I can't have sex with a woman that has genuine desire for me (i could technically pay a prostitute but thats just not something im into at all)
Not being desired by a prostitute sexually is a major turn-off sure, but it might be something you could get over eventually. If by desire you mean love, you should know that no woman has the ability to love anyone, let alone themselves:
In Honor of @To_Live_is_to_Serve Rest in Peace Females are Psychopaths – A Socio-Historic Review While this victim of the Jesuits was being executed, I was several times obliged to turn away my face and to stop my ears as I heard his piercing shrieks, half of his body having been torn from...
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"Another rapid social-context effect shows men in some of their lamest moments. Specifically, when women are present, or when men are prompted to think about women, they become more risk-taking, show steeper temporal discounting in economic decisions, and spend more on luxury items (but not on...
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If having a family of your own is your dream things like fatherhood through surrogacy could be a solution one day. It is currently prohibitively expensive, difficult, and restrictive, but you get to pick any egg donor you want which means that you can have children with mogger genes. You even get to pick the gender you're child is going to be. This thread includes a google document with information about it:
Women are outdated, we have no use of them. The solution is to acquire kids through surrogacy. Revy, a MGTOW already done the first kid and wrote a guide how can we achieve this. The final cost is $75,000, we should all strive to save this money and this way save ourself. I believe people...
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in my ideal life i would be very rich through my own hard work but since i don't have a job (and can't keep one if i happened to get one) thats sadly never going to happen,
For what reason would you want to be rich? Would you want a home of your own or something like that? Or do you need a lot of money to be able to do something in particular?
I generally feel like being alive is cruelty for me and seeing other people be successful in all the aspects of life i'm not and even though there is still a small minority of people in the same boat as me i still just can't take seeing the successful ones. Interms of how serious i am about roping i would say i don't have a date set or any specific timeframe or any specific plan on how i will do it i just feel like i might soon end up doing it because i can't keep living in pure hell
The thing about life you should remember is that it follows a very predictable cycle. Many people think that one can be completely happy or completely miserable all the time, but that is not the case at all. Likewise, things becoming better and better or worse and worse is a development you generally only see in movies. In actuality things feel bad, then they feel good and then they feel bad again. How much better or worse each stage in the cycle feels is completely random and there's nothing you can do to control it. Sometimes things will only feel less than 5% better or worse than they did in the stage before, meanwhile other times things can feel more than 70% worse better or worse than they did before. How long each stage in the cycle lasts is also completely random, death's hand could be on your shoulder for months on end, or things could be cycling rapidly between feeling bad and good which can be very disorienting. What I mean to point out with this is not that you should adopt a redpill cope "thug things out" attitude, I just think that it helps to be aware of this since it makes your life more predictable. On the contrary you should allow yourself to act appropriately to you are feeling in each stage. If you feel the need to bitch out, then bitch out, for example.
As for suicide in particular you should remember that most all people who attempt it instantly regret it. I wouldn't blame you or look down on you if you were to do it though, because it's a very understandable thing given how miserable life can be. But if you can see the silver lining in the blackpill, and can find proper ways to cope, I think you will be able to change your mind.
