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Hector
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Ever since the incident, I've found myself turning to anime more and more for comfort. I'm talking like 5-10 episodes a day for the last 2 months. I've been spending all my free time watching anime online and even masturbating to some anime. It's just getting bad. I've become obsessed with anime and anime girls. I spend most of the day watching anime, then I jerk off to the anime girls. I'm always looking for something to distract myself, to numb the pain of what happened and the humiliation I've been through. It's like I can escape into these animated worlds and forget about everything. At 43, it seems silly to still be obsessing over cartoons for teenagers, but I can't help it. I've tried to quit, but I just keep coming back to it. There's something about the colorful characters and over-the-top plots that draw me in every single time. And now that I'm going through something so painful and humiliating, I find myself turning to anime more than ever. It's become a crutch for me, but I'm not sure how to stop.





