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LDAR I'm considering chemical castration

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I can't watch porn or masturbate because of religious reasons. I only masturbate when I watch porn. So when I do relapse, I have to masturbate at least two times, if I don't want to watch porn the next day. If I masturbate around five times, I don't feel the urge to watch porn for at least the next two days. Then the urge to watch porn kicks in again. The only times I masturbate is when I watch porn, or stumble across nudity, whether it's male or female nudity doesn't matter. Otherwise I don't even feel the need to masturbate. It's an endless masturbation cycle, and I'm sick of it. A couple of nights ago, I masturbated ten or eleven times in one night. I posted a thread about it. Once I also masturbated seven times in just two hours. I have been doing Nofap for five years, and the highest clean streak I got was twenty-five days. I once edged for twenty-one days in a row. My highest unclean streak was sixty-five days, the first fifty-five days I watched porn for hours, but I did not touch myself, not even a single stroke or touch. The next ten days, I edged to porn for hours. Doing a clean streak gets me nowhere, because I don't consider the streak to be clean anymore once I see nudity, and that happens often, always against my will. My only option is to do unclean streaks, I still keep all the benefits as if I'm doing a clean streak, but because of religious reasons, I can't do unclean streaks. I can't go to prostitutes either. The only option I have is to get married, but I'm genuinely too ugly for anyone to agree to a marriage with me. I'm just too sexually frustrated, and the only viable option seems to be chemical castration at this point. I will visit my local pharmacy one of these days to ask for testosterone blockers.
 
I can't not be fucking JBs because of religious reasons.
 
It's over for religioncels
 
why did god make you incel?
 
low sex drive changes nothing just makes shit boring
 
Doesn't count unless you cut them off with a rusty knife.
 
what kind of religion is this? they want to see you suffer? fuck that.
you dont need to suffer just because you're a man. look dude, men have sexual needs and need to fap, its how we are wired, yes some more than others but thats our nature, just accept who you are and stop being a slave to some book, its almost the same as being a slave to the pussy as cucks are. let go of that shit and just be free
 
I'm really sorry for you, Bro. But please do not do that. Try to make yourself as good-looking as possible by looksmaxing or even surgery. That's the best we guys can do here.
 
serotonergic anti-depressants reduce libido, have you tried those?
 
I think I will too.

If I haven’t ascended by 30 then I most likely will.
 
I think maybe you should read the bible more, ask god more about this. but anyways, you are attributing your failures in life to the fact of fapping, when in reality, you are a failure for completely other reasons then jacking off. some of the most successful people in the entire world jack their cocks off to porn. your pastor? most likely jacks his cock off to porn. he doesn't? then fucks his wife. he doesn't do either? low t soyboy or old man. still not the case? then he has been able to reach a level in his mind that you have yet to even grasp. you need to come to some conclusions in your life... now that you have taken the blackpill and understand women are out of the picture... life now takes on new meanings... an army of cry babies in their moms basements will not help our situations. use the support of people on this website to build up a life around you. become someone who can be called upon in your brothers here times of need. I honestly believe incels are the true chosen people by god. stop wishing you were a degenerate swine. every chad and every stacy who uses their looks to fuck around are going to burn in eternal hellfire. they are going to be tortured beyond believe for eternity. stop wishing you were a pathetic loser. we are not losers. we are the winners, and it is time we start acting like it. I hate this self pity, this low self esteem shit fuck attitude we incels let enter into our minds, feed to use BY ABSOLUTE FUCKING SCUM DEGENERATE FUCKING FILTHY WHORES. FUCK THEM TO HELL
 
I can't not be fucking JBs because of religious reasons.

No, that's just European laws for you, boyo.

why did god make you incel?

Because otherwise I'd be a degenerate. The only thing that sets me back is my facial deformity, without it, I would have been a slayer. I'm not saying I would have 8+/10 facial features, I'm just saying I would definitely be slaying to some degree.

low sex drive changes nothing just makes shit boring

I could fill the time with television shows.

what kind of religion is this? they want to see you suffer? fuck that.
you dont need to suffer just because you're a man. look dude, men have sexual needs and need to fap, its how we are wired, yes some more than others but thats our nature, just accept who you are and stop being a slave to some book, its almost the same as being a slave to the pussy as cucks are. let go of that shit and just be free

Islam, it's anti-degeneracy so that's why premarital sex and prostitution are both impermissible. Islam is fair, so in certain cases, it allows masturbation, but pornography is also impermissible, and the only way I masturbate is with pornography, otherwise I do not feel the urge to masturbate. And for a marriage to be valid, both the man and woman have to agree to the marriage, along with the male guardian of each person. I have what I consider proof that Islam is the only true religion, but that's a topic for another day. Anyway, I always feel bad after ejaculating, but that's because I do Nofap.

I'm really sorry for you, Bro. But please do not do that. Try to make yourself as good-looking as possible by looksmaxing or even surgery. That's the best we guys can do here.

At this stage, I'm just really contemplating it. Thanks for the concern, brother, and thanks for the sympathy. With the experiences I have had, I can't help but believe I am genuinely the ugliest person in the whole wide world. I always stay groomed, though! But that is also because of religious reasons haha.

serotonergic anti-depressants reduce libido, have you tried those?

I never had any therapy whatsoever, so I think I wouldn't be able to get my hands on those. Am I correct?

I think maybe you should read the bible more, ask god more about this. but anyways, you are attributing your failures in life to the fact of fapping, when in reality, you are a failure for completely other reasons then jacking off. some of the most successful people in the entire world jack their cocks off to porn. your pastor? most likely jacks his cock off to porn. he doesn't? then fucks his wife. he doesn't do either? low t soyboy or old man. still not the case? then he has been able to reach a level in his mind that you have yet to even grasp. you need to come to some conclusions in your life... now that you have taken the blackpill and understand women are out of the picture... life now takes on new meanings... an army of cry babies in their moms basements will not help our situations. use the support of people on this website to build up a life around you. become someone who can be called upon in your brothers here times of need. I honestly believe incels are the true chosen people by god. stop wishing you were a degenerate swine. every chad and every stacy who uses their looks to fuck around are going to burn in eternal hellfire. they are going to be tortured beyond believe for eternity. stop wishing you were a pathetic loser. we are not losers. we are the winners, and it is time we start acting like it. I hate this self pity, this low self esteem shit fuck attitude we incels let enter into our minds, feed to use BY ABSOLUTE FUCKING SCUM DEGENERATE FUCKING FILTHY WHORES. FUCK THEM TO HELL


Hey man, thanks for the effort you're putting in that post, I really appreciate it! I'm not Christian, by the way. I'm Islamic, but your point still stands. But I do believe living a sinful life is recipe for failures in life, so I think I should really try my best to quit masturbating. See, the thing is, I don't just masturbate, I specifically need pornography to do so. Luckily for me, it's all vanilla stuff and I haven't really developed any fetishes, oddly enough. I've been masturbating over 10 years now. I would never want to be a degenerate, the only reason I wish I was good looking is so that I could find the right person to marry, and with good looks I can have standards such as wanting the woman to be a virgin. But I'm facially deformed due to my broken nose, so I don't get to have standards. Women are out of the question, that is true. I only have masturbation and porn, but these are also sins. Granted, they are the lesser of two evils, I could always go to a prostitute and fulfill my needs there, but I choose not to.
 
I talked now about this in a topic of an other user, you are right, I 100 % support this thing and I am very interested about this
 
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Can you describe what makes you look ugly? I've enumerated everything that makes me ugly, and I've decided to change those issues, some through looksmaxing, others through surgery. I recommend that to you too.
 
It's not worth it with the testoblockers, you will lose muscles, gain fat, become depressed and less confident. Also you start off by saying that you can't masturbate because of religious reasons and then proceed to tell how much you do it:feelsthink:
 
I talked now about this in a topic of an other user, you are right, I 100 % support this thing and I am very interested about this

I have done my research about this, it's usually given to convicted sex offenders. They're actually heavy drugs. Doctors are ethically against the usage of these drugs on convicted sex offenders, because it gives them no option not to do it and they are judicially forced to do so. One of the side effects is the growth of boobs, I really don't want that. Anyway since they're heavy drugs, I doubt I can get it from a local pharmacy.
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Can you describe what makes you look ugly? I've enumerated everything that makes me ugly, and I've decided to change those issues, some through looksmaxing, others through surgery. I recommend that to you too.

I'd say my nose is the biggest reason that I'm a truecel. I also have mild upper eyelid exposure and a slightly recessed chin and a big forehead. I may or may not post reveal pics since nobody knows what I look like and people in real life don't agree with my 2/10 rating, but that's because they're bluepilled cucks. I just want to prove to them that I am in fact a 2/10 and I think the incelosphere will agree with me.

Chemical castration is not only expensive but will fuck with you in ways you cannot even comprehend. Don’t do it OP, think about homeostasis, harmonic imbalances. Hormone treatments aren’t perfect.

A lot of people are warning me against it, but so far you're the only intelligent person to do it. Thanks for talking sense into me. I won't do it but I will ask my local pharmacy about it nonetheless.

It's not worth it with the testoblockers, you will lose muscles, gain fat, become depressed and less confident. Also you start off by saying that you can't masturbate because of religious reasons and then proceed to tell how much you do it:feelsthink:

Haha you got me there, I'm not supposed to talk about sins openly since it is a sign of being shameless and that is looked down upon by God. Have you done research on anti-androgens as well? Sounds like you have.
 
I can't watch porn or masturbate because of religious reasons. I only masturbate when I watch porn. So when I do relapse, I have to masturbate at least two times, if I don't want to watch porn the next day. If I masturbate around five times, I don't feel the urge to watch porn for at least the next two days. Then the urge to watch porn kicks in again. The only times I masturbate is when I watch porn, or stumble across nudity, whether it's male or female nudity doesn't matter. Otherwise I don't even feel the need to masturbate. It's an endless masturbation cycle, and I'm sick of it. A couple of nights ago, I masturbated ten or eleven times in one night. I posted a thread about it. Once I also masturbated seven times in just two hours. I have been doing Nofap for five years, and the highest clean streak I got was twenty-five days. I once edged for twenty-one days in a row. My highest unclean streak was sixty-five days, the first fifty-five days I watched porn for hours, but I did not touch myself, not even a single stroke or touch. The next ten days, I edged to porn for hours. Doing a clean streak gets me nowhere, because I don't consider the streak to be clean anymore once I see nudity, and that happens often, always against my will. My only option is to do unclean streaks, I still keep all the benefits as if I'm doing a clean streak, but because of religious reasons, I can't do unclean streaks. I can't go to prostitutes either. The only option I have is to get married, but I'm genuinely too ugly for anyone to agree to a marriage with me. I'm just too sexually frustrated, and the only viable option seems to be chemical castration at this point. I will visit my local pharmacy one of these days to ask for testosterone blockers.
Actually considered castration myself a couple times, but it might screw me up in the long run for some other reason
 
Actually considered castration myself a couple times, but it might screw me up in the long run for some other reason

From what I have gathered it's best to be avoided. They're heavy drugs after all. It just sounds very tempting considering the situation I am in and it's one I cannot escape.
 
well sexual urge is biological it’s literally partly hormone, so get T blockers first and if you really want to do it but there’s no going back really think this through, maybe there are other medications to kill your sex drive
 
I wish i was born asexual. :feelscry:
I wish i was born asexual. :feelscry:
 
I'd say my nose is the biggest reason that I'm a truecel. I also have mild upper eyelid exposure and a slightly recessed chin and a big forehead. I may or may not post reveal pics since nobody knows what I look like and people in real life don't agree with my 2/10 rating, but that's because they're bluepilled cucks. I just want to prove to them that I am in fact a 2/10 and I think the incelosphere will agree with me.

My nose is also a big problem for me. And I also have a slighty recessed chin. The fact that I also have very short hair currently, which does not suit me at all, makes me look very ugly.

Because of my nose, I will do surgery if I have enough money. because of my chin, I'm currently growing a beard, so it does not stand out.
I recommend you to do that too.
 
My nose is also a big problem for me. And I also have a slighty recessed chin. The fact that I also have very short hair currently, which does not suit me at all, makes me look very ugly.

Because of my nose, I will do surgery if I have enough money. because of my chin, I'm currently growing a beard, so it does not stand out.
I recommend you to do that too.

Sorry to hear, I know how big that of a problem is. It completely ruins your facial harmony. Not even models can get away with the nose I have. Definitely grow your hair out, short hair, let alone very short hair, does not suit us. It makes our noses look even bigger than it already is. I knew about this when I was a teenager haha. I can't grow a beard because then I look uglier than I already do, and I have decided on not wanting a nosejob. I am a perfectionist, even if I did get it, I would be anxious all the time, worrying that it could've been done better. Hopefully you'll ascend and find a wife. I say wife because I'm anti-degeneracy.
 
Yes, you're right about hair and nose. I hope that when my hair gets long and I have my desired hairstyle my big nose will not look so noticable anymore and I will generally look better.
and I have decided on not wanting a nosejob. I am a perfectionist, even if I did get it, I would be anxious all the time, worrying that it could've been done better.
Really ? I hear something like that for the first time. Even if you should be anxious that the result could have been better, better than it is now, it definitely will. Think so.
Hopefully you'll ascend and find a wife. I say wife because I'm anti-degeneracy.
Thanks bro. I plan to move to Turkey in the next few years, partly because I also believe that my chances of finding a wife are higher there. Have you ever thought about leaving the West too? As far as dating is concerned, we Ethnics certainly have it easier in our home countries.
 
Yes, you're right about hair and nose. I hope that when my hair gets long and I have my desired hairstyle my big nose will not look so noticable anymore and I will generally look better.

Really ? I hear something like that for the first time. Even if you should be anxious that the result could have been better, better than it is now, it definitely will. Think so.

Thanks bro. I plan to move to Turkey in the next few years, partly because I also believe that my chances of finding a wife are higher there. Have you ever thought about leaving the West too? As far as dating is concerned, we Ethnics certainly have it easier in our home countries.

You will need to get the Young Michael Pitt or Young Leo haircut in order for that effect to kick in. You have to grow out your hair until it's past your eyes.

Yes, you are right, any result is better than what I have now, but it's something I won't be able to stop telling and then I'll be stressed all the time. So it's best for me not to do anything surgically.

Good luck bro, I hope you will find a good Turkish wife. I haven't thought about leaving the west, no. A lot has been sacrificed for me to have been born and raised here, so I will never leave. Of course, I'm a truecel no matter where I go, so leaving the west wouldn't give me better options anyway.
 
everyone that believes in god = low IQ
 
You will need to get the Young Michael Pitt or Young Leo haircut in order for that effect to kick in. You have to grow out your hair until it's past your eyes.
I have very wavy/curly hair and would like to make a hairstyle like this:
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In 2 to 3 months they should be long enough and then I will go to the barber.

Yes, you are right, any result is better than what I have now, but it's something I won't be able to stop telling and then I'll be stressed all the time. So it's best for me not to do anything surgically.
Too bad that this is so bro. I hope you manage to somehow control these thoughts, because a nose surgery can really make a big difference.

Good luck bro, I hope you will find a good Turkish wife.
Thanks, Bro.

I haven't thought about leaving the west, no. A lot has been sacrificed for me to have been born and raised here, so I will never leave. Of course, I'm a truecel no matter where I go, so leaving the west wouldn't give me better options anyway.
You are Indian, right? Do you not think that you would have better chances in India? Remember, women in the West have the highest standards among all women. All sub 8 men between 15-30 are struggling today.
In India, you also have the advantage of being able to make an arranged marriage. I could also imagine doing that in Turkey one day.
 
Don't let your fucking religion CUCK you
 
Dude castration can cause major health issues. Don't do it. Just go into the woods and live by yourself and jerk off. If society doesn't want you stop focusing on them. Start focusing on giving yourself as much joy as possible.
 

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