
iRespectproudweeb
Failed Jestermaxxx LDAR Extraordinaire
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It has been nearly 4 years since I stopped enhancing my gaming sessions with copious amounts of downers and stimulants, and I am seriously not joking when I tell you I feel maybe a 3rd of pleasure at most now versus when I played sober (Before drugs). There are entire sections of games I've beaten which I literally have no recollection of playing, as the vast majority of my time spent on them was under a daily blackout from benzo addiction. I am not sure if I will ever enjoy gaming like I used to. I just feel like I am wasting my time whenever I sit down and play nowadays.