RageFuel I went clubbing ALONE yesterday, now mentally worse off than ever before

[Black pilled]

Why would you destroy any faith you have left in yourself like that it's like turning on the flashlight of a phone with only 5% battery left.

 

[iblamemyself]

I had shitty experiences alone at a pub. I did that twice, I believe. Stares from groups of young people, bartenders getting an annoyed look after 30 minutes of me being there (probably realized I wasn't waiting for friends) and some faggot old guy repeatedly asking me if I'm an idiot (and not explaining why) for I assume trying to sit next to some chicks at a very empty table (he was a loner sitting there too). That guy almost got glass in his face but I instead finished what little was left of my drink and left.

That's fucking brutal, man. Some oldfag even gave me a shot and the bartender also gave me three shots of whiskey to ask my opinion on them all. I have potential as a bar regular.
I was treated like garbage only once, and it was a pretentious cocktail bar full of wannabe cool/ rich people. But Irish pubs was always, always awesomeness. Sometimes I had nobody to talk to and the bartenders were busy, but that's ok if you bring a charged smartphone to browse the news.

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

Thats why i dont go clubbing and dont use tinder .
I dont want to know the truth .
I want to believe that im 3/10 instead of having to realize that im 1/10 .
I couldnt stomach that .

 

[ionlycopenow]

At least you tried

I guess so...

 

[Joker]

well not everyone gets treated like an animal do they? OP wasn't even seen as a human being,

normies view incles as animals to be hunted

 

[vic624]

Maybe I'm the incel of incels, but I've never even considered going to a club just because I hate dancing and shitty overpriced liquor so at step one know I couldn't possibly have a good time.

 

[Cleftcel]

watch this video:

das ist nicht guht

 

[Barnacle]

I also once heard that from all blacks Somalis have it the worst when they want to date. They are stick thin, unmanly, have an even worse social reputation than other blacks, are known to be extremely islamic and mostly are tied to some clan or large family.

 

[The Incel Decade]

TBH going to the club only makes sense as a strategy if you are planning on plying bitches up with alcohol and taking them to a nearby hotel to screw

I would rent a hotel room near the club I plan to go to, tell any bitch I'm there on business and get her drunk, from there if you make it that far, you are in the clear, take her back to the hotel and have your way with her, rent the room of the hotel with cash using a fake name, make sure its not a hotel with camera footage

Actually trying to compete in the club scene is like competing in regular spaces x10, every rule that counts, counts 10 times more in a club/bar environment, women are even more picky

The club is real life Tinder. Foids and Chads have all the options

That's fucking brutal, man. Some oldfag even gave me a shot and the bartender also gave me three shots of whiskey to ask my opinion on them all. I have potential as a bar regular.
I was treated like garbage only once, and it was a pretentious cocktail bar full of wannabe cool/ rich people. But Irish pubs was always, always awesomeness. Sometimes I had nobody to talk to and the bartenders were busy, but that's ok if you bring a charged smartphone to browse the news.

I'm used to going to the bar on my own and keep myself to myself. You don't think about it after a while.

I'd never venture into a club though, even with a friend. What's the point?

 

[Inkwell]

Damn sounds like a fucking monkey zoo in there the way you describe it. I'd be too insecure to even attempt what you did. So major props.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

Thanks for the trip report. I figure if I ever tried clubbing I'd be shut out right at the gate and wouldn't have even succeeded in getting inside.
Blackpill is eternal. It is the truth people fear most.

 

[Deleted member 6657]

going to a club while being under 6'4 and not having a chad face is like trying to play in the NBA as a 52 year old balding 5'2 indian janitor

A nightclub is place to go ER

Best place to Eat Rice tbh

 

[Reddit_is_for_cucks]

I’ll keep it short

 

[Deleted member 21219]

I could never do this. Human mating rituals make zero sense to me, and the club is essentially what this is.

This. Even if i was better looking, I would be lost as to what to do. Humans and their ancient mating games feel alien to me.

 

[TheGambler2]

Since you got another ticket,you should rEtuRn with a different mission

 

[Dirlewanger]

I feel like I could write a book on everything I experienced and felt but I'll try to keep it short.

ME

Im 20 years old, black, quite tall and even a healthy weight but looks wise I'm 3 or 4/10 at best,I don't even get the benefits that a lot of black people get socially because my ethnicity is from east africa. Even girls who like black guys have an exception that rules out east african black guys like somalis, ethiopians etc. I live & grew up in London, England.

WHY I DECIDED TO GO

I decided I'm in my prime I shouldn't be inside everyday and even felt a bit bluepilled, I really wanted to try and be like normies on weekends, so I have memories to look back on and all that. The last time I went drinking or clubbing was over a year ago.

As soon as I leave I already felt on edge, usually when I leave home it's to go to the shops, work or something specific but to go out alone felt weird and I felt lost. I still tried to be positive and kept repeating to myself that "this will be good for me, this will be good for me" I knew which club I was going to go to since this was a big deal to me, I googled the hell out of "best clubs in london" and all that.

ENTERING CLUB

Before I approached the club I drank two cans of gin&tonic to calm nerves, also I know clubs have super expensive drink prices, as I get to the front I'm told it's £10 to enter, fair enough, I pull out the cash and the fat security lady asks me "are you with these guys?" referring to some random people also going in, I reply "no" and she straight up tells me "you can't come in here alone!" THAT crushes me instantly, like forget anything else, that could've been enough for me to say fuck this world and go back home. She was not apologetic or sympathetic at all, and I bet she only puts that rule into force when ugly guys want to enter.

This wasn't some 50-50 girls boys rule which I could understand, no, it was a rule specifically against people who want to enter the club alone, like what the fuck!? It's also super embarrassing as I was self conscious as fuck about going alone in the first place, I actually couldn't believe how cruel the world is to loners and people trying to get out of social anxiety. I leave and almost run around the corner, I'm looking at all the normies, out, laughing and I start to feel like the only person who came out of their house alone, everyone else has friends.

NOT GIVING UP

I decide not to give up since I'm already outside and so in the middle of the street, I got on my phone and bought tickets to the club online like most other people in the line did, I thought if I already have the ticket they can't refuse entry. So in the middle of the street in the rain and cold I start putting in my card details to pay for a ticket online which was £11 because of a booking fee. I go back around and try to enter again. This time I ask a guy infront of me if he's ok with me saying I'm with him, he doesn't really acknowledge what I'm saying but either way I thought this time I'll say my friends are already inside. To my surprise the ticket I bought, which is non-refundable was for the wrong date, next week friday, wow. Either way, I walk super close to the guys infront of me, get searched, ended up paying the 10 in cash and got in.

IN DA' CLUB

I walk in and it's a worst case scenario because it's pretty much empty since I came at 9 or 10pm which is early, I sit down trying not to look weird and after what the security lady said, I really felt it. It eventually started to become more full up and I got up to join the dance floor, it was a young crowd, all 18-26 with a handful of middle age guys. It started off tense yet manageable but then I started to see the guys around me attracting foids. It pissed me off everytime I saw someone approach and start dancing with a girl, I saw multiple guys french kissing girls and dirty dancing with girls, the whole time I was just progressively becoming more angry. I will always remember myself in that dance room, super focused on guys and girls interactions and feeling mentally sober even though on the outside I was trying to act normal, happy, forcing dance movement like everyone else.

REJECTION

At some point I decide to go for it, I see a girl who's probably a 5/10 and had glasses on, I approach her and it's going to sound like I'm making it up but her foid friend puts her hand directly onto my face and pushes my head like I was some rat. For the first few seconds I couldn't believe it, nothing like that had ever happened to me before, she pushed my face. If I put in text what I imagined doing to that bitch for that in the moment, I'd probably get a police visit tomorrow. I was not touchy or aggressive, all I did was try to approach a girl like everyone around me was doing. AGHHH!

For context mpst of the guys in this club directly put their hands onto girls waists and start dancing with them, or get brushed off lightly. Here I was, trying to put myself out there and I get the most inhumane rejection. There was even this chadlite who grabbed a girl straight from behind, she walked out of it then looked back at him and visibly had "he's hot" on her face while gesturing at her friend and pointing at him. Later on, those two were dancing and kissing. I saw one black chad guy kissing a girl and I'm like "ok, maybe they're a couple" then I see him kissing 2 other different foids in that same night, like what the hell. I'm more angry at the foids for it than I am the men.

There's another piece of trash foid in a group who I approach, she instantly taps the shoulder of a guy in her group, that guy then grabs her, pulls her away and starts dancing with her. She and her other 2 foid friends literally made a pact with this soy beta male to ward off guys advances.

At that point I internally gave up, everything was going on around me yet I didn't feel like I was a part of it, everywhere I looked reminded me of what I AM NOT, and CANNOT ever be. There are multiple foids who I found attractive and I would see them being kissed and danced with, it was tormenting me, I was out of place. At one point, I was staring directly at an asian foid who was 3/10 I thought I could get french kissing a guy way above her looks match, the whole experience was like when you die in a call of duty game and now you're free view spectating the match wanting to rejoin but you can't.

nearing the end...

I left the club at 3am when it closed, stood outside for a few minutes watching everyone socializing and being happy. Guys with the girls they secured that night and just general people in a good mood. I got on my bus on the peak of anger, then I saw something quite interesting. A pretty foid on a phone call crying her eyes out, from what I could hear she was crying over someone leaving/cheating on her, there was even a white knight who went over and sat next to her asking if she's ok, she told him "I want to be alone" and he left. I loved listening to her crying while it lasted, it gave me a small sense of redemption and was the only good thing that happened that night.

If she had to deal with what I deal with on a daily basis, she would've killed herself a long time ago, at least there's another man out there who will care for her and love her in a moments notice. Before tonight I would've never felt like that, the funny thing is the only other post I've made on this site was about me feeling sympathy for a foid being abused outside.

In conclusion

I approached 3 girls that night and got rejected everytime to a different extent within seconds, I wasted money on entry fee, the cheapest drinks inside, a fucking beer costs £6.50 (almost 10 us dollars) and I bought two of those. I bought a ticket for the wrong date accidentally while trying to avoid the club's evil "no loners" rule which is non-refundable. What did I get? My view on females and me ever coming out of inceldom is now 10x more negative than it ever was before this time from raw experience, I really know now that there is no fun, happy ending, hero story.

People on inceltears and other normies always tell us to get outside, stop wasting our lives on forms and we will change. Well I did it, and now I'm in my angriest state ever over dating society, the way people treat me and more, the foid friend pushing me like that is gonna stay with me forever. This is all through real raw experience not from reading negative threads or other online content, this is ME TRYING. I watched Joker last week and nothing sounds more appealing than shooting Murray in the head on live tv, and instigating riots. I'm not going to let it be the end of me, it's not my fault I'm this way, but it is society's fault for treating me the way they do.

Make some money here and go home. Live like a kang with your 18 wives and pet lion with said money.

t.anglo

 

[starystulejarz]

If she had to deal with what I deal with on a daily basis, she would've killed herself a long time ago

she would kill herself in back alley of the club with a plastic knife. I'm glad i'm too inhib to enter club since it would be major suicide fuel just as you described or worse

They're all acolytes of Slaanesh. I can only dream of a world where these debaucherous institutions are legally prohibited.

They all need to get purged in the Emperor name.

This. Even if i was better looking, I would be lost as to what to do. Humans and their ancient mating games feel alien to me.

just move your body like retard playing fortnite, smile and start touching her

 

[The Incel Decade]

I left the club at 3am when it closed, stood outside for a few minutes watching everyone socializing and being happy. Guys with the girls they secured that night and just general people in a good mood. I got on my bus on the peak of anger, then I saw something quite interesting. A pretty foid on a phone call crying her eyes out, from what I could hear she was crying over someone leaving/cheating on her, there was even a white knight who went over and sat next to her asking if she's ok, she told him "I want to be alone" and he left. I loved listening to her crying while it lasted, it gave me a small sense of redemption and was the only good thing that happened that night.

If she had to deal with what I deal with on a daily basis, she would've killed herself a long time ago, at least there's another man out there who will care for her and love her in a moments notice. Before tonight I would've never felt like that, the funny thing is the only other post I've made on this site was about me feeling sympathy for a foid being abused outside.

Probably stood up by a Chadfish on here.

 

[0fflinemode]

IT, GET YOUR CUCK ASSES IN HERE

 

[Snowman888]

watch this video:

Based
I went clubbing alone too , and i get depression

 

[Izayacel]

TBH going to the club only makes sense as a strategy if you are planning on plying bitches up with alcohol and taking them to a nearby hotel to screw

I would rent a hotel room near the club I plan to go to, tell any bitch I'm there on business and get her drunk, from there if you make it that far, you are in the clear, take her back to the hotel and have your way with her, rent the room of the hotel with cash using a fake name, make sure its not a hotel with camera footage

Actually trying to compete in the club scene is like competing in regular spaces x10, every rule that counts, counts 10 times more in a club/bar environment, women are even more picky

high iq

 

[Kent]

Is this a @FACEandLMS alt?

 

[Pigman]

IT wont touch this

Instead they are to busy touching little children

 

[BlkPillPres]

Instead they are to busy touching little children

 

[incels.REEEE]

Loners are the new Jews of society

 

[Akkadian]

I cant describe the rage I felt when you mentioned the filthy foid put her hands on your face to push you away. At this point you should've started a riot.

 

[lightskin2thousand0]

I feel like I could write a book on everything I experienced and felt but I'll try to keep it short.

ME

Im 20 years old, black, quite tall and even a healthy weight but looks wise I'm 3 or 4/10 at best,I don't even get the benefits that a lot of black people get socially because my ethnicity is from east africa. Even girls who like black guys have an exception that rules out east african black guys like somalis, ethiopians etc. I live & grew up in London, England.

WHY I DECIDED TO GO

I decided I'm in my prime I shouldn't be inside everyday and even felt a bit bluepilled, I really wanted to try and be like normies on weekends, so I have memories to look back on and all that. The last time I went drinking or clubbing was over a year ago.

As soon as I leave I already felt on edge, usually when I leave home it's to go to the shops, work or something specific but to go out alone felt weird and I felt lost. I still tried to be positive and kept repeating to myself that "this will be good for me, this will be good for me" I knew which club I was going to go to since this was a big deal to me, I googled the hell out of "best clubs in london" and all that.

ENTERING CLUB

Before I approached the club I drank two cans of gin&tonic to calm nerves, also I know clubs have super expensive drink prices, as I get to the front I'm told it's £10 to enter, fair enough, I pull out the cash and the fat security lady asks me "are you with these guys?" referring to some random people also going in, I reply "no" and she straight up tells me "you can't come in here alone!" THAT crushes me instantly, like forget anything else, that could've been enough for me to say fuck this world and go back home. She was not apologetic or sympathetic at all, and I bet she only puts that rule into force when ugly guys want to enter.

This wasn't some 50-50 girls boys rule which I could understand, no, it was a rule specifically against people who want to enter the club alone, like what the fuck!? It's also super embarrassing as I was self conscious as fuck about going alone in the first place, I actually couldn't believe how cruel the world is to loners and people trying to get out of social anxiety. I leave and almost run around the corner, I'm looking at all the normies, out, laughing and I start to feel like the only person who came out of their house alone, everyone else has friends.

NOT GIVING UP

I decide not to give up since I'm already outside and so in the middle of the street, I got on my phone and bought tickets to the club online like most other people in the line did, I thought if I already have the ticket they can't refuse entry. So in the middle of the street in the rain and cold I start putting in my card details to pay for a ticket online which was £11 because of a booking fee. I go back around and try to enter again. This time I ask a guy infront of me if he's ok with me saying I'm with him, he doesn't really acknowledge what I'm saying but either way I thought this time I'll say my friends are already inside. To my surprise the ticket I bought, which is non-refundable was for the wrong date, next week friday, wow. Either way, I walk super close to the guys infront of me, get searched, ended up paying the 10 in cash and got in.

IN DA' CLUB

I walk in and it's a worst case scenario because it's pretty much empty since I came at 9 or 10pm which is early, I sit down trying not to look weird and after what the security lady said, I really felt it. It eventually started to become more full up and I got up to join the dance floor, it was a young crowd, all 18-26 with a handful of middle age guys. It started off tense yet manageable but then I started to see the guys around me attracting foids. It pissed me off everytime I saw someone approach and start dancing with a girl, I saw multiple guys french kissing girls and dirty dancing with girls, the whole time I was just progressively becoming more angry. I will always remember myself in that dance room, super focused on guys and girls interactions and feeling mentally sober even though on the outside I was trying to act normal, happy, forcing dance movement like everyone else.

REJECTION

At some point I decide to go for it, I see a girl who's probably a 5/10 and had glasses on, I approach her and it's going to sound like I'm making it up but her foid friend puts her hand directly onto my face and pushes my head like I was some rat. For the first few seconds I couldn't believe it, nothing like that had ever happened to me before, she pushed my face. If I put in text what I imagined doing to that bitch for that in the moment, I'd probably get a police visit tomorrow. I was not touchy or aggressive, all I did was try to approach a girl like everyone around me was doing. AGHHH!

For context mpst of the guys in this club directly put their hands onto girls waists and start dancing with them, or get brushed off lightly. Here I was, trying to put myself out there and I get the most inhumane rejection. There was even this chadlite who grabbed a girl straight from behind, she walked out of it then looked back at him and visibly had "he's hot" on her face while gesturing at her friend and pointing at him. Later on, those two were dancing and kissing. I saw one black chad guy kissing a girl and I'm like "ok, maybe they're a couple" then I see him kissing 2 other different foids in that same night, like what the hell. I'm more angry at the foids for it than I am the men.

There's another piece of trash foid in a group who I approach, she instantly taps the shoulder of a guy in her group, that guy then grabs her, pulls her away and starts dancing with her. She and her other 2 foid friends literally made a pact with this soy beta male to ward off guys advances.

At that point I internally gave up, everything was going on around me yet I didn't feel like I was a part of it, everywhere I looked reminded me of what I AM NOT, and CANNOT ever be. There are multiple foids who I found attractive and I would see them being kissed and danced with, it was tormenting me, I was out of place. At one point, I was staring directly at an asian foid who was 3/10 I thought I could get french kissing a guy way above her looks match, the whole experience was like when you die in a call of duty game and now you're free view spectating the match wanting to rejoin but you can't.

nearing the end...

I left the club at 3am when it closed, stood outside for a few minutes watching everyone socializing and being happy. Guys with the girls they secured that night and just general people in a good mood. I got on my bus on the peak of anger, then I saw something quite interesting. A pretty foid on a phone call crying her eyes out, from what I could hear she was crying over someone leaving/cheating on her, there was even a white knight who went over and sat next to her asking if she's ok, she told him "I want to be alone" and he left. I loved listening to her crying while it lasted, it gave me a small sense of redemption and was the only good thing that happened that night.

If she had to deal with what I deal with on a daily basis, she would've killed herself a long time ago, at least there's another man out there who will care for her and love her in a moments notice. Before tonight I would've never felt like that, the funny thing is the only other post I've made on this site was about me feeling sympathy for a foid being abused outside.

In conclusion

I approached 3 girls that night and got rejected everytime to a different extent within seconds, I wasted money on entry fee, the cheapest drinks inside, a fucking beer costs £6.50 (almost 10 us dollars) and I bought two of those. I bought a ticket for the wrong date accidentally while trying to avoid the club's evil "no loners" rule which is non-refundable. What did I get? My view on females and me ever coming out of inceldom is now 10x more negative than it ever was before this time from raw experience, I really know now that there is no fun, happy ending, hero story.

People on inceltears and other normies always tell us to get outside, stop wasting our lives on forms and we will change. Well I did it, and now I'm in my angriest state ever over dating society, the way people treat me and more, the foid friend pushing me like that is gonna stay with me forever. This is all through real raw experience not from reading negative threads or other online content, this is ME TRYING. I watched Joker last week and nothing sounds more appealing than shooting Murray in the head on live tv, and instigating riots. I'm not going to let it be the end of me, it's not my fault I'm this way, but it is society's fault for treating me the way they do.

Are you somalian bro? you might be tall but it’s fucking over, likely awful frame and face

 

[Kincels]

Are you somalian bro? you might be tall but it’s fucking over, likely awful frame and face

I'm not but I get mistaken for somali all the time so I might as well be

 

[futureabstract]

I got kinda the opposite story not sure if this is life fuel or sui fuel.

I ordered some MDMA off a dnm and went solo to a club this Saturday. Showed up too early, very few people there. Tried to hit on a girl at the bar sipping my $9 can of beer. She literally just put down her drink and walked away. Took my pill and waited for it to kick in as the place got packed. Didn't really feel much, probably fucked up the dosage with my electronic scale. This drunk as fuc girl shambled up to me and started dancing with me. I didn't know how to react so she actually asked why I was so awkward JFL. She held my hand until her friends led her away. Some time later she was making out with some other guy not 10 feet away for the rest of the night.

Had a lot of time to think about life during the hour long subway ride home at 4 am.

 

[Deleted member 20659]

This post is great. I wish i could write that well

 

[lightskin2thousand0]

I got kinda the opposite story not sure if this is life fuel or sui fuel.

I ordered some MDMA off a dnm and went solo to a club this Saturday. Showed up too early, very few people there. Tried to hit on a girl at the bar sipping my $9 can of beer. She literally just put down her drink and walked away. Took my pill and waited for it to kick in as the place got packed. Didn't really feel much, probably fucked up the dosage with my electronic scale. This drunk as fuc girl shambled up to me and started dancing with me. I didn't know how to react so she actually asked why I was so awkward JFL. She held my hand until her friends led her away. Some time later she was making out with some other guy not 10 feet away for the rest of the night.

Had a lot of time to think about life during the hour long subway ride home at 4 am.

kinda lifefuel, seems like she was even more sober than u then

 

[futureabstract]

kinda lifefuel, seems like she was even more sober than u then

She definitely was not considering she was slurring her words/off kilter and I was stone cold sober. Another reason I don't think my dosing was right is that MDMA is supposed to give you feelings of compassion and empathy. Let me tell you I did not have any of those feelings.

There was some straight up degenerate shit going on. Like one dude was straight up groping and grinding on girls right next to their boyfriends and leaving before they realized. Another group took off their shirts and started humping on the sticky floor.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

High school dances that I had to walk through to get to the library were ERfuel enough for me. I can't imagine a real club experience, it all disgusts me frankly. They're all acolytes of Slaanesh. I can only dream of a world where these debaucherous institutions are legally prohibited.

Modern day Sodom and Gomorrah. Night clubs might as well be temples to Asherah.

 

[HowCanSheSlap]

I also once heard that from all blacks Somalis have it the worst when they want to date. They are stick thin, unmanly, have an even worse social reputation than other blacks, are known to be extremely islamic and mostly are tied to some clan or large family.

Lmao. They wouldn't even go clubbing and would just arrange marriagemaxx.

 

[Orkcel]

Modern day Sodom and Gomorrah. Night clubs might as well be temples to Asherah.

I'm not a Christian or even an Abrahamist, but surely this demon whose name you invoke speaks to some universal force that compels these people to their saturnalia, I only hope such wretched forces days of lingering on this planet are numbered.

 

[Deleted member 21725]

I only go to clubs when I’m drunk af, and with friends.
I went to this really famous club this summer and literally 95% foids there were, not only fuckable, but straight up HOT STACIES. They avoided my group of friends (consisting of chadlite, normies and some incels) like the plague. We laughed at it afterwards, as NONE of us want to have anything to do with those bitches. If they want anything, they may come, if not, they can go fuck themselves. We were there for the booze, weed, cocaine and the shitty ironic music.
I wanted to destroy the place, I was seething with rage at the pitiful sight that was unfolding in front of me. That was truly devastating akin to what the OP experienced, but in a raging manner, not in a depressing one.
We just don’t even try or care. I, for myself, am tired.