Sheldor
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I'm not a believer in god or anything like that and I don't believe in life after death in the first place.
But somehow the thought depresses me that if one commits suicide, for example, then actually after death is somehow punished or ends up in hell.
I know, everything sounds completely absurd and retarded, but I hope you understand what I mean.
if someone could assure me that nothing at all really happens after suicide and everything is peaceful, i would do it immediately.
but this way you still have a worry. you know what i mean? you never know, maybe there really is a higher power that created the universe.
But somehow the thought depresses me that if one commits suicide, for example, then actually after death is somehow punished or ends up in hell.
I know, everything sounds completely absurd and retarded, but I hope you understand what I mean.
if someone could assure me that nothing at all really happens after suicide and everything is peaceful, i would do it immediately.
but this way you still have a worry. you know what i mean? you never know, maybe there really is a higher power that created the universe.





