Fu ck my life everyday after work I just come home to talk to people online and feel like shit that I'm still not the person I wanna be, I try to distance myself by practicing piano and doing something High IQ like homework but it never works, I'm nearly an adult and the fact that I see so many "losers" everyday(i say this in quotes cause I'm speaking objectively) brings me to the sullen realization that's gonna be a carbon copy of me in 10 years, still working mainly dead end jobs, inkwell, likely addicted to substance, and depressed, these guys aren't even ugly either, I wouldnt say I am but unfortunately most girls disagree due tunnel vision, this world's going in a downward spiral and no one notices, every day people just get more shallow, and shallow, and more superficial than ever, everg other day there's some ER
