LDAR I’m chronically inconsistent

[Pikacel]

I keep complaining about this but I’ll do something for 3 months then drop it for a year

As a result I spend 75% of my time in this state of inertia where I’m barely aware of anything. Physically unfit, absent in studies, unemployed, socially reclusive, spatially unaware, zero balance etc ‘Lost’ or ‘brain fog’ is the best way to describe it

It’s a recurring pattern that has completely sabotaged my life. It’s always accompanied by excessive stress and reactive apathy (who cares about the future, I’ll always be an incel, it’s over anyway just LDAR)

Clearly I struggle to act rationally and maintain a clear mind year around. Because generally one should capable of applying a thought process IRL, taking some level of risk and compromising on wants/desires for the sake of necessary things. I tend to experience brief periods of ‘clarity’ where this suddenly becomes like common sense.

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

Clearly I struggle to act rationally and maintain a clear mind year around.

Tried meditation?

 

[Animecel2D]

You are consistently inconsistent

 

[Pikacel]

You are consistently inconsistent

I wish I was 100% inconsistent. Those rare periods of clarity fucking kill me

Tried meditation?

I pray out of habit

Maybe extra voluntary prayer would help

 

[Caichan]

Tried meditation?

Scam?

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

Scam?

Nah, you can improoove your ability to focus your attention and stuff like that. Imagine the power of being able to focus completely, or nearly-completely on music or a task instead of thinking about not having a gf or whatever. I did it daily for a year and got some great benefits mentally. Will pick it up again now in 2026.

 

[Pikacel]

It’s probably junkfood and bread + lack of exercise

 

[Pikacel]

Nah, you can improoove your ability to focus your attention and stuff like that. Imagine the power of being able to focus completely, or nearly-completely on music or a task instead of thinking about not having a gf or whatever. I did it daily for a year and got some great benefits mentally. Will pick it up again now in 2026.

I think it’s a inflammation problem. Probably excessive carbs and lactose intolerance

 

[Slut_Annihilator298]

I've struggled with this for a long time. The problem is that change requires effort, and when you're sub5, effort feels significantly a greater task as opposed to how it would be to a normie or Chad. You can change, and stay on that road, but you have to be willing to keep moving, think differently, and also, using phones less helps significantly if you're someone who spends a lot of time online and/or doomscroll a lot.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You are consistently inconsistent

 

[Epedaphic]

Ah man... i can relate to this a lot
Feel like most of my time (90% of it about) is just wasted on rotting activities like playing low-effort games, mobile matching slop kinda stuff.

Tried meditation?

this helped me in the past but it's very hard to keep up especially now, I feel like i'm in a deeper state of rot and it's even harder