It's Over I'm decaying while still "living"

[PolnischeKartoffel]

Title
Or not
With my much failed jewstagram experiment and experience it's only getting worse, seeing like other (foids) are having lives while I'm rotting

Rotting not only due to my will and its lack, but all circumstances combined

I lost all month like a few days, nothing has happened despite my efforts. Rejection (active) and ostracism (passive) are my everyday perspective.

Even here I'm posting lesser and lesser. Maybe my time is coming to leave this "Earth" and begin metaphysical journey - or not, if eternal nothing is present.

 

[blackraven]

summer isn't fun as well due to excessive rain

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Brutal.

 

[AdExpress]

yeah really hurts knowing that we are largely outliers and most people are normal with at least a good circle of people in real life even if they're not perfect

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

Bump

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

yeah really hurts knowing that we are largely outliers and most people are normal with at least a good circle of people in real life even if they're not perfect

It's most brutal part

We're nonNT and/or much unattractive that people subconsciously know they should avoid us - like ill or dangerous persons

 

[Grodd]

Brutal.

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

ERadicator mode is coming soon

Or ambivalence while writing with girls and still rotting here