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- Joined
- May 30, 2020
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I say this with fucking tears in my eyes now. I’m sorry all of you are suffering, I’m so fucking sorry. I’m crying for you as I type this, I have been suicidal, my parents abused and beat me, nobody ever gave a flying fuck about me, I was bullied in school, I had horrible horrible acne, I was balding at age 20 here before I started finasteride, I have gyno, I got made fun of my girls, I have been so crushingly lonely that nobody in the fucking world cared about me, even at my best girls would tell me they weren’t attracted to me because I’m half Asian, sometimes you feel like there is no hope.
I know some of you have gone LITERALLY insane from what life has made you. I know some of you could have been not on this forum, you could have been happy, functioning LEADERS in society with how intelligent some of you are, the way some of you can articulate your words and understand the way the world works you could have really been someone. I am sorry you are lonely like me, because I know the feeling all too well, sitting in my bed at night screaming to myself because there’s nothing I can do, nobody to talk to no matter how hard I try, no mother to cry to, no father to ask for help, just myself and the hand I was dealt. I understand this, I am so sorry. I have tried to offer the solutions I can but some of you just need a friend or a companion, someone to talk to and struggle through life with, and the pain of all the social rejection, the vain mogging, the insults to end. It’s not your fault, you aren’t bad people, you didn’t deserve this.
I truly believe some of you could be even what society would have considered “good people” had society not been so evil in themselves for treating you the way they did, I see it in myself, I know all the feelings of getting shit on by society then wanting to lash out in insanity, in anger, like the movie joker because nobody cares and there’s nothing else you can do to calm yourself.
I have no solution for any of you but my own tears and an offer that you shouldn’t lash out in anger back against the apes and animals that treated you like shit, you are a good person, someone worth something, and I only wish the best for some of you. If I ever ascend, I will never, ever let any woman around me make fun of a mans height, hairline, or the way he looks. Find peace, brethren.
I know some of you have gone LITERALLY insane from what life has made you. I know some of you could have been not on this forum, you could have been happy, functioning LEADERS in society with how intelligent some of you are, the way some of you can articulate your words and understand the way the world works you could have really been someone. I am sorry you are lonely like me, because I know the feeling all too well, sitting in my bed at night screaming to myself because there’s nothing I can do, nobody to talk to no matter how hard I try, no mother to cry to, no father to ask for help, just myself and the hand I was dealt. I understand this, I am so sorry. I have tried to offer the solutions I can but some of you just need a friend or a companion, someone to talk to and struggle through life with, and the pain of all the social rejection, the vain mogging, the insults to end. It’s not your fault, you aren’t bad people, you didn’t deserve this.
I truly believe some of you could be even what society would have considered “good people” had society not been so evil in themselves for treating you the way they did, I see it in myself, I know all the feelings of getting shit on by society then wanting to lash out in insanity, in anger, like the movie joker because nobody cares and there’s nothing else you can do to calm yourself.
I have no solution for any of you but my own tears and an offer that you shouldn’t lash out in anger back against the apes and animals that treated you like shit, you are a good person, someone worth something, and I only wish the best for some of you. If I ever ascend, I will never, ever let any woman around me make fun of a mans height, hairline, or the way he looks. Find peace, brethren.