I never received a handshake to intertwine my fingers, nor did I receive a tight and safe hug, much less received affectionate words to make me feel special. I'm always alone... very alone. Interacting with women is extremely difficult for me. The HATE I feel upon discovering that other men acquire sex routinely is immeasurable. AFFECTION, LOVE, SEX HOW I HAVE DESIRED THIS MY WHOLE LIFE!
