SuicideFuel I will never have a fulffiling social life nor relationship

[Transcended Trucel]

I watched Remake of Our Life anime recently and white album 2.

Brutally hit me that not single person I have ever met has depended on me in a way that gives Satisfaction. And ofc I have never been able to depend on anyone in this life but myself. I have had no true valuable and enjoyable friends. Never will have a satisfying relationship. I also work as a code monkey nigger , a boring soul racing and monotonous job. I will never have a job as a creative artist/director/producer like in the anime aforementioned. No friends or co-workers who love art and work together to make wonderful works of art (game,music,movie etc.)

I am living background NPC. Literally. My job is merely dealing with issues fixing them, working on adding stupid feature for stupid trash programs. No creative work, no place to let imagination wander. No true acheivements/memories to take pride in. No one will ever say thank you to me from the bottom of their heart for making them a better person .

There are no experiences/memories of note. No future to look forward to. Nothing magical or special.

 

[Diocel]

 

[WarriorScholar]

Not all heroes can stand in the spotlight sadly. And those who stand in the spotlight usually aren't heroes.

Goes to show how superficial the opinions of others are. Don't let it get to you, live for yourself and not for ignorant normies who don't give a shit about you.

 

[Shigechi]

I just wanted to creampie raw pussies, the rest is the rest.

 

[metabuxx]

 

[Mogged Loner]

Join the club nigga


Wait isn’t this what we doing here?

 

[Ropeless Incel]

I just wanted to creampie raw pussies, the rest is the rest.

 

[Kamikaze]

For every bright known figure of the first world war, how many thousands lie forever buried in that mud, nameless and forgotten?

It's all the same in life. If you earn well as a code monkey: save up your money HARD and retire early by moving into a cheap country. Then get a house in some village and make it at least a serene experience.

 

[Meus]

Mogs me, at least you have a job and better copes.

With my neetbux I can only cope with fast food or alcohol.

 

[starcrapoo]

Same here. I hate people because I have aspergers and people naturally shun or bully me. I'll never know what its really like to have a social circle with a close group of friends.

Lately I have been sugar/sweets maxxing. I like eating doughnuts and drinking coffee. Helps me stay awake when coding and there is just something lust related with biting into a doughnut. Reminds me of sucking a escort whore's tits.

 

[BlkPillPres]

I think a lot of incels suffer from what I would call "protagonist syndrome"

The average guy sees themselves as the protagonist of their own life, so when they observe protagonists in other media (books, movies, tv shows, anime, etc) they expect to see similar things happen in their own life. Sadly for incels their life will never be like the life of a protagonist in media, so they will always feel like they are failing at life or that "something is missing"

I've always related more to villains and anti-hero's, and I don't see myself as the protagonist of my own life, but rather the antagonist of everybody else's life lol. This is why the whole "no social life" and "no friends" thing was never an issue for me, I'm the antagonist, he doesn't really focus on things like that.

My reality reflects what I see in media so I feel content

 

[Sigma]

How much money do you make a year being a code monkey?

 

[Transcended Trucel]

How much money do you make a year being a code monkey?

~120k pre tax

 

[Sigma]

~120k pre tax

Damn you’re swimming in money

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Damn you’re swimming in money

nowhere even close. You need ~2-4 million to retire. I am earning far far too little. I am still 20-25 years from being able to retire at my current savings rate.

 

[AllanKing]

at least you income mog 99.9% curries in Curryland，they live a much more suifuel life than you

 

[Transcended Trucel]

at least you income mog 99.9% curries in Curryland，they live a much more suifuel life than you

Average upper class Indian lives a far far more fulfilling life than I do. They have friends, get to marry a foid which can sexually satisfy them and can get away with speeding/various petty crimes using bribery.

 

[AllanKing]

Average upper class Indian lives a far far more fulfilling life than I do. They have friends, get to marry a foid which can sexually satisfy them and can get away with speeding/various petty crimes using bribery.

can they get away with major crimes like murder/manlaughter because of speeding if it is obvious

 

[Transcended Trucel]

can they get away with major crimes like murder/manlaughter because of speeding if it is obvious

No, but if they are the true rich(<0.1%), easily.

 

[AllanKing]

No, but if they are the true rich(<0.1%), easily.

I think the true rich refers to ＜ 0.01%

No, but if they are the true rich(<0.1%), easily.

is it possible for the very rich to get away with a crime in developed countries if evidence is solid

 

[Black Soul]

Mogs me, at least you have a job and better copes.

With my neetbux I can only cope with fast food or alcohol.

mogs me in having neetbux

 

[Sigma]

nowhere even close. You need ~2-4 million to retire. I am earning far far too little. I am still 20-25 years from being able to retire at my current savings rate.

Do you have a lot of expenses and debt? A six figure salary seems like great money for a young single guy. Plus what are the hours and work environment like?

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Do you have a lot of expenses and debt? A six figure salary seems like great money for a young single guy. Plus what are the hours and work environment like?

~40 hours but the company doesn't really check, as long as the work is done, it's all good. Semi remote job. Rarely need go into the office.

 

[Sigma]

~40 hours but the company doesn't really check, as long as the work is done, it's all good. Semi remote job. Rarely need go into the office.

I’m jealous man you seem to have a promising gig. You can work from home, the hours are reasonable and you make 6 figures roughly. Good for you.

 

[Loner94]

Resonates, it ain't easy

 

[GreaseCel]

Mogs me, at least you have a job and better copes.

With my neetbux I can only cope with fast food or alcohol.

You could save up for hookers occasionally. But that could potentially make you feel worse.

 

[Meus]

You could save up for hookers occasionally. But that could potentially make you feel worse.

Not going to happen lmao. Might as well sign up for Reddit and get an Onlyfans subscription.

Escortcelling is only uncucked if you can easily afford it. If you have to save for it it is extremely cucked.

 

[GreaseCel]

Not going to happen lmao. Might as well sign up for Reddit and get an Onlyfans subscription.

Escortcelling is only uncucked if you can easily afford it. If you have to save for it it is extremely cucked.

I guess just stick with fast food and alcohol then. I would recommend combining the two, getting drunk and eating is usually pretty cool.

 

[LowInhibMaxxer]

I watched Remake of Our Life anime recently and white album 2.

Brutally hit me that not single person I have ever met has depended on me in a way that gives Satisfaction. And ofc I have never been able to depend on anyone in this life but myself. I have had no true valuable and enjoyable friends. Never will have a satisfying relationship. I also work as a code monkey nigger , a boring soul racing and monotonous job. I will never have a job as a creative artist/director/producer like in the anime aforementioned. No friends or co-workers who love art and work together to make wonderful works of art (game,music,movie etc.)

I am living background NPC. Literally. My job is merely dealing with issues fixing them, working on adding stupid feature for stupid trash programs. No creative work, no place to let imagination wander. No true acheivements/memories to take pride in. No one will ever say thank you to me from the bottom of their heart for making them a better person .

There are no experiences/memories of note. No future to look forward to. Nothing magical or special.

ThERe are so many diffERent things you can do to change that. You can CHOose yourself, brocel.