Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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Theres nothing that I couldn’t trade in my existence to feel this one thing. I could be sexless my entire life I don’t give a shit, “gooning” isn’t what keeps me up at night crying desperately on a pillow.
I just want to hug her tightly and get it all out, all the pain of being an extremely unloved undesirable man all this years. I think I would physically collapse and lose my breath for the amount of crying, there’s nothing else in this world it is all fake. Please
God let this happen to me, save me from this pain dear God, let her feel compassion for me and cure me with proximity, I would be a better man, this pain is killing me everyday that comes, Im in so much pain, so much pain.
Every individual here deserves this and I know you would cry with your chest clenched to the throat. I’m so sorry guys I’m so fucking sorry what we are going through is unbearable Idk where do you find the strength to keep on going like this, you are my heroes.
I just want to hug her tightly and get it all out, all the pain of being an extremely unloved undesirable man all this years. I think I would physically collapse and lose my breath for the amount of crying, there’s nothing else in this world it is all fake. Please
God let this happen to me, save me from this pain dear God, let her feel compassion for me and cure me with proximity, I would be a better man, this pain is killing me everyday that comes, Im in so much pain, so much pain.
Every individual here deserves this and I know you would cry with your chest clenched to the throat. I’m so sorry guys I’m so fucking sorry what we are going through is unbearable Idk where do you find the strength to keep on going like this, you are my heroes.





