abrustly miserable and when you fuck that up you fuck what I have left. I just cant do it anymore. Possiblely of loosing my vision scares the shit out of me.

Its a fucking miracle I lasted this long.