Venting I'm back

[RealSchizo]

Self-banned month and a half ago, but nothing really changed. My life actually did change but for the worst as I was not using this forum, my pornography addiction spiked, I had no one to talk to, so I had to engage in brutal goon sessions lasting hours on end.
Had no engagement whatsoever, was forced to derive dopamine from food, porn.
Got fatter, even more unhealthy, haven't brushed my teeth in 2 weeks due to complete burnout from living.
I passed my hardest exam, but felt no real accomplishment, actually It is kind of funny, because I initially self-banned to study for my final exams, but I prolonged until I had 3 days for preparation, all I did was rot, goon and eat garbage food. I've become a swine, can honestly tell you all that this forum actually helped me stay away from overindulging in food and sugary drinks, but once I stopped venting I was forced to keep it all inside of me. Spoke to a single person from this forum over on Discord, but he's not on 24/7, so most days I'd keep it inside of me and try to numb myself with garbage food and porn.

 

[erenyeager]

The Feds are here but you will be safe

 

[erenyeager]

Come to my post about green fields and cats

 

[AutistSupremacist]

We missed you comrade

 

[RealSchizo]

The Feds are here but you will be safe

I am too physically weak and mentally emaciated to do anything bad tbh. All I can amount to is self-destructive behavior which is not illegal. I am slowly killing myself with my unhealthy habits.

 

[erenyeager]

I am too physically weak and mentally emaciated to do anything bad tbh. All I can amount to is self-destructive behavior which is not illegal. I am slowly killing myself with my unhealthy habits.

Same except I have healthy habits and I long for peace

 

[RealSchizo]

We missed you comrade

 

[RealSchizo]

Same except I have healthy habits and I long for peace

Healthy habits mog. I am yet to do anything about my pathetic weak body. I feel too mentally emaciated to escape my comfort zone, but i'll try to exercise at least once those shitty exams are over with.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

good to see you again

 

[RealSchizo]

good to see you again

Yeah, I won't be posting that much seems pointless to me nowadays. Too burnout to do anything, really. Just wanted to come back, account being self-banned looks too brootal.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

 

[nihilum]

The Feds are here but you will be safe

The CIA niggers glow in the dark, you can see 'em if you're driving. You just run them over, that's what you do. Fucking CIA niggers!

 

[RealSchizo]

 

[Vinícius truecel]

dude try to abstain from porn

 

[RealSchizo]

dude try to abstain from porn

nah, It's too hard. I am sexless and my libido is brutally high nowadays. It is the worst shit ever. I can't stop compulsively masturbating like a primate. Sometimes I do it because I have no libido for max 2 weeks before I start gooning again.

 

[Vinícius truecel]

I know it's difficult, man. I'm fighting against pornography. When the urge hits, I go for a walk to occupy my mind. Try masturbating without pornography; your brain will melt, you'll become anxious and depressed.

nah, It's too hard. I am sexless and my libido is brutally high nowadays. It is the worst shit ever. I can't stop compulsively masturbating like a primate. Sometimes I do it because I have no libido for max 2 weeks before I start gooning again.

 

[RealSchizo]

I know it's difficult, man. I'm fighting against pornography. When the urge hits, I go for a walk to occupy my mind. Try masturbating without pornography; your brain will melt, you'll become anxious and depressed.

Yeah I get much more mental clarity whenever abstaining for more than 2 weeks, but it's simply just too hard. Whenever life defeats me I tend to relapse and it all goes down the drain. It does fry the brain a lot, similar to alcohol, drugs and meds.

 

[Vinícius truecel]

Yeah I get much more mental clarity whenever abstaining for more than 2 weeks, but it's simply just too hard. Whenever life defeats me I tend to relapse and it all goes down the drain. It does fry the brain a lot, similar to alcohol, drugs and meds.

I understand this perfectly, and it's hell how alcohol and pornography melt your brain. When I was at a high level of pornography, I was shaking uncontrollably at the bus stop going from one place to another. It's true, man, pornography only brings destruction, and that's all the Jews want; you're trapped in their degeneration.

 

[RealSchizo]

I understand this perfectly, and it's hell how alcohol and pornography melt your brain. When I was at a high level of pornography, I was shaking uncontrollably at the bus stop going from one place to another. It's true, man, pornography only brings destruction, and that's all the Jews want; you're trapped in their degeneration.

Yeah porn usage triples your social anxiety, causes severe sweating whenever in public out of anxiety, messes up your hormones, pretty bad stuff, but also very hard to quit because you have no access to sex.

 

[Vinícius truecel]

Yeah porn usage triples your social anxiety, causes severe sweating whenever in public out of anxiety, messes up your hormones, pretty bad stuff, but also very hard to quit because you have no access to sex.

Yeah man, I'll never have sex because I'm an ugly incel and I also don't want to pay for prostitutes. I avoid pornography, only masturbation. The dopamine from pornography is very high; you'll watch two people having sex, and that's disgusting.

 

[Guatemalancel]

nah, It's too hard. I am sexless and my libido is brutally high nowadays. It is the worst shit ever. I can't stop compulsively masturbating like a primate. Sometimes I do it because I have no libido for max 2 weeks before I start gooning again.

If you quit that then you'll be able to fix more issues and get rid of procrastination as you won't be craving dopamine i'll be hard at first but know that you're doing it and that i'll be way better later if you continue resisting

 

[GigaL0ser]

We missed you comrade

 

[RealSchizo]

If you quit that then you'll be able to fix more issues and get rid of procrastination as you won't be craving dopamine i'll be hard at first but know that you're doing it and that i'll be way better later if you continue resisting

I've quit for 40+ days in the past, but nowadays I am too stressed and need to cope with it. I think of doing the same this summer, hopefully I successfully do so. Planning on going to the gym too because I am tired of my body.

 

[AutismKing]

Good to have you back. Sucks your life hasn't improved as much.
Masturbation is fine in my eyes, just don't overdo it. If you really want to abstain, you can try that as well.

 

[erenyeager]

Yeah porn usage triples your social anxiety, causes severe sweating whenever in public out of anxiety, messes up your hormones, pretty bad stuff, but also very hard to quit because you have no access to sex.

This is why I game and cut cold turkey and get used to whatever stimuli I have. I never did hardcore drugs or alcohol so I have an advantage

 

[AutistKing]

Who is this?

 

[societysucks]

Who is this?

Trucel legend

 

[Rapistcel]

Self-banned month and a half ago, but nothing really changed. My life actually did change but for the worst as I was not using this forum, my pornography addiction spiked, I had no one to talk to, so I had to engage in brutal goon sessions lasting hours on end.
Had no engagement whatsoever, was forced to derive dopamine from food, porn.
Got fatter, even more unhealthy, haven't brushed my teeth in 2 weeks due to complete burnout from living.
I passed my hardest exam, but felt no real accomplishment, actually It is kind of funny, because I initially self-banned to study for my final exams, but I prolonged until I had 3 days for preparation, all I did was rot, goon and eat garbage food. I've become a swine, can honestly tell you all that this forum actually helped me stay away from overindulging in food and sugary drinks, but once I stopped venting I was forced to keep it all inside of me. Spoke to a single person from this forum over on Discord, but he's not on 24/7, so most days I'd keep it inside of me and try to numb myself with garbage food and porn.

I knew you would come back.

 

[BoredWolf]

Crocodile Gena