Serious I'm at the point where I'm tired of hiding.

[Sasukecel]

There's a lot of thoughts and ideas currently racing through my mind.

I feel a lot of hate. It's very likely that my Mom doesn't give a shit about me and she's playing a persona. I'm being finessed by my fucking Mom. Because on some days, she'll say give me a hug and show me some grade I got in grade 3 or try to give me an inspirational message, but my Dad did the same thing to my sister before he said he never wanted to see her again, and threatened her physically.

My Mom doesn't give a flipping fuck about me. I hate the fucking sheboon language she speaks in. She's mocking me. When I set an alarm to wake up at 4 am, she says "tsk." When I was fully redpilled a year ago and on the self improvement train, she didn't support me. When I was getting good grades, she said I was "selfish" for "studying too much." Bunch of bullshit. I realize now, both my parents don't give a fuck about me. Neither my Dad who I can't legally see, or my Mom who pretends to care about me.

The FitxFearless video. You're probably annoyed because I've talked about it a thousand times, but if you really analyse it, the video was funny, but the situation isn't. Before I was blackpilled, I was fully redpilled. I studied until 2 am some nights because I wanted to maintain good grades in hard classes. I followed Hamza, Andrew Tate, before I reset my channel, I would record shitty videos after doing 100 push ups. I did all of that fucking work, but because I'm ugly, it meant fucking jackshit. My brother fucking plays video games all day, fucking Roblox, Snapchat, whilst I used to be hyper-obsessed over self improvement and would do extreme things like "quit music" and take cold showers at 5 am because I was a dumbass. I had genuine body dsmorphia. I was on the fucking suicide hotline, texting it multiple times a day. I couldn't look myself in the Mirror. I would pull my ears back, put my 2 fingers over my nose, imagining how much better I would look after plastic surgery. I listened to some dickheads in the Fitxfearless discord server to go on call, told a fake story, I was fucking 17 when the call happened, and I was raised a Muslim. If I was raised a fucking Muslim and I just graduated High School, and my overbearing sheboon Mom is controlling as fuck, obviously I would never approach a woman with that context. Because my whole life, my Mom and Islam told me to not talk to girls, I was bullied in middle school, and I was isolated in High School, only focusing on grades.

I did self improvement, it meant fucking jackshit, because I was publicly humiliated for the entire fucking world to see, based on context that made me look worse. My brother is fucking lazy as shit, my Mother is fucking controlling and sheboon, my Father is fucking non-existent.

The video with the cuts and everything is edited for humour. But the actual uncut livestream is brutal. It only amplifies the things I did being for nothing


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HF2ufiTBjM0


Timestamp 39:11 (go to 45:25)

"Have a good day man. Have a good day. This shit is fucking pathetic. Unbelievable. Unbelievable. Unbelievable."

The situation isn't funny at all. The cut up and edited video is funny objectively, but the actual situation I'm in. Everyone in my fucking University, all of my old classmates mocking me, the work I put in being for nothing. And if you don't believe me, which proves my point, then go look at my Instagram and see the physique pictures with no gym equipment, just bodyweight. Go look up my old threads in r/disciplined. I used to be active in Hamza's Skool community Adonis Gang. It all meant fucking nothing. I tried improving my social skills, I tried talking to people, I consumed Andrew Tate and Tristan Tate's guides on Social Skills, I used to watch fucking Hamza guides, it meant fucking nothing.

My life was a fucking joke since I was a child. I've gotten mockery on youtube comments, discord comments, reddit, in real life. People calling me a pussy in my own server, and since I'm so used to it, I don't even get mad at the fact someone casually calls me a pussy. "You're not welcome here." "Get the fuck out of here." "cringe" "Autism" "Loser" Snickers, laughter. Over and fucking over. The 32 year old discord mod in the Fitx server who told me to get the fuck out of the server, around a couple weeks later, in late August when the video was still booming and I was getting mockery and hate comments everyday, I said in my server, I'm suicidal, I feel urges, then I rejoin the FitxFearless discord on an alt in early september because I was curious if they were talking about me, and someone I was friended with said in the Fitx server "Cheese said he's going to kill himself (my old discord name and name even here was MHCheese454 so people called me Cheese) the mod was saying "Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. I don't feel bad for him.", maybe I'm a faggot for this, but I basically ran out of the lecture hall I was in on the verge of tears and hyperventilating, and ran to another building, calmed down, then went back into the lecture hall. That was a month ago, it doesn't matter now, it's just some stupid discord message but it just reinforced the belief in my head that people would probably be happier if I wasn't here.

What's the point of this vent? The work I did was for nothing. I probably full on hate my family. I've been considered a joke for my entire life. The fitxfearless clips are going more viral. People are making reaction videos.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNIU0wcsI6M


The point of this vent is the title. I don't want to hide anymore. I mean that in a literal sense.

People here said it was cringe when I went on "melodramatic monologues" on how I don't care about dying, acting like an anime character. The reason I talk about death is because I believe it will be worth it to die for something like this.

That "something like this" refers to not hiding, the ability to speak my mind and be a "truth teller." It's not an unrealistic scenario. There has been cases of people jumped, killed, thrown in jail, assaulted, for expressing their opinion. I'm an ugly male. People despise ugly men. If I as an ugly male, speak an uncontroversial opinion that people don't like, and someone jumps me, then things like death and violence are possible realities.

The last straw was reputation. I've been a fucking good boy for my whole life, I stayed in School, studied for my classes, didn't do drugs, didn't smoke, didn't go to a single fucking party, and was fucking ostracized and treated like shit anyways. I've been a fucking good boy not defying my mother, doing University, and she fucking despises me and shit talks me in her sheboon native language to her relatives. It would damage "Muh reputation" is massive cope in my situation, because my reputation was out of the window anyways.

I am a global humiliation. My reputation is already fucking ruined anyways. If my reputation is ruined and I claim to not be afraid of death, why the fuck am I hiding? Why the fuck am I wearing a hoodie in public, not talking back to my Mom, head down, not posting videos on my Instagram because people from my old school follow me randomly and I don't want my old normie classmates to judge me?

This world is fucking shit. Society is shit. My reputation is gone forever. It was millions and millions of views, everyone at my old school, my brother's school, my University, fucking everyone. My Mom is shit talking me anyways, even if I do what she wants. So why the fuck am I scared?

I want to be like Jake Rix and Sneako.

https://www.instagram.com/jakerix_official/

x.com

x.com

They speak their fucking minds even if they get mocked for it.

I'm not going to hide in public, or look at the floor when the normie girl who was in my middle school walks past me, when she's probably getting fucking dicked down in University, and I'm too scared to look her in the eye because the Fitx video went viral. I'm not going to listen to my faggot Uncle or my sheboon Mom talking shit. I want to be a truth teller, I want to expose modern society. I need more attention, not less. If I try to hide, then all of the humiliation and negative attention is still there, because people will associate my name with that video. Even if it "dies down", people will still associate my name with that FitxFearless video. I want people to associate me with me. To post on social media my opinion, even if it results in fucking death or removal of job opportunities because it was already unlikely for me to get a job anyways because an employer could just do a simple 30 minute background check and see the "Here's why being an incel is ruining your life" anyways, and because incel is a buzzword, kick me out of the door. My reputation was already ruined from the day the Fitxfearless video went viral. In August. It's October. My reputation was ruined 2 months ago.

I want to expose that society is unfair, I want to expose that lookism exists, I want to expose that I did fucking work and it led to fucking nothing, I want to expose how fucking lazy normies are, I'm not going to fucking hide in public, and I want to speak what I believe is the truth, and spread it and be a content creator and truth teller. Grow on social media based off of exposing the truth of this shitty society.

"That's stupid because if you utilize free speech, then your already damaged and unsalvageable reputation will make it impossible to find a job." I care about this more than I care about financial security.

"Someone might jump you or try to kill you if you say something they don't like." My life was fucking worthless anyways. That's why I'm willing to die for a good cause.

I'm not hiding for shit. I would rather have my online footprint be me spreading truth nukes about society, and in real life, speak my fucking mind, with free speech, instead of being a good boy, putting my head down, and letting this corrupt fucking society that I hate operate without saying anything because "muh reputation" (already tarnished from the fitx vide) "muh future job" (already unlikely I was going to get one.)

I don't want to be an obedient slave, I don't want to hide or cower in fear, I want to tell the truth about this shitty society, not try to have a "clean digital footprint" that's regulated by this clown world globohomo fucking society. I want to have free speech and speak my mind.

This isn't me trying to act cool or edgy, because I know objectively this is a stupid decision, this is just what I believe I should do.

Why am I telling you this? Because you as incels, are the only few who experience the unfairness of this bullshit society. I relate to you more than the normies I fucking hate. My last post I said "Fuck being a normie." "I'm not going to try to act "normal."

I would rather be humiliated and laughed at by being the crazy guy who talks nonsense on his social media page, then humiliated for putting my head down, hiding and doing what everyone else tells me to do.

 

[Sasukecel]

ChatGPT Summary for the NT-cels who didn't understand what I'm saying or TLDR:

"Sasukecel" expresses deep feelings of anger, alienation, and despair, fueled by family dynamics, societal pressures, and the viral Fitxfearless video, which he believes ruined his reputation. He feels that despite his efforts at self-improvement—such as studying hard, following redpill ideologies, and improving his physique—he remains ridiculed and rejected, both online and in real life, primarily due to what he perceives as lookism (discrimination based on appearance). His family, particularly his mother, exacerbates these feelings by showing little support or respect, making him feel unloved and disrespected.

For much of his life, he tried to conform by being a "good boy," focusing on school, avoiding parties, and trying to maintain a clean image. He even used to hide in public by wearing hoodies and avoiding eye contact to escape the shame of the viral video. However, he has now reached a point where he refuses to hide any longer. He wants to embrace free speech, speak his mind publicly, and expose what he believes are the harsh truths about modern society, even if it means facing further humiliation, violence, or losing future job opportunities.

He admires figures like Sneako and Jake Rix for speaking their minds despite public backlash and now desires to do the same, even accepting the potential consequences, including death. He feels that, since his reputation is already ruined, he has nothing left to lose and would rather be known for speaking the truth than for quietly conforming to a society he despises.

 

[Sasukecel]

I'm going to sleep now, I'll reply in the morning

 

[Animecel2D]

I'm going to sleep now, I'll reply in the morning

gn

 

[AutistSupremacist]

He admires figures like Sneako

 

[Awake]

Based that you came back you are that blackcel that appeared in the video?

 

[Awake]

Typical normie advice JFL

WHY BEING INVOLUNTARILY CELIBATE IS RUINING YOUR LIFE ‪@FITXFEARLESS‬ REACTION​

 

[Tacomonkey]

I want to be like Jake Rix and Sneako.

Everyone wishes they could get paid just for yapping about current events. You're competing against all of these people.

 

[laanda]

you aren't blackpilled if you preach that all incels can ascend if they follow your plan, which iirc involved... softmaxx and social skills maxxing and a bit of hardmaxxing. None of which will work on a framelet 3/10 face ricecel

go ahead and ignore that fact and reply (if you care to) just biasedly restating how you plan to help, without considering the flaws

it's still

the blackpill is that its over because of your looks yet your sole message is 'all incels can ascend and i will help them to do so'

cope lol

Everyone wishes they could get paid just for yapping about current events. You're competing against all of these people.

OP is also in denial of this uncomfortable reality, denial of

 

[Horatio NiggER bird]

Very ambitious

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I'm a lolcow that speaks my mind and damn the consequences. I can because I'm old, on autismbux and retired.

You don't do this when you're 18 years old. Stop it.

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Nobody gives a shit about you nigger. You think people think about your stupid video day and our and they care enough to hate you for it? nobody cares

 

[VintageCarCoper]

I'm a lolcow that speaks my mind and damn the consequences. I can because I'm old, on autismbux and retired.

You don't do this when you're 18 years old. Stop it.

How old are you, since you say you are retired? Are you a similar age to emba at 60 something?

 

[Todd Thundercock]

How old are you, since you say you are retired? Are you a similar age to emba at 60 something?

44

 

[VintageCarCoper]

44

Ok. By retired, I assume you mean just collecting NEETBUXX, not technically "retirement" legally.

 

[lennox]

Keep studying because universities and companies want blackcels like you

 

[Emba]

I'm a lolcow that speaks my mind and damn the consequences. I can because I'm old, on autismbux and retired.

You don't do this when you're 18 years old. Stop it.

It's (probably) about having dignity.

Nobody gives a shit about you nigger. You think people think about your stupid video day and our and they care enough to hate you for it? nobody cares

Probably true, but reputation is big among blacks. And not "staying down" is very important.

you aren't blackpilled if you preach that all incels can ascend if they follow your plan, which iirc involved... softmaxx and social skills maxxing and a bit of hardmaxxing. None of which will work on a framelet 3/10 face ricecel

go ahead and ignore that fact and reply (if you care to) just biasedly restating how you plan to help, without considering the flaws

it's still

the blackpill is that its over because of your looks yet your sole message is 'all incels can ascend and i will help them to do so'

cope lol

OP is also in denial of this uncomfortable reality, denial of

Obviously, you haven't seen any of his videos and what he's actually talking about. He's not living in denial. He's just not going to let it ruin his life and ability to cope. Basically, he's coping. He's not "staying down."

Everyone wishes they could get paid just for yapping about current events. You're competing against all of these people.

I think he does it for personal reasons, not to get rich. A steam valve....

Ok. By retired, I assume you mean just collecting NEETBUXX, not technically "retirement" legally.

I used to tell everyone I was retired @40. It sounds cozy huh?

 

[VintageCarCoper]

I used to tell everyone I was retired @40. It sounds cozy huh?

Yeah, it actually does, lol.

 

[Racial-Identitarian]

>Muh blackcel is not real


Most sane blackcel:

 

[laanda]

Obviously, you haven't seen any of his videos and what he's actually talking about. He's not living in denial. He's just not going to let it ruin his life and ability to cope. Basically, he's coping. He's not "staying down."

i've read his posts where he claims to be able to 'allow all incels a world in which they can ascend' which will never happen so its

 

[Sasukecel]

Sneako is based. He calls out the Jew, liberalism and feminism. He's also entertaining to watch, I don't watch his streams currently though.

Typical normie advice JFL

There were more reaction videos. One had 5k views, the other had 1.5k views. Because people react to "Fitxfearless funniest moments compilation" and I'm included in the compilation because I'm a lolcow.

Everyone wishes they could get paid just for yapping about current events. You're competing against all of these people.

It's not even for the aspect of getting paid, it's rejecting what society has placed for me. Because I'm a lolcow (and also because I'm sub5), society inadvertently wants me to not go outside in public. To delete all of my social media accounts, to not go out in public. When I went to Campus, I would wear a hoodie and go on paths where there wen't many people to get to my class. I was planning on skipping my brother's graduation in June, and I didn't post any videos on my Instagram because I feared old classmates would see me sperging out. But I realized that if I do what society wants me to do, I would still be a lolcow anyways. Might as well go out and show my ugly face in public, go to my brother's graduation, post the controversial spergy videos on my Instagram, but "people will make fun of me." I was going to get made fun of anyways. So it's about not hiding and speaking my mind from a society doesn't want me.

 

[Sasukecel]

you aren't blackpilled if you preach that all incels can ascend if they follow your plan, which iirc involved... softmaxx and social skills maxxing and a bit of hardmaxxing. None of which will work on a framelet 3/10 face ricecel

go ahead and ignore that fact and reply (if you care to) just biasedly restating how you plan to help, without considering the flaws

it's still

the blackpill is that its over because of your looks yet your sole message is 'all incels can ascend and i will help them to do so'

cope lol

OP is also in denial of this uncomfortable reality, denial of

It's obvious I'm not fully blackpilled because if I was fully blackpilled, I would have roped by now.

I agree in that the blackpill is objective reality, but I want to overcome objective reality with delusion. Going on the Fitxfearless call was such a stupid decision, that now I'm at a higher echelon of truecel. Not only am I short, ugly, non-white and autistic, but I'm a global lolcow for millions to see and laugh at.

The logical and blackpill conclusion is my life is over because God is cruel and I never had a chance.

The 3/10 framelet asian guy has a higher chance of ascending then me, because Asians are smart, and he can easily become some Software Developer or some nerd thing to moneymax, and he's not a viral humiliation and assuming he's NT, he can easily make friends. I'm 3/10 facially, nonNT, and I'm a low iq blackcel.

All incels can ascend theoretically, just as anyone could theoretically become a millionaire. The difficulty is still very high.

Realistically, it's likely I'll fail. It's likely I'll always be a global humiliation, I'll never ascend and my online footprint will prevent me from laying down a stable job. But it's better to die fighting then die surrendered.

 

[Sasukecel]

I'm a lolcow that speaks my mind and damn the consequences. I can because I'm old, on autismbux and retired.

You don't do this when you're 18 years old. Stop it.

The average 18 year old's life isn't ruined at 18. Maybe this is my version of going ER. Because when people go ER, they go all in on something before roping. I don't plan on roping but this is me going all in on something.

Nobody gives a shit about you nigger. You think people think about your stupid video day and our and they care enough to hate you for it? nobody cares

My old classmates view my tiktok profile and follow me on instagram. When I didn't wear a hoodie i would get recognized on Campus, and people I know give me funny looks. I don't think the video is all they think about, but the video is the only reputation they have of me.

Even if they're not talking about me, in their heads, they see me as a global humiliation. Even if they're not thinking at me day in and day out, I'm still a lolcow. Employers care and being associated with inceldom makes it unlikely someone will hire me because society is becoming more liberal and feminist as time goes on. I'm basically fucked by all angles.

Keep studying because universities and companies want blackcels like you

I'm staying in University. I was contemplating if I should stay in University or drop out because "is there a point in going to University if I'm not going to be hired in a corporate position" anyways, but it makes more sense to be an ugly blackcel with a University degree then an ugly blackcel without a University degree. If I was more attractive, it would make sense to drop out, but I shouldn't. Why would Universities want people like me? I worry about being kicked out of University.

 

[Sasukecel]

>Muh blackcel is not real


Most sane blackcel:

I'm not sane at all because my life is ruined.

 

[NeverGetUp]

That is a very long post. I will read it later

 

[Doesitmatter?]

The average 18 year old's life isn't ruined at 18. Maybe this is my version of going ER. Because when people go ER, they go all in on something before roping. I don't plan on roping but this is me going all in on something.

My old classmates view my tiktok profile and follow me on instagram. When I didn't wear a hoodie i would get recognized on Campus, and people I know give me funny looks. I don't think the video is all they think about, but the video is the only reputation they have of me.

Even if they're not talking about me, in their heads, they see me as a global humiliation. Even if they're not thinking at me day in and day out, I'm still a lolcow. Employers care and being associated with inceldom makes it unlikely someone will hire me because society is becoming more liberal and feminist as time goes on. I'm basically fucked by all angles.

I'm staying in University. I was contemplating if I should stay in University or drop out because "is there a point in going to University if I'm not going to be hired in a corporate position" anyways, but it makes more sense to be an ugly blackcel with a University degree then an ugly blackcel without a University degree. If I was more attractive, it would make sense to drop out, but I shouldn't. Why would Universities want people like me? I worry about being kicked out of University.

You're making it to be a bigger deal than it already is, nobody gives a fuck, just tell them you were joking, you could take it positively as an opportunity to make people strike up conversations with you

 

[Grodd]

Why did you even go on that retards channel you probably knew you'd be humiliated anyway

 

[Doesitmatter?]

That is a very long post. I will read it later

This nigga thinks everyone hate him because of that stupid fitflix nigga video

 

[Incline]

The average 18 year old's life isn't ruined at 18. Maybe this is my version of going ER. Because when people go ER, they go all in on something before roping. I don't plan on roping but this is me going all in on something.

My old classmates view my tiktok profile and follow me on instagram. When I didn't wear a hoodie i would get recognized on Campus, and people I know give me funny looks. I don't think the video is all they think about, but the video is the only reputation they have of me.

Even if they're not talking about me, in their heads, they see me as a global humiliation. Even if they're not thinking at me day in and day out, I'm still a lolcow. Employers care and being associated with inceldom makes it unlikely someone will hire me because society is becoming more liberal and feminist as time goes on. I'm basically fucked by all angles.

I'm staying in University. I was contemplating if I should stay in University or drop out because "is there a point in going to University if I'm not going to be hired in a corporate position" anyways, but it makes more sense to be an ugly blackcel with a University degree then an ugly blackcel without a University degree. If I was more attractive, it would make sense to drop out, but I shouldn't. Why would Universities want people like me? I worry about being kicked out of University.

If you are going to uni you might as well finish it with a degree. Get a first or 2:1 rest is useless nobody looks at it even ur resume goes straight in the bin.

I went to some giga-garbage uni and got a first honors while cheating all my exams. I entered a pact with some other nigga and he just used TeamViewer on my laptop to do the exam (we were doing them on laptops), then I installed it on his and did his JFL. There were other components of grading obviously but I just snaked my way around them somehow.

Uni is useless anyway, I learned more in first week of my job than I did in 3 years of uni JFL.

 

[Diddy]

People are going to forget all about that irrelevant clip by the time you graduate.

 

[Sasukecel]

i've read his posts where he claims to be able to 'allow all incels a world in which they can ascend' which will never happen so its

That's something I would want to happen. I don't think it will be easy at all, but I think it's theoretically possible. If I was fully redpilled, I wouldn't believe in lookism, but I've experienced lookism and mockery for my whole life.

You're making it to be a bigger deal than it already is, nobody gives a fuck, just tell them you were joking, you could take it positively as an opportunity to make people strike up conversations with you

The total view count on all the platforms, Tiktok, Instagram, YouTube, Youtube Shorts, the reposts and reactions, the downloaded video spread in group chats, millions and millions of people saw it. I think the views are in the 4 - 5 million range, and it's going up over time. If I went outside in public not wearing a hoodie, in a T-shirt, to my old High School, to my University or my brother's school, it's very likely that someone would recognize and approach me based off of the clip, meaning it's IRL ramifications.

No one would believe me if I said "I was just joking" or "I was just trolling." If I was attractive or a normie I could pull that off, but because I'm actually ugly, and because I was actually bullied, it makes the story presented a lot more believable. People only approach me because they see me as a meme, not because they actually want to have a conversation with me.

Why did you even go on that retards channel you probably knew you'd be humiliated anyway

I listened to the people in the Fitxfearless discord server telling me to go on call, lie about my age and make the first thing that comes out of my mouth to ask about plastic surgery. I was mass tagged on discord and believing the oblivious dumbass I am, I went on the call.

This nigga thinks everyone hate him because of that stupid fitflix nigga video

I don't think they'll hate me, but they'll mock and make fun of me. My premise is if I was going to get made fun of anyways, there's no point in following the conventional societal standard. If I hide, I get made fun of. If I speak my mind, I get made fun of. Might as well do the latter.

If you are going to uni you might as well finish it with a degree. Get a first or 2:1 rest is useless nobody looks at it even ur resume goes straight in the bin.

I went to some giga-garbage uni and got a first honors while cheating all my exams. I entered a pact with some other nigga and he just used TeamViewer on my laptop to do the exam (we were doing them on laptops), then I installed it on his and did his JFL. There were other components of grading obviously but I just snaked my way around them somehow.

Uni is useless anyway, I learned more in first week of my job than I did in 3 years of uni JFL.

I agree with that. I'm not going to drop out. I'm going to stay in University to get the degree. The actual University learning is useless, but without a degree, it's nearly impossible to get a job higher then retail/fast food.

People are going to forget all about that irrelevant clip by the time you graduate.

The clip was made in July, people said in a couple of Months it would blow over. It's October. It will continue to grow in views, and I'm still subjected to incel fate because I'm ugly and short. Reality is still brutal.

 

[laanda]

That's something I would want to happen. I don't think it will be easy at all, but I think it's theoretically possible. If I was fully redpilled, I wouldn't believe in lookism, but I've experienced lookism and mockery for my whole life.

this is you rationalizing away what i said instead of dealing with the pain

the reason you are not blackpilled is not because you do not follow theory. It is because you do not recognise uncomfortable reality

Sure, you might have learned a single uncomfortable reality, but when presented with a new opportunity, your approach to that new information is no different. You still, clearly, try your absolute hardest to frame it in a light that suits you. Therefore, while your 'knowledge' of the blackpill may have changed, you have not changed the way you approach information on your own, you have just learned information. That means if you are not told what the blackpilled take is, you do not come to that conclusion. So, you are a redpiller who has seen some blackpills, copied them, and is now doing the most insufferable thing imaginable- putting value on being blackpilled in itself, thinking it is the 'cool' option, and arguing that you are the cool option because you want to be.
I am not blackpilled because I think it makes me better than other people. I just hate bias, and try to see when the uncomfortable option might well be the true one.

'bu bu bu im blackpilled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not FULLY redpilled so that means something'. It does mean something. Because your only point is you know about the blackpill. Which can be achieved by reading about it on the internet.
blackpill is about learning to change the way you react to information. Not learning the information that others have put infront of you, like a schoolkid

what i hate about humans is that they do not consider things rationally. Instead of just accepting my point, a point that does not benefit you, but hurts you, you have to change the end goal of the argument, and instead argue that you aren't FULLY redpilled, even though that's not what I said, nor do I care. I called your philosophy redpilled

you do not even know what it means when I say it

i don't fucking care ngl
i got this notification and its just insufferable to even read the first sentence because it's just you desperately trying to feel better about myself


i hate that people cannot consider that maybe their opinion just sucks. People are so god awful at recognising when they are wrong. They just believe they are right, and cross it out in their heads. They rationalize. Instead of going 'yeah maybe its stupid that all incels can ascend' you go 'it will be extremely hard'
its stupid, you are stupid, and you will not succeed, L coper

 

[Incline]

I agree with that. I'm not going to drop out. I'm going to stay in University to get the degree. The actual University learning is useless, but without a degree, it's nearly impossible to get a job higher then retail/fast food.

The trick to uni is, basically do whatever the fuck you want as long as you get good grade at the end. Cheat if you can, if not then do the minimum for the best grade, use ur social skills to get favors from others etc get in good group, when there is group work make sure ur matched with someone good.

I was in some group team and I did FUCK all JFL and I still got 60% of grade for that Unit LMAO. Some pajeet nigga did all the work bless his heart.

NOBODY gonna ask you anything about ur uni shit ever again, they'll just look at ur grade thats it. You can throw ur uni degree down the toilet once u get a first job anyway and just use that to climb further.

The only thing you ever gonna get asked about ur uni shit is what did you do for your final year project, final year work or whatever the fuck is the equivalent in USA. That's literally the only shit u need to actually put effort in at uni (I didn't JFL). I mean you don't even have to put in effort just make it look good, fraud it so it looks good doesn't matter if its shit behind the scenes or doesn't work or whatever as long as it looks good u win, just like blackpill. fraud is everything.

 

[Emba]

i've read his posts where he claims to be able to 'allow all incels a world in which they can ascend' which will never happen so its

I must have missed those... But I was more specifically referring to his videos...

Ofc, he seems slightly insane, so it's possible that he's a bluepiller.

 

[zerozerozero]

my nigga is cooked

 

[jbwbeliever]

U need to get your mind off that vid tbh, not everyone laughing at u all the time it may make them laugh 2-3 times but itll gets old. So they not laugh ing at u everytime they spot u in uni, if u stop your imagination and forget that vid ull live easier

 

[laanda]

I must have missed those... But I was more specifically referring to his videos...

Ofc, he seems slightly insane, so it's possible that he's a bluepiller.

i haven't seen any bluepill theory from him, so i would not say he is bluepilled. But I do think his internal philosophy and the way he reacts to information is bluepilled in that he tries to avoid the truth instead of facing it. However that is always very hard to get someone to understand or agree to. And the theories he believes in are redpilled, so.

That's something I would want to happen. I don't think it will be easy at all, but I think it's theoretically possible. If I was fully redpilled, I wouldn't believe in lookism, but I've experienced lookism and mockery for my whole life.

also, I did just accuse you of having learned the blackpill but not the underlying philosophy / changed your thinking, but on a second read, that is actually not true either. That would be bad enough as my point was, you can do so by reading and learn the blackpill, but it does not mean you have changed your own philosophy. If, say, you were met with the racepill, you might well just be bluepilled towards it. But, you have not actually even done that. You have learned ugly men are treated worse, but not that it is over for you, which is the blackpill.

redpill accepts lookism and mockery exists but thinks you can overcome inceldom by trying. That is actually basically the core principle of redpill. It's all they talk about, how to change things to overcome lookism. Go look it up. The fact you know lookism exists, doesn't mean you are blackpilled at all. Infact, this i have quoted you on, is just pure redpill. 'if i was fully redpilled, i wouldn't believe in lookism'

Yes you would lol

redpillers are not bluepillers. You are describing bluepillers when you say 'if i was fully ______, i wouldn't believe in lookism'.

it also makes my allegation that you are trying to paint yourself in the best light, even worse in terms of what you are doing. Because you're just a redpiller, who wants people to like him more so is saying 'no im not entirely redpilled' when it is not actually true. That is you eliminating reality in your mind because it makes you uncomfortable. I only meant that you did not learn the philosophy, but know some blackpill. I was wrong, you just are redpilled lol

 

[Emba]

i haven't seen any bluepill theory from him, so i would not say he is bluepilled. But I do think his internal philosophy and the way he reacts to information is bluepilled in that he tries to avoid the truth instead of facing it. However that is always very hard to get someone to understand or agree to. And the theories he believes in are redpilled, so.

also, I did just accuse you of having learned the blackpill but not the underlying philosophy / changed your thinking, but on a second read, that is actually not true either. You have learned ugly men are treated worse. Both the redpill and bluepill fundamentally accept this. The difference is one thinks they can ascend, one thinks they're doomed.

redpill accepts lookism and mockery exists but thinks you can overcome inceldom by trying. That is actually basically the core principle of redpill as well. Go look it up. The fact you know lookism exists, doesn't mean you are blackpilled at all. Infact, this i have quoted you on, is just pure redpill. 'if i was fully redpilled, i wouldn't believe in lookism'

Yes you would lol, redpillers just think you can overcome inceldom, they accept that ugly guys have it harder, get bullied, and get shit, but think you can fix it through strategy.

redpillers are not bluepillers. You are describing bluepillers when you say 'if i was fully ______, i wouldn't believe in lookism'. Redpill is aware of the issue, but think it can be fixed.

so infact i was wrong. You simply are 100% redpilled and don't even know the terms correctly. Because redpillers do accept lookism exists. It's bluepillers that don't. Ie you are infact, not blackpilled at all

Refusing to hide in a basement out of social anxiety isn't blue or redpilled. It just means he has dignity.

While you are getting hung up over word descriptions, he just want to live his best possible life.

As I stated before, he seems slightly insane. ("Contrary." Because, He refuses to ldar....)

Tbh, insanity is a good mentality to have in this realm...

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oj3gIqTsOXc


You should wish him a good cope instead of shitting on him like a gdmf normie.

 

[laanda]

Refusing to hide in a basement out of social anxiety isn't blue or redpilled. It just means he has dignity.

While you are getting hung up over word descriptions, he just want to live his best possible life.

As I stated before, he seems slightly insane. ("Contrary." Because, He refuses to ldar....)

You should wish him a good cope instead of shitting on him like a gdmf normie.

did I say that? I said he thinks he (not even just he, actually he thinks WE ALL) can ascend through socialmaxx. I didn't say you should hide in a basement.
dudes a redpiller

i hate how peoples frequent reply to me is 'don't get hung up on definition'
am i wrong about the definition? no. But apparently because I care what words actually mean, I am somehow wrong even though my definition is correct.

Semantics cannot be shat on for the users own benefit

the blackpill is fundamentally about accepting uncomfortable reality instead of changing it so you can enjoy your life more, despite being in denial of reality, and thinking something that is not true. Saying 'nah bro its ok he can misuse words to make himself feel better' is not blackpilled thinking

i will not accept him changing what blackpill means, to redpill, so he can feel better.
there is a word for his beliefs, it is 'redpill'

 

[Sasukecel]

No. This is not a redpill forum. I will not 'wish him a good cope' and nor should you

I'll address your other points, but it doesn't make sense to call me a redpiller, when the whole reason I'm in this situation is because one of the biggest redpill youtubers humiliated me for millions to see, and I was kicked out of the Fitxfearless discord server from the mod who told me to "Get the fuck out of here, we don't need you spreading your bullshit narrative."

Redpillers fucking hate me. Redpillers hate me, blackpillers hate me, I'm hated by all sides.

It's ironic, that both sides say the same thing.

Redpillers hate me, and want me gone from their spaces because I'm too blackpilled. Blackpillers hate me, and want me gone from their spaces because I'm too redpilled.

I'm just someone in a shitty situation who wants to escape my shitty situation. I'm a low iq cel, I don't know about theory or this that. My life is shit due to shitty circumstances, if I didn't have the aptitude to want to try, I would have roped. Trying is the only thing that prevented me from roping.

There's no way I could ascend by social skills maxxing because my face is fucking ugly, I'm 5'6, I was in special ed, and I'm mocked and laughed at by my entire campus. I'll go up to a girl, stutter, she'll laugh at my fucking face, because women have laughed at my face even before all of this, whilst I was walking to the bus stop, on monkey.app, etc.

We're not enemies, because I don't want to be enemies.

 

[Emba]

No. This is not a redpill forum. I will not 'wish him a good cope' and nor should you

He's a truecel. Ofc, I'll continue to wish him a good cope.

This is an incel support group. His cope is not hurting anyone. And in fact if more men got out and did the hard thing - no matter how ultimately pointless it is - they would have a better life.

Because life is made out of moments. Little wins add up.

If you let the world crush you then they win.

It's like that mouse meme where the mouse is flipping off the eagle that's about to eat it.

 

[Emba]

this is assumptive. I actually have no social anxiety and low inhib. I tried for years. You've just assumed I did nothing, when I gave you no evidence of this. I gave up because its OVER

the difference is when I tried, I didn't go on internet forums and try call myself blackpilled to get people to like me because I'm not a flaming egotist

Look, this guy is fucking stupid, ok?

He posts online and doxxes himself on the steady....

Time is not our fren, so he needs to get his college papers in order to have a (potentially) slightly better future.

His window of opportunity is very narrow. He has to strike while the iron is hot.

Personally, i think any motivation, is better than nothing.

 

[Emba]

still redpilled

what he is doing is changing the definition of blackpill

if that is how he copes, then i will complain

if how he copes is that he will go out and try, then he is redpilled. If he called himself redpilled, i would not complain

you're mixing them up. I'm not telling him to rot forever though if I was, that would be blackpill

I'm saying he can't change what the fucking terms mean to suit him

if you think he can, then fine, but don't allege i'm 'unfairly ruining his cope by making him not go outside'

i'm ruining his cope that he is a blackpiller. that's it

Pills are just tools bro.

Try starting a business with the belief that you will fail... You won't get far.

He's a kid. Give him a chance to escape our fate.

 

[laanda]

Look, this guy is fucking stupid, ok?

He posts online and doxxes himself on the steady....

Time is not our fren, so he needs to get his college papers in order to have a (potentially) slightly better future.

His window of opportunity is very narrow. He has to strike while the iron is hot.

Personally, i think any motivation, is better than nothing.

fine, idiots are idiots, they can change that blackpill actually means redpill, to feel like they belong to a blackpilled forum, because they simply want to. Noone should say anything about it

lets let him be ignorant to reality because incels cannot correct eachothers terminology, and we on incels.is love redpillers

 

[Emba]

fine, idiots are idiots, they can change that blackpill actually means redpill, to feel like they belong to a blackpilled forum, and to feel better about their copey beliefs. Noone should say anything about it

lets let him be ignorant to reality because incels cannot correct eachothers terminology, and we on incels.is love redpillers

Personally, I think he should be banned for doxxing himself. (It sets a bad precedent) But that doesn't mean I hate him...

As a kid he should try everything he can, in order to avoid our fate.

 

[Emba]

i dont care.

why are you trying to make my point that i should not prevent him from trying to ascend
what you are describing here is 'let him be redpilled'
ok. I am. He's redpilled. That's my point you idiot

all i am saying is that he shouldn't call himself blackpilled, if he is redpilled

I think one can be both. He is, after all, from lookmaxx.

something you have never once replied to

It's entirely possible, that with enough money he can surgerymaxx to become less ugly.

That way he can get married and divorce raped as an adult.

Because, there's no surgery for you're mind.

But I will concede you're point!

As a redpilled lookmaxxer he should keep that shit over at lookmaxx, and not taint our blackpilled rotting

 

[Sasukecel]

did I say that? I said he thinks he (not even just he, actually he thinks WE ALL) can ascend through socialmaxx. I didn't say you should hide in a basement.
dudes a redpiller

i hate how peoples frequent reply to me is 'don't get hung up on definition'
am i wrong about the definition? no. But apparently because I care what words actually mean, I am somehow wrong even though my definition is correct.

Semantics cannot be shat on for the users own benefit

the blackpill is fundamentally about accepting uncomfortable reality instead of changing it so you can enjoy your life more, despite being in denial of reality, and thinking something that is not true. Saying 'nah bro its ok he can misuse words to make himself feel better' is not blackpilled thinking

i will not accept him changing what blackpill means, to redpill, so he can feel better.
there is a word for his beliefs, it is 'redpill'

You told Emba to not put words in your mouth, but you're putting words in my mouth.

I don't think that we all can ascend through social maxing, that's a ridiculous claim to make.

How am I changing what the blackpill means to redpill? I explicitly said I'm not fully blackpilled because to be fully blackpilled, would mean I would rope. I don't want to rope. I'm obviously not fully redpiled, and it would be illogical to say so, because the reason i'm in this situation, is because one of the biggest redpillers humiliated and mocked me for millions to see.

I wouldn't call myself a blackpiller, and I wouldn't call myself a redpiller. There's a spectrum, I would say I'm redpilled and blackpilled. To be 100% blackpilled would mean you would rope or be a serial rotter. I would call myself an incel, because reality and beliefs are influence each other but aren't connected. If I believe I'm a millionaire, it doesn't make me a millionaire.

Objectively, I'm an incel. I'm short, ugly, autistic, non-white, and have negative status. The bullied outcast x 100 because it's on a global level now. I'm not only made fun of by my classmates but people in the USA, in South America.

I am a truecel, by circumstance, not choice, it is my fault for going on the call, but I can't choose to change the past. If I was a normie, I would have already became successful, because I worked out, I read books, I tried to be social, I was a devout Hamza Ahmed cult member. But I'm not a normie, God is cruel, so I got manipulated by people on discord to go on the livestream, and because I have autism, my mind processed too slow so flip the conversation back to the main topic and basically stood there getting clowned on.

I'm an incel who wanted to become successful but the social hierarchy, genetics, unfairness made it so I couldn't become successful. But my mind overcomes logic, I still have the desire to become a successful person despite it being clearly inaccessible to me.

I didn't choose to have that desire. My mind just gave it to me.

This is incels.is, not blackpill.is.

I feel like I belong here because I'm in a shitty situation, probably worse then other incels here, because I'm short, ugly and autistic and non white and I was isolated in high school and I was bullied in middle school and I'm fatherless, and I'm a public humilation, I could go on and on and on.

Maybe I'm actually your greatest ally. Think about it. I'm someone who's clearly a dumbass, and I'm willing to do stupid shit that ruins my life out of emotion. I'm willing to show my face to the public, say I'm an incel out loud and ruin my online footprint to talk about controversial topics. What if I actually grew? It would be spreading awareness because all of the accounts that talk about inceldom are anonymous. But I'm willing to not be anonymous and publicly talk about lookism. I don't plan on living a normal life because I can't in the context of the situation I'm in.

You seem to dislike me because I'm an incel who doesn't want to rot, and because I want to live in delusions, but if I rotted or roped, how would that benefit you? I think it would benefit you for me to try to ascend, because then it could even show concrete proof that the blackpill is an unchangeable reality if I do fail.

I am a semi-redpilled truecel, but the mindset I have shouldn't matter if I still have the qualifications of a truecel. I obviously qualify as an incel. Am I short? Yes. Am I ugly? Yes. Do people bully/mock/treat me like shit like an incel? Yes. Am I non-white? Yes. Am I autistic/have mental illness? Yes. Am I stupid? Yes. So I qualify as an incel, even if I don't have the stereotypical mentality of one.

I think one can be both. He is, after all, from lookmaxx.

It's entirely possible, that with enough money he can surgerymaxx to become less ugly.

That way he can get married and divorce raped as an adult.

Because, there's no surgery for you're mind.

But I will concede you're point!

As a redpilled lookmaxxer he should keep that shit over at lookmaxx, and not taint our blackpilled rotting

I'm both redpilled and blackpilled. I wouldn't call myself a blackpiller and I wouldn't call myself a redpiller. I am an incel.

What differentiates me from redpillers is the fact I'm an incel. Because I'm an incel redpillers hate me. Redpillers hate me because of my circumstances, blackpillers hate me because of my mentality.

The reason I disagree with rotting is because there's no inherent benefit that comes from rotting. If you rot until you die, you rot until you die. I want to create a world where incels don't have to rot because it's unfair that your circumstances dictate your reality.

And it's impossible, but the Civil Rights movement happened. The fag rights movement happened. Before black people were slaves, now they get reparations. Before gay people were whipped, now a gay man can be your boss.

Why not create an incel rights movement? That's what I want to do.

 

[laanda]

I think one can be both. He is, after all, from lookmaxx.

It's entirely possible, that with enough money he can surgerymaxx to become less ugly.

That way he can get married and divorce raped as an adult.

Because, there's no surgery for you're mind.

But I will concede you're point!

As a redpilled lookmaxxer he should keep that shit over at lookmaxx, and not taint our blackpilled rotting

what a giant waste of an hour of my life, i should have done the smart thing, and accepted people are dogshit at seeing accurately whether or not they are incorrect. Often they know they aren't, and just, don't even fucking care. They just think they are correct, want to feel correct, and rationalize how that is the case by ignoring reality. IE that he was calling his redpill beliefs blackpill. The blackpill means nothing to this forum, we should just allow redpillers to cope that they are blackpilled, because they want to be... even though they refuse the beliefs that are innate to it. lets just make it a label that people can say they are, for identity points.

instead I spend all day getting around peoples guttural hatred of being incorrect, their ability to see their lies make more sense than truth, because it makes them feel bad to be wrong

people seriously just reframe shit from 'blackpill does not mean redpill' to 'stop trying to tell him not to ascend'. I never did. I told him to stop calling himself a blackpiller. You literally took my argument, changed it in your head, because you didn't like being wrong.
it's fucking infuriating
the ironic thing is, half your point is 'dont make other incels feel bad', meanwhile me a 27 year old truecel am infuriated, again, on the site that is supposed to be for INCELS, feel pushed out of the forum by the fact its full of COPERS, because you refuse to accept that redpill does not mean blackpill and it should be criticized
that is a rational reason to feel pushed out of the forum
my beliefs are extremely blackpilled and i run into issues every fucking week being too blackpilled. Meanwhile the redpiller, don't make him feel like shit, that's bad!
getting called out for calling redpill blackpill, is not a rational reason to feel pushed out of the forum, and deserves to be criticized

too bad this site is for pussies and posting things that makes other humans feel bad is 'heckin mean and should not be allowed'
very blackpilled of you

The worst part is, he repeatedly says 'redpillers hate me bluepillers hate me'
do you know what that tells me about him? He's spent a lot of time trying to join those communities, instead of ascending. His strategy is to make youtube videos, instead he spends time posting. As he admitted in the video, he is primarily concerned with finding a home on the internet, instead of you know... trying to ascend. Lets let him be here when all he posts about is how he does not want to be here

go ahead give a biased fucking argument as to why well erm actually this or that
because all humans are at there least rational when in an argument. they just find little tiny ways to believe they aren't wrong, and cope that they aren't, to feel as good as they can about themselves. I hate bluepilers, I hate bias, and I hate how even on a blackpilled forum, the underlying logic is primarily 'how do i feel as good as i can about myself'

 

[laanda]

You told Emba to not put words in your mouth, but you're putting words in my mouth.

I don't think that we all can ascend through social maxing, that's a ridiculous claim to make.

How am I changing what the blackpill means to redpill? I explicitly said I'm not fully blackpilled because to be fully blackpilled, would mean I would rope. I don't want to rope. I'm obviously not fully redpiled, and it would be illogical to say so, because the reason i'm in this situation, is because one of the biggest redpillers humiliated and mocked me for millions to see.

I wouldn't call myself a blackpiller, and I wouldn't call myself a redpiller. There's a spectrum, I would say I'm redpilled and blackpilled. To be 100% blackpilled would mean you would rope or be a serial rotter. I would call myself an incel, because reality and beliefs are influence each other but aren't connected. If I believe I'm a millionaire, it doesn't make me a millionaire.

Objectively, I'm an incel. I'm short, ugly, autistic, non-white, and have negative status. The bullied outcast x 100 because it's on a global level now. I'm not only made fun of by my classmates but people in the USA, in South America.

I am a truecel, by circumstance, not choice, it is my fault for going on the call, but I can't choose to change the past. If I was a normie, I would have already became successful, because I worked out, I read books, I tried to be social, I was a devout Hamza Ahmed cult member. But I'm not a normie, God is cruel, so I got manipulated by people on discord to go on the livestream, and because I have autism, my mind processed too slow so flip the conversation back to the main topic and basically stood there getting clowned on.

I'm an incel who wanted to become successful but the social hierarchy, genetics, unfairness made it so I couldn't become successful. But my mind overcomes logic, I still have the desire to become a successful person despite it being clearly inaccessible to me.

I didn't choose to have that desire. My mind just gave it to me.

This is incels.is, not blackpill.is.

I feel like I belong here because I'm in a shitty situation, probably worse then other incels here, because I'm short, ugly and autistic and non white and I was isolated in high school and I was bullied in middle school and I'm fatherless, and I'm a public humilation, I could go on and on and on.

Maybe I'm actually your greatest ally. Think about it. I'm someone who's clearly a dumbass, and I'm willing to do stupid shit that ruins my life out of emotion. I'm willing to show my face to the public, say I'm an incel out loud and ruin my online footprint to talk about controversial topics. What if I actually grew? It would be spreading awareness because all of the accounts that talk about inceldom are anonymous. But I'm willing to not be anonymous and publicly talk about lookism. I don't plan on living a normal life because I can't in the context of the situation I'm in.

You seem to dislike me because I'm an incel who doesn't want to rot, and because I want to live in delusions, but if I rotted or roped, how would that benefit you? I think it would benefit you for me to try to ascend, because then it could even show concrete proof that the blackpill is an unchangeable reality if I do fail.

I am a semi-redpilled truecel, but the mindset I have shouldn't matter if I still have the qualifications of a truecel. I obviously qualify as an incel. Am I short? Yes. Am I ugly? Yes. Do people bully/mock/treat me like shit like an incel? Yes. Am I non-white? Yes. Am I autistic/have mental illness? Yes. Am I stupid? Yes. So I qualify as an incel, even if I don't have the stereotypical mentality of one.



I'm both redpilled and blackpilled. I wouldn't call myself a blackpiller and I wouldn't call myself a redpiller. I am an incel.

What differentiates me from redpillers is the fact I'm an incel. Because I'm an incel redpillers hate me. Redpillers hate me because of my circumstances, blackpillers hate me because of my mentality.

The reason I disagree with rotting is because there's no inherent benefit that comes from rotting. If you rot until you die, you rot until you die. I want to create a world where incels don't have to rot because it's unfair that your circumstances dictate your reality.

And it's impossible, but the Civil Rights movement happened. The fag rights movement happened. Before black people were slaves, now they get reparations. Before gay people were whipped, now a gay man can be your boss.

Why not create an incel rights movement? That's what I want to do.

fuck off biased cunt

if you can even possibly read the things i said to you and not spend a fraction of a second thinking 'maybe im wrong and by beliefs are redpilled...' then that is all the proof i need that you do not accept uncomfortable reality

 

[laanda]

What differentiates me from redpillers is the fact I'm an incel. Because I'm an incel redpillers hate me. Redpillers hate me because of my circumstances, blackpillers hate me because of my mentality.

this is outright denial of what the terms mean you biased cunt

you can be a redpilled incel
you can be a bluepilled incel
all it comes down to is your take on whether you can ascend or not. One thing means 'involuntarily celibate'. The other is a fucking belief about how possible it is to get out of it
^ if you deny these things, you are just plain wrong
being an incel does not automatically make you a blackpiller
there are literally MILLIONS of non blackpilled incels

once again this is you claiming that something about you, MAKES you blackpilled, not that you actually have to follow the beliefs

'i got bullied by a redpiller so i am not redpilled'
'i am an incel, so i am automatically not redpilled'

You are redpilled, because you believe in the redpill

if you literally REFUSE to consider if this ^^^^^^^ could not be true. Then you are denying reality you do not like

it blows my fucking mind every time i come here how unbelievably biased human beings can be

reply to the statement
You are redpilled, because you believe in the redpill

'i got bullied by a redpiller so i am not redpilled'
'i am an incel, so i am automatically not redpilled'
neither of these things MAKE you a blackpiller
its a fucking belief system