Well I’m back and worse than ever! Well I’ll get straight to the point on ive been doing when I was gone from the forum. Lately throughout the months i have been drinking on and off except the drinking has become more aggressive, I would be drinking to the point of alcohol poisoning or close to it where my body would involuntary throw up and the vomit would come out so easily since the muscles were tranquilized, food had no taste and all i could taste and smell was alcohol.
I’ve been going out shitfaced drunk to cope with getting mogged, seeing foids and couples and my fear of going outside, I would be drunk at the supermarket, i would drive while having high range BAC, I would also start drinking in the morning when I had to go to work.
I can do a good job hiding my drunkness (sort off) I can walk properly while shitfaced drunk and kinda time my words properly so I don’t sound drunk (though I always slur my words even when I’m sober because I can’t even talk properly) , I chew on breath mints and brush my teeth with a strong minty tooth paste to hide the stench.
My parents know that I have a alcohol problem they think I’ve completely stopped it, but sometimes when I would go out I would purchase a bottle and hide it in some place when I got home and reserve it when the rage builds up.
So yeah it only gets worse buddy boyo!
I’ve been going out shitfaced drunk to cope with getting mogged, seeing foids and couples and my fear of going outside, I would be drunk at the supermarket, i would drive while having high range BAC, I would also start drinking in the morning when I had to go to work.
I can do a good job hiding my drunkness (sort off) I can walk properly while shitfaced drunk and kinda time my words properly so I don’t sound drunk (though I always slur my words even when I’m sober because I can’t even talk properly) , I chew on breath mints and brush my teeth with a strong minty tooth paste to hide the stench.
My parents know that I have a alcohol problem they think I’ve completely stopped it, but sometimes when I would go out I would purchase a bottle and hide it in some place when I got home and reserve it when the rage builds up.
So yeah it only gets worse buddy boyo!
