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If I dropout and NEET my mom will kick me out for sure and I will have to be homeless if my parents let me NEET it will be a complete embarrassment to my family because my relatives are all successful. If I manage to graduate with the shitty GPA I have it will be me wagecucking a dead end job that I absolutely hate to pay off the ridiculous student loans I have incurred.
I have 0 aspirations and don’t even look forward to finishing this degree. When normies go through uni they look forward to finishing their degree and getting a family but I see none of that in my future, I’ll be wagecucking thinking of the rope from 9-5 then dreaming of the rope and repeat. i don’t know what changed from my first and second year to third year of uni but I lost all discipline and have no motivation I didn’t do shit today and once I got home I LDAR’d. Once I get lost in class I lose focus and get suicidal thoughts and then just don’t do shit for the rest of the day and skip all my classes.
I blame my mom for putting me in this position because she forced me into engineering since every person from her side of the family is an engineer or something of the sort. I should have went into statistics or economics and just finished and would be making enough for myself.
it’s fucking humiliating and angering seeing people i was in first year and second year with bragging about their internships and co-ops and how they are about to graduate and start working or doing masters research when I can’t even get up and read my textbook.
I have 0 aspirations and don’t even look forward to finishing this degree. When normies go through uni they look forward to finishing their degree and getting a family but I see none of that in my future, I’ll be wagecucking thinking of the rope from 9-5 then dreaming of the rope and repeat. i don’t know what changed from my first and second year to third year of uni but I lost all discipline and have no motivation I didn’t do shit today and once I got home I LDAR’d. Once I get lost in class I lose focus and get suicidal thoughts and then just don’t do shit for the rest of the day and skip all my classes.
I blame my mom for putting me in this position because she forced me into engineering since every person from her side of the family is an engineer or something of the sort. I should have went into statistics or economics and just finished and would be making enough for myself.
it’s fucking humiliating and angering seeing people i was in first year and second year with bragging about their internships and co-ops and how they are about to graduate and start working or doing masters research when I can’t even get up and read my textbook.