TheGrayWolf
1/10 | 5'4 | I am Tired and I am weak
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I won't be a wage-slave, working 40-42 hrs per week in a low- or mid-income job (I can't do any better), coming home to an empty house (if I live in parent's house) or apartment (if I rent). I'm 26, and there's no light at the end of the tunnel. I worked only once. ATM, I'm studying online/distance studying.
My mom doesn't explicitly say this, but I know that's what she expects of me: to accept, to be a good little boy and accept my forever-loneliness and forever-virginity. She always complains about how she's worried that ill never be able to find and keep a proper job, always nags me "if the boss asks you to do something, you have to do it, or he'll fire you." (said after I don't do something she asked me to do, bc I forgot).
What she doesn't get: I'll NEET if I don't get a gf. What am I saying, "if". I won't get one, so I'll NEET. And that's all my mom obviously cares about: that I'll get and be able to keep a decent job. Never getting a gf? "Ah no, he'll get over that. Naturally, he has to. He'll get tired of wanting one." That's just cope.
It's as simple as that.
My mom doesn't explicitly say this, but I know that's what she expects of me: to accept, to be a good little boy and accept my forever-loneliness and forever-virginity. She always complains about how she's worried that ill never be able to find and keep a proper job, always nags me "if the boss asks you to do something, you have to do it, or he'll fire you." (said after I don't do something she asked me to do, bc I forgot).
What she doesn't get: I'll NEET if I don't get a gf. What am I saying, "if". I won't get one, so I'll NEET. And that's all my mom obviously cares about: that I'll get and be able to keep a decent job. Never getting a gf? "Ah no, he'll get over that. Naturally, he has to. He'll get tired of wanting one." That's just cope.
It's as simple as that.
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