sub3genecel
I don’t know
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I remember in high school I had some friends who were somewhat popular or attractive. I remember watching them getting girlfriends and slowly stop talking to me and hanging out until they would break up and suddenly they wanna be around me again. I tried bringing up the fact that I was involuntarily celibate with a few of my closest friends some of which had had girlfriends. They would brush me off and say that I’m not missing out on much. I never believed them. What would they know? They didn’t know what it was like to be deprived of a relationship. They wouldn’t know the mental toll it had on me before I knew I wasn’t alone. I sometimes catch myself staring at teenage couples in public now just daydreaming that it was me instead. And it should’ve been me. I didn’t deserve to be deprived of the only time to truly experience true love. I deserve to experience that basic human emotion too. Just because I’m ugly doesn’t mean I’m less of a person than anyone else.





