It doesn't even matter what I'm dreaming about because dreaming is better then being awake to the reality that I live in, All these alternate realties that I dream up are preferable than real life. In my real life, I am bombarded by OCD related thoughts constantly and as a result of that I have no sense of self but when I'm dreaming it's like I know who I am, My old self before my mind went off the rails. There is not OCD in my dreams which is window in to what my life would be without it.
Most of my dreams don't make that much sense jumping from different settings and plotlines all the time however everytime I am faced with a challenge that I must overcome while in real life there is no challenge because I'm practically softlocked into doing nothing all day long besides playing video games and browsing the Internet. In a way I would love to put into one of those comas were your constantly just dreaming however a lot coma patience don't dream at all.
These dreams are why one day after I somehow become wealthy I which to work on some kind of device that could but your brain into this dream like state but with a lot more control of the kind of dream, so that I could experience the teenage love that never got experience in this lifetime.
Most of my dreams don't make that much sense jumping from different settings and plotlines all the time however everytime I am faced with a challenge that I must overcome while in real life there is no challenge because I'm practically softlocked into doing nothing all day long besides playing video games and browsing the Internet. In a way I would love to put into one of those comas were your constantly just dreaming however a lot coma patience don't dream at all.
These dreams are why one day after I somehow become wealthy I which to work on some kind of device that could but your brain into this dream like state but with a lot more control of the kind of dream, so that I could experience the teenage love that never got experience in this lifetime.
