- Dec 26, 2021
- 3h 30m
It gets to a point, you know where you're tired of it. you're tired of being mistaken for one of those things. When you try and when you really try, but honestly, there's nothing you can do. People say what they say people act how they act, and there's really, nothing you can change about that, accept yourself and I've tried my best to look like a guy, even though I shouldn't, I was born a guy, it doesn't make any sense. I have the features of a female in my bone structure I am very small for a dude. I'm 5'4. My voice is very soft and gentle, sound, and even though I tried to tough it up by deepening my voice, but it just sounds stupid. I've been physically forced out of the guy's locker room because I've been mistaken for a girl trying to sneak in. I still have bruises from it. It's torture. Some people say I might as well embrace it, try and act cute and girl and femboy like, everyone wants a while, I would try that and it would work, I hate it, I don't want to be some cute fanboys, something like that, I just want to be me, I just want to be masculine, but no God just said, fuck you and made me look like a chick. Already have cuts on my arm because of it, I've been physically harmed because of it. I've been mentally harmed, there is a breaking point and I am so close to reaching that. I have my limits.