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Green Reaper
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I'm 6'6 without shoes and facially, at best, I'm a 5/10 (white, English, short brown wavy hair, a large forehead, green and blue beady eyes, and crooked nose), wear black trousers, white shirts, black jackets and thick sole black doc martins, which boosts my height by 2 inches. I'm mostly just your a average Jack. who works retail and live in a small flat.
I have been single since 2017 in a town where used to live before I moved in 2019. I would really like to date again and be in a relationship with a woman, but I have noticed that a lot of women in my town are often rude, immature and disrespectful.
I should also note that I have a bit of Asperger's so I'm a little socially awkward and don't know how to approach women without coming off as creepy from they're point-of-view.
Sometimes, whenever I walk passed one or a group of them, I can hear them whisper rude remarks about me to themselves or each other.
They also almost never approach me and when they do, its only when they want something, like a lighter, the time, spare change or directions.
A fairly recent example regarding my negative interactions with females came from a few months ago:
I walked down the street pass this group of teenage girls on my way home from work when one of them mockingly referred to me a movie character, and did so laughing, I did not know them and they did not know me, yet they chose to mock and humiliate me, that really damaged my self-esteem.
Last night, I walked passed that same group again (its a small town) and continued to refer to me by that movie character, laughing and smiling.
My interactions with women has been negative due to their rude comments and lack of interest in me.
As you can imagine, this has seriously damaged my self-esteem, self-image and self-worth.
I would like to meet a nice woman, settle-down, start a family and grow old with a good woman who loves and cares for me, and I do her too.
However, a lot of women have no interest in me and act rude, disrespectful and distrustful to me.
Whenever I see couples together, walking hand-in-hand, I feel jealous, bitter and defeated.
This has caused me to be depressed and start thinking negative thoughts and feelings about myself and the world around me.
I have no one to receive comfort or support from, I lost a friend a few months ago and am almost always alone.
I feel like I'm a failure and that I am ugly or weird. I feel alone, bitter, confused, defeated and lost.
I swear and trust me, being over 6 foot, or 6 foot 6 inches in my case is overrated.
I unintentionally scare people, people avoid me on the street with wide, open eyes.
I don't want to scare people. I wish I was a little shorter, Like 5'10 or so.
Asperger's is a curse, Its not some magical gift from g0d that people who DON'T have the condition say it is.
My Asperger's isn't bad, I live alone, work a 9-5, and OK at socializing.
But I don't approach people because I don't know what to say, or my height scares them.
Id' rather be 5'10 without Asperger's, than be 6'6 with Asperger's.
I have been single since 2017 in a town where used to live before I moved in 2019. I would really like to date again and be in a relationship with a woman, but I have noticed that a lot of women in my town are often rude, immature and disrespectful.
I should also note that I have a bit of Asperger's so I'm a little socially awkward and don't know how to approach women without coming off as creepy from they're point-of-view.
Sometimes, whenever I walk passed one or a group of them, I can hear them whisper rude remarks about me to themselves or each other.
They also almost never approach me and when they do, its only when they want something, like a lighter, the time, spare change or directions.
A fairly recent example regarding my negative interactions with females came from a few months ago:
I walked down the street pass this group of teenage girls on my way home from work when one of them mockingly referred to me a movie character, and did so laughing, I did not know them and they did not know me, yet they chose to mock and humiliate me, that really damaged my self-esteem.
Last night, I walked passed that same group again (its a small town) and continued to refer to me by that movie character, laughing and smiling.
My interactions with women has been negative due to their rude comments and lack of interest in me.
As you can imagine, this has seriously damaged my self-esteem, self-image and self-worth.
I would like to meet a nice woman, settle-down, start a family and grow old with a good woman who loves and cares for me, and I do her too.
However, a lot of women have no interest in me and act rude, disrespectful and distrustful to me.
Whenever I see couples together, walking hand-in-hand, I feel jealous, bitter and defeated.
This has caused me to be depressed and start thinking negative thoughts and feelings about myself and the world around me.
I have no one to receive comfort or support from, I lost a friend a few months ago and am almost always alone.
I feel like I'm a failure and that I am ugly or weird. I feel alone, bitter, confused, defeated and lost.
I swear and trust me, being over 6 foot, or 6 foot 6 inches in my case is overrated.
I unintentionally scare people, people avoid me on the street with wide, open eyes.
I don't want to scare people. I wish I was a little shorter, Like 5'10 or so.
Asperger's is a curse, Its not some magical gift from g0d that people who DON'T have the condition say it is.
My Asperger's isn't bad, I live alone, work a 9-5, and OK at socializing.
But I don't approach people because I don't know what to say, or my height scares them.
Id' rather be 5'10 without Asperger's, than be 6'6 with Asperger's.
