
Clownworldcell
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- Jan 5, 2023
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When I was nineteen I told this teenage girl I had a crush on that I had ten grand so she wanted to go to the shopping centre with me and I went theyre with her. She said she wasn’t aloud to have boyfriends and would go out with me when she turned eighteen. She would use me for money so she could buy nice things for other guys she liked I was well aware of that and kept giving her money anyway.
The guy she liked was a teenage boy that she lost her virginity to along with the fact that that teenage boy also stole my phone while he used the money he got from that girl I like to get what he wanted when I gave that teenage girl the money I used to be a cucked simp what is wrong with nineteen year old me.
My friends would tell me she doesn’t like me it was clear to see there was no chemistry between me and her and I couldn’t be more oblivious. I hate how much of an idiot I used to be I mean making myself easy to use doesn’t make a my foid like me and somehow a younger version of myself couldn’t get it through his head.
The teenage girl that used me would also get me to use my own money to get smokes and drinks for entire groups of teenagers and I went through the effort to get it for them. The local bottle shop employees and gas station employees never got me fined by the cops yet they where aware of what I was doing and I wasn’t aloud to buy smokes or drinks in some places because I was known as the special slow nineteen year old getting taken advantage off.
As the months went by I had less and less money in my bank account while submitting to that foid I had a crush on she took her fathers car keys one night and pressured me in to driving her around in her fathers car with a lot of other teenagers the night went the wrong way when this guy she liked started threatening to beat her up. The next day her father came to my house to think I was in the position of guilt.
The foid I liked said she’d make baby’s with me for cigarettes and I did not even get what she offered for buying her cigarettes. She was ready to be honest with me when I was broke she said she didn’t like me one day so I walked out of McDonald’s screaming my head off with swear words. I was miserable and broke so I took a loose pill off some guy telling me he could get me any drug I wanted so I took that pill only to find myself struggling to stay awake forty five minutes later. I passed out just to wake up in hospital to be transferred in to a mental health unit so it’s clear to see from my personal experience that they’re must be a lot of physchological problems associated with being a cuck or a simp.
The guy she liked was a teenage boy that she lost her virginity to along with the fact that that teenage boy also stole my phone while he used the money he got from that girl I like to get what he wanted when I gave that teenage girl the money I used to be a cucked simp what is wrong with nineteen year old me.
My friends would tell me she doesn’t like me it was clear to see there was no chemistry between me and her and I couldn’t be more oblivious. I hate how much of an idiot I used to be I mean making myself easy to use doesn’t make a my foid like me and somehow a younger version of myself couldn’t get it through his head.
The teenage girl that used me would also get me to use my own money to get smokes and drinks for entire groups of teenagers and I went through the effort to get it for them. The local bottle shop employees and gas station employees never got me fined by the cops yet they where aware of what I was doing and I wasn’t aloud to buy smokes or drinks in some places because I was known as the special slow nineteen year old getting taken advantage off.
As the months went by I had less and less money in my bank account while submitting to that foid I had a crush on she took her fathers car keys one night and pressured me in to driving her around in her fathers car with a lot of other teenagers the night went the wrong way when this guy she liked started threatening to beat her up. The next day her father came to my house to think I was in the position of guilt.
The foid I liked said she’d make baby’s with me for cigarettes and I did not even get what she offered for buying her cigarettes. She was ready to be honest with me when I was broke she said she didn’t like me one day so I walked out of McDonald’s screaming my head off with swear words. I was miserable and broke so I took a loose pill off some guy telling me he could get me any drug I wanted so I took that pill only to find myself struggling to stay awake forty five minutes later. I passed out just to wake up in hospital to be transferred in to a mental health unit so it’s clear to see from my personal experience that they’re must be a lot of physchological problems associated with being a cuck or a simp.