LifeFuel Im at a point in my life where i TRULY internalized that no one gives a fuck. Never did. Never will. It is honestly liberating.

[Lookslikeit]

I was still in this limbo milieu of thinking (without my conscious part of the brain ofc) that if i:

did this, did that, wore that kind of clothes, lost weight, became famous, travel, got experience, used the right set of words, etc

That SOMEBODY, SOWEWHERE, ANYWAY ANYHOW WOULD GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT ME.

That the thought of my existence would linger in their mind. Change them. For good, for bad, wtv...

It was honestly just a vanity project my mind was on.

I didnt know i was carrying that emotional baggage with me. But my brain just... couldnt let it go somehow... now, its gone.

I feel like this fight club scene:


View: https://youtu.be/v9WaJrlQKMY?si=qk-Uj0EzP7j39EUm


Its not just freedom. Its ALL THE FREEDOM YOU WILL FEEL IN THIS LIFE.

 

[Animecel2D]

No light at the end of the tunnel

 

[Barlog]

Blackpill shouldn't make you depressed it should help you cope