ok few things
1. im very interested in peoples life experiences with women
2. men travelling and getting disillusioned with relationships through all the shit they see worldwide is a common thing actually
it goes back to the 1600s when swetnam wrote "the arrangement of lewd women" in which he says he got blackpilled after traveling a lot and seeing the same behaviors and patterns everywhere.
3. idk what your native tongue is but its a bit wonky. Also, you come from a mgtow background, is that correct? I would assume so since you are using the term "relationshits" which originated with mgtow.
I would love for you to make a long thread that is well edited, with structured paragraphs, where you explain one by one, your experiences in different countries and what you have seen.
1. Yes I had an international schooling so altough my native language is Dutch, my primary or well. The language I am better at is still english.
But to answer your question about my experiences with woman, I had like 3 crushes each in every school and they fcked up. First I gave a penny to and she didn't like me, but that was way when I was small. Second I tried to flirt with her, and ask her out but best she did was say I was her bf on facebook, didn't do jack. And last was one I told her when she was with another girl but she just walked away.
(Thailand,Kenya, Indonesia) I lived in and in that order. Iv'e only vacationed others well besides I currently live in the Netherlands for like 7yrs now.
So I pretty much stopped giving a shit about doing it that way and tuaght about having sex with prostitutes.. yeah here it's legal and easier I suppose.
Plus my parents got divorced and the high divorce rate in my country and the tons of false sexual alligations, say a ton aswell.
2 I do see a lot of the same shit with woman that's for sure. Like I can use Arthur Schopenhaur's refrence as to how cat's sharpen thier teeth, woman sharpen thier manipulation skills and well seduction ability for what they lack in strenght. That said, I personally see they have an inability to introspect, in a way and as such, are more capable of being manipulated by say an equal of a man who's also into manipulation and good at that.
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Yes I have been around MGTOW awhile back tho, talked to a group there on Facebook aswell.
Well, I think I have said enough above, and I am far from one to make an entire academic thesis on what happened in my life.
But I do very much apreciate the ego stroke of somoene caring about me.
*On an additional note, I think this goes for friendships too. I feel that leaving a place and going to a new one evrytime has it's effect that it's not per say abandonment to me but as of right now I feel more betrayal and some form of hate besides the apathy aswell it's really a mix I suppose.