DarkStar
R1bcel
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I've had an absolute shitty week: I have a test tomorrow I already know I'm going to fail, an assignment I've procrastinated on(as usual), and many other things which made this week even more shit than usual.
I already just know this year is going to keep on getting worse & worse: Not just for me & you, but everyone in general.
Since I am agnostic, I do believe in some sort of afterlife of sorts, which combined with raw human survival instincts & the fact I at least have parents who love me, is really all that keeps me going alongside copes I have(gaming, reading, smoking weed, etc).
But for some reason, the idea of drinking myself to death appeals greatly: Being able to rope in a way which allows you to be in a state of blissful intoxication sounds like a nice way to leave the stage.
I do know that it likely won't work, and that it could be butchered in many ways & make things worse, but the ideal of it working perfectly just sounds like a way I would want to go out.
I already just know this year is going to keep on getting worse & worse: Not just for me & you, but everyone in general.
Since I am agnostic, I do believe in some sort of afterlife of sorts, which combined with raw human survival instincts & the fact I at least have parents who love me, is really all that keeps me going alongside copes I have(gaming, reading, smoking weed, etc).
But for some reason, the idea of drinking myself to death appeals greatly: Being able to rope in a way which allows you to be in a state of blissful intoxication sounds like a nice way to leave the stage.
I do know that it likely won't work, and that it could be butchered in many ways & make things worse, but the ideal of it working perfectly just sounds like a way I would want to go out.