I just feel as if life would be much bettwe if I was retarded and had cerebral palsy. At least that's how I imagine the ones I see.
They have no woes or worries about their petty existance.
They pay no taxes and do not have to do any physical or mental tasks beyond their capacity.
They just seem so happy for the most part.
I wouldn't even have to talk, I would just need to make a noise or have my own whistle to keep me safe.
Nobody would be allowed to be mad at me even if I'd eat my own sleeve. They would care for me.
I would have activities everyday such as drawing or have the foid care takers talk to me with hand puppets.
Whenever I am overstimulated or unwell they'd shift their focus to help me. Maybe I'd even get those bulky headphones that block sound.
Also the attention I would get from regular foids who want to make themselves feel and look better by being nice to me because I am visibly physically disabled.
My life would have been so much less awful if I had experienced something close to this when it was clear there was something wrong and there was no point in me trying to build a life, but it wasn't that way. Now I have to do the normal act and be expected to be at the same level of a normal person.
They have no woes or worries about their petty existance.
They pay no taxes and do not have to do any physical or mental tasks beyond their capacity.
They just seem so happy for the most part.
I wouldn't even have to talk, I would just need to make a noise or have my own whistle to keep me safe.
Nobody would be allowed to be mad at me even if I'd eat my own sleeve. They would care for me.
I would have activities everyday such as drawing or have the foid care takers talk to me with hand puppets.
Whenever I am overstimulated or unwell they'd shift their focus to help me. Maybe I'd even get those bulky headphones that block sound.
Also the attention I would get from regular foids who want to make themselves feel and look better by being nice to me because I am visibly physically disabled.
My life would have been so much less awful if I had experienced something close to this when it was clear there was something wrong and there was no point in me trying to build a life, but it wasn't that way. Now I have to do the normal act and be expected to be at the same level of a normal person.
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