Cope I’m a dopaminecel and need advice on drugs I can legally do besides alcohol

[dopamine]

I was an alcoholic from 20-23. I stopped drinking and have been sober the past 2 years. I got sober because I was getting panic attacks at work, fainting, blurry vision, and had a constant throbbing sensation in my head after drinking a 750ml bottle and 300mgs of caffeine one night. These symptoms lasted for about 3 months until I tried to drink again and then they came back for another couple months. Did I fuck up my body permanently? Alcohol was my only escape and form of numbing my pain. Exercise and caffeine is the only way I feel somewhat ok now but even that doesn’t come close to the euphoria alcohol gave me. Should I get health insurance and try to get xans or antidepressants? I just want to feel numb 24/7. Maybe there are some other obscure legal drugs someone could recommend me so I can dopaminemax in the meantime.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Username checks out kek. Over for dopaminecels

 

[Abgesang]

I was an alcoholic from 20-23. I stopped drinking and have been sober the past 2 years. I got sober because I was getting panic attacks at work, fainting, blurry vision, and had a constant throbbing sensation in my head after drinking a 750ml bottle and 300mgs of caffeine one night. These symptoms lasted for about 3 months until I tried to drink again and then they came back for another couple months. Did I fuck up my body permanently? Alcohol was my only escape and form of numbing my pain. Exercise and caffeine is the only way I feel somewhat ok now but even that doesn’t come close to the euphoria alcohol gave me. Should I get health insurance and try to get xans or antidepressants? I just want to feel numb 24/7. Maybe there are some other obscure legal drugs someone could recommend me so I can dopaminemax in the meantime.

Fake adhd and get methylphenidate.

 

[defeatedclown]

have you tried therapy?

 

[psyop]

It’s just drugs police don’t give a fuck, unless you’re the one selling them and making shackles they can’t tax

 

[decafincel]

I was an alcoholic from 20-23. I stopped drinking and have been sober the past 2 years. I got sober because I was getting panic attacks at work, fainting, blurry vision, and had a constant throbbing sensation in my head after drinking a 750ml bottle and 300mgs of caffeine one night. These symptoms lasted for about 3 months until I tried to drink again and then they came back for another couple months. Did I fuck up my body permanently? Alcohol was my only escape and form of numbing my pain. Exercise and caffeine is the only way I feel somewhat ok now but even that doesn’t come close to the euphoria alcohol gave me. Should I get health insurance and try to get xans or antidepressants? I just want to feel numb 24/7. Maybe there are some other obscure legal drugs someone could recommend me so I can dopaminemax in the meantime.

Melatonin or delta 8 if you live in the US

 

[SeetheBot9000]

Melatonin or delta 8 if you live in the US

Doesn't melatonin just make you feel sleepy?

 

[wereq]

I just want to feel numb 24/7.

This is not the way. You have to find a way to live with your suffering. Its unfortunate and cruel, but that is the way with the lives of subhumans. Find copes.

 

[nevergetsanybetter]

have you tried therapy?

therapy is for bluepillers

 

[dopamine]

have you tried therapy?

When I was 13 I did for a little bit because my dad noticed I didn’t have any friends and just stayed in my room all day. I stopped going because I wouldn’t say anything during the sessions so he gave up. I guess I’d try it now but only because I want drugs

 

[decafincel]

Doesn't melatonin just make you feel sleepy?

Yeah in larger doses. But you sound like you want to be a junkie so.

Admittedly you should try to do something with your life, but I understand the temptation

 

[zerozerozero]

8 hour goon session

 

[dopamine]

Doesn't melatonin just make you feel sleepy?

Yeah I’ve tried both and they just make me extremely tired. Also delta 8 is just an odd high that I don’t enjoy much and it would be difficult to work on it

 

[dopamine]

8 hour go

This is not the way. You have to find a way to live with your suffering. Its unfortunate and cruel, but that is the way with the lives of subhumans. Find copes.

What’s your cope then

 

[SilentShadow]

I started drinking alcohol this year

 

[wereq]

What’s your cope then

Games/ art / politics / world affairs / this place

 

[dopamine]

I started drinking alcohol this year

congrats. I’d give anything to be you.

 

[SilentShadow]

congrats. I’d give anything to be you.

Im already feeling that my tolerance is going up and i feel less euphoric and more sedated.

 

[Jackdenzel]

The images I make in my brain seem to do the trick, combined with the thrill of drinking just a tad too much coffee. Exercising until your mind breaks from using up all your willpower and your brain automatically enters your subconscious and hypnogogic imagery is also something I love do to a lot.

 

[Emba]

Try malaria, it's cheap