are u sure that u don't prefer to simply cope instead?
i mean forget about ascension and find good copes that are enjoyable and possibly some productive ones, not necessarily give up on life.
im saying this because from my experience, trying to looksmaxx and all of that stuff backfired on me after i still got rejected by foids nonetheless. for me, losing hope was freedom.
Freedom is changing society. I've thought about the argument, should ugly people reproduce if they know their offspring should be ugly, but that's like asking if a black person should reproduce if they know their offspring will be black. Lookism is just modern day racism, I believe that ugly people should be allowed to co-exist alongside normies and attractive people. That would be the ideal world, where people are judged based off of their own efforts and not their face. There can still be ugly people who are productive citizens of society, morally just, etc. I believe that incels and ugly people should be allowed to reproduce, because being ugly isn't the same as having down syndrome. I thought about it, and if I'm able to succeed, I plan on ascending, and if my child turns out ugly, then I'll be an active father in his life and pay for his cosmetic surgery if he wants it. Maybe that's a selfish desire because logically ugly people should remove themselves from the genepool but I don't want to give up on ascension even if it will take years to accomplish.
smart blacks are rare so you're pure DEIfuel to them
I disagree that I'm smart because I'm not, my mind just thinks in weird ways
this is straight up oxymoron. LMAO
BEING BLACKPILLED IS ACCEPTING THE HARSH REALITY YOU DO NOT LIKE
you are also unbelievably identity seeking. You want desperately to define what your beliefs are. Like they're TOYS. 'erm im sasukecel, i'm a 60% redpilled 40% blackpilled incel'. Philosophy is not a game about finding an identity. You want desperately to find a place you can be accepted and care a lot about it. And you hate people who say bad things about you. With no consideration if they're just... right.
you will straight up ignore anything that makes you feel bad, and walk away thinking you weren't wrong. Like a delusional coper.
you cannot just claim to be something, not be that thing, and expect other people not to get mad about it. If you're delusional, then you're delusional. Other people are going to call you out if you insist that they accept your fucking delusions. Go ahead. Claim to be blackpilled. Pretend on your own that you are, and feel comfort that you've created a reality where you are actually that thing.
guess what
that does not make you blackpilled. it makes you delusional about being blackpilled.
Which means everyone else, still thinks you are not.
this is taken straight from the wiki
This is an exact description of what I am talking about
and you claim 'i am delusional. I do not accept reality'
READ IT
you fucking bluepiller
I acknowledge reality and don't accept reality. I acknowledge and agree with the reality that I'm an incel, that I'm ugly, that the world is unfair, but I reject the logical conclusion that the next step is roping or rotting.
I do agree with you that I am identity seeking. I wouldn't allow myself to be fully redpilled or fully blackpilled because I don't want to over-align myself with any side. I was a self improver for 2 years and the redpillers shat on me. I've been an incel my whole life, but maybe the incels will want to gang up on me for not being too blackpilled and want to kick me out. Maybe the groypers won't want to associate with me because I'm autistic and non-white, so I don't want to align myself too heavily with a group.
I would want to be accepted by people, but that's clearly not what the world intends for me. I'm an outcast everywhere I go. Even in my own group, people in my own discord server call me a pussy and use clown emojis to respond to my messages. Even in my own family, my brother laughs at me, so there's nowhere I can be accepted. I accepted that fact, which is why I don't even over-align with my own family.
I don't hate other people who say bad things about me. I said before that I view you to be on the same side as me, even if we disagree with mentality-related things because we're both incels with bad circumstances. You talked about the hypocrisy of humans because I assume you're a misanthrope, so you probably had a terrible life. Maybe your life was worse than mine, so there's no point for people who've both had pretty bad circumstances to hate each other because the world hates incels regardless. Blackpilled or redpilled, normies hate incels and assume we're all misogynistic terrorist bad people.
I will ignore people telling me to take action towards things I don't believe in. I can't claim to be blackpilled because I'm not blackpilled, and I can't claim to be redpilled because I'm not redpilled. I'm a mixture of both.
I accept that I'm delusional and have delusional goals.
I am enlightened to the unfair reality of this world. I'm living the unfair realities. Nothing about my life is remotely normal. Normal people have 2 parents, I have one. Normal people are neurotypical, I'm autistic. Normal people are medium in attractiveness, I'm ugly. Normal people have friends, I don't. Normal men are like 5'8, I'm between 5'6, 5'7.
I reject both reality and society, because I hate both. Would you eat a meal that you hate? Maybe I hate the world more then you hate the world, because of my hate, I feel rage to not accept society. That rage makes me irrational. Because I hate society to such a high level, I refuse to comply with the rules of society. If the world isn't fair, I wouldn't accept the world is unfair, I would try to change the word until I die, even if it is a meaningless and stupid pursuit. Logically, I shouldn't be on here. I shouldn't be on social media. I should go on the low, try to fix up my online footprint, try to blow past this, but I refuse to do so, making me a complete imbecile. Because I view it as unfair I was mocked in the first place. I don't believe I'm a bluepiller because I wouldn't tell a 5'7 man to just be social and you'll find the one. I would tell the 5'7 man (my brain just processed the the 5'7 normie man is literally in a better situation than me) to moneymax and get limb lengthening surgery to get to 5'10, or if he doesn't want to risk his health, wear lifts to 5'10. I don't accept LGBT. I'm not a feminist, I'm not a liberal. I don't believe things like personality matter. How does that describe a bluepill person? I like Andrew Tate, Sneako and Nick Fuentes, bluepillers hate those figures. A bluepilled feminist would say I'm a blackpilled misogynist. A redpiller would say I'm not redpilled, I'm 100% blackpilled, and a blackpiller will say I'm not blackpilled at all. All of the groups say something different because I'm disliked from all sides.
i cannot believe how unbelievably hostile people are to the thought that they are wrong
they eliminate it as an option in their mind
they just rationalize how they aren't wrong and even if their points are so unbelievably stupid, they believe in them, and theres nothing you can do about it
but the thing is, that is what the bluepill is about.
they just gutturally, do anything, believe anything, sacrifice anything, to believe they were not wrong
what pisses me off the most, is the fundamental thing that the blackpill is about, is that people deny the uncomfortable reality, by doing the exact same thing. They will sacrifice anything to make their belief make sense. They will say 'incels are all deserving of loneliness'. They will throw anything under the bus to not accept the reality
at some point in time, the internet just decided to reduce it to only be about looks, and it happened, so that those people are allowed to deny uncomfortable reality
when you speak to a bluepiller, what do they do? they give dogshit arguments, and nothing you can do or say can convince them they are dogshit. You can show them stats like women picking men for looks over any other quality, no men on tinder getting swipes if they're sub 5, and they know in their fucking minds that looks matter
still they believe that looks do not matter
humans are fundamentally capable of believing the truth is wrong and their lies make sense, and are so fucking terrible at recognising what is true
this is fundamentally, the point of the blackpill
this user will never accept or see that he is actually a bluepiller with a couple of redpilled takes
he would never possibly accept that that is true
but he is. Because he does the same thing. The only difference is that he had no choice but to swallow the looks pill. And like all of you, you then run around patting yourself on the back, being prideful because you took it
i hate it so much. I see 90% of users as bluepillers who swallowed 1 blackpill, but remain unbelievaly in denial of things that make them uncomfortable. Then change the definition of what bluepill means to allow themselves to deny uncomfortable reality towards everything else, and not be called bluepilled. The worst fucking part is that they do it, becausei n their heads, being blackpilled makes you better than people who are bluepilled. That is the ONLY reason and they do all of this just to be the one they think is better. It's fucking infuriating.. That is, itself, denying uncomfortable reality, and sticking with what comforts you. Noone cares. I am blackpilled because I hate bias. I don't think not being biased makes me better than anyone. I just point out what is true, and this fucking cope monkey species gets mad about it. because they're bluepilled. FUCK
I'm a bluepiller because I reject society? I'm saying it doesn't matter if I'm right or wrong, I reject reality because I live in my own delusions. Maybe my point is stupid, maybe trying to ascend as an incel is meaningless, and it is stupid to go public as an incel to try to change society's perception of incels. I am making an objectively stupid decision, but some acts of protest are stupid decisions. People who put themselves on fire to support a political cause are stupid, but it didn't matter to them if it was stupid.
I would rather fail, and die, then change paths. I have no future. I'm just doing what I believe is the objectively stupid yet correct decision. If the blackpill means to accept there's simply nothing I can do about an unfair reality, then I refuse to be blackpilled. If reality says what I'm doing is impossible, then I refuse to accept reality. If I'm a bluepiller, if I'm a redpiller, the terms don't matter, the goal is still the same. Try to ascend as an incel and spread awareness about the unfair society. To not cower in fear or hide, but to die fighting for a cause I believe in. Even if I'm mocked by the entire world, to show my face in public.
Looks do matter. If men on tinder aren't getting matches for being sub5, they should be like Cuffem and moneymax. Incels aren't deserving of loneliness. In a fair world, incels should co-exist with normies. They shouldn't pretend to be normies, but they should co-exist.
The way I see things is as incel's, we're on a sinking shitty ship. The normies and chads have secure boats and are staying afloat and we're about to drown. If we're going to drown, might as well do everything we can to try to stay afloat. It's better to try to stay alive, and die by drowning anyways, then it is to die without trying to survive, even if the result is the same.
I would rather be murdered then rope, because at least it meant something. Even if I failed, it would be better to fail than not try at all.
The truth doesn't matter. What's right or wrong doesn't matter. Reality doesn't matter. It's better to be delusion and die trying to fight for something, then to turn your back to the enemy and die that way.
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