Cuyen
Everything hurts and I'm dying
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- Aug 13, 2018
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I can actually interact with people and be an NT to some levels which makes it easier for me to get along with people. But still my mindset and my interests are outdated and things that nobody cares about anymore. I have interests like history, politics(not that much), ideologies and guns, hunting, etc. and I become so autistic when exposed to normie interests and their conversations. And the years of isolation unabled me to get along with people. It's honestly over for me, not mentioning my psychological problems, I have a big heaviness crushing my head when exposed to normie shit.
And I see people around me are more successful, more outstanding and I say fuck this shitty life, not about the looks but they actually mentally normal and I act awkward as fuck. The only thing that I want now is being a good wagecuck so that I can provide copes, then LDAR to death in my loneliness.
And I'm fucking unsuccessful retard at important things like math, its fucking over for me I'm the biggest loser on this earth
I interest only in unnecessary things, someone put me out of this misery
And I see people around me are more successful, more outstanding and I say fuck this shitty life, not about the looks but they actually mentally normal and I act awkward as fuck. The only thing that I want now is being a good wagecuck so that I can provide copes, then LDAR to death in my loneliness.
And I'm fucking unsuccessful retard at important things like math, its fucking over for me I'm the biggest loser on this earth
I interest only in unnecessary things, someone put me out of this misery
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