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Edmund_Kemper
Disregard my larping efforts. I can’t change it.
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I only have small amounts of hope left of ascending and having a good social life again, and the odds are low. And I’m 23 and if it doesn’t get better in my mid 20s, I’m roping. If it all gets better, I’ll just rope on my 30th birthday because my youth will be gone and I never got to enjoy my college years and spent the whole time dealing with severe OCD and going to a community college where it was impossible making friends let alone relationships. Without that time of life to enjoy, I can’t go on. I still feel mentally 18. And life experience-wise I feel 15 because even 16 year olds have more life experience than me.
so for me, suicide is inevitable. And my mind won’t be changed.
so for me, suicide is inevitable. And my mind won’t be changed.





