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I'm a 31 y/o oldmancel, and I took the blackpill way too late. Like pretty much everyone, I was bluepilled in my teen years, even though the only time I got the courage to ask out a foid in person (who was my looksmatch btw) she just said I was creepy and not to talk to her again. If I was smart I would've taken the blackpill right then and there, but nope, still had to waste more years of my life being a bluepilled retard. Thinking that maybe it won't matter that I'm a 5'8 manlet with shit skin and a weak jawline. I just need to find a foid that's into all the same nerdy stuff I'm into. She'll see that I'm a decent guy, and I have to put myself out there.
Maybe the dating apps could help. I could put myself out there to a wider audience. Surely that will work and I won't get messages that are just toilets trying to get simps to pay for their OnlySluts. Nope, didn't work. But that's okay! I just gotta hit the gym and looksmaxx and also hustle so I can moneymaxx on top of that. After all, foids only value high status "alpha males" right? Nope, a few extra years pissed away. Just on redpill cope this time.
Turns out that redpill is just a fucking scam designed to bleed money from desperate sub5 men (thankfully I didn't pay for any of their bullshit courses), and that no amount of -maxxing can fix my shit genetics. At this point I was at a loss. I was in my late 20's, tried everything I could think of, and still just as much of a khhv loser as I was when I stupidly asked out that foid in highschool. Over a decade of my life pissed away on cope. I figured that I tried everything that I could've, and that it was just time to give up.
So, I decided to go MGTOW, where I learned that foids are inherently evil, and despise non-Chad males. I was on my last cope. I deluded myself into thinking that I was voluntarily walking away, but in reality I never even had a chance to walk away to begin with. My chances died the moment I was born as a cursed, sub5 manlet.
I finally started learning about the blackpill. I learned just how deep foid nature goes. Millions of years of evolution have taught foids to be disgusted with sub5s. They don't even want to breathe the same air as sub5s. I came across this forum, lurked for awhile, and realized that this is the only truely based blackpill space online that hasn't been wrecked by troons and foids. I tried my best to learn at least some of the terminology so I wouldn't get banned for being a fakecel, then finally made my account. I figured being somewhere with people who know how shitty it is to be a sub5 male is still better than the rope. So yeah, here I am.
If any youngcels are reading this. Don't make the same mistake I did. Don't waste your life cucking yourself for some foid who's disgusted by your presence. You'll save yourself a lot of pain and humiliation.
TL;DR I'm a retard who coped way too fucking long.
Maybe the dating apps could help. I could put myself out there to a wider audience. Surely that will work and I won't get messages that are just toilets trying to get simps to pay for their OnlySluts. Nope, didn't work. But that's okay! I just gotta hit the gym and looksmaxx and also hustle so I can moneymaxx on top of that. After all, foids only value high status "alpha males" right? Nope, a few extra years pissed away. Just on redpill cope this time.
Turns out that redpill is just a fucking scam designed to bleed money from desperate sub5 men (thankfully I didn't pay for any of their bullshit courses), and that no amount of -maxxing can fix my shit genetics. At this point I was at a loss. I was in my late 20's, tried everything I could think of, and still just as much of a khhv loser as I was when I stupidly asked out that foid in highschool. Over a decade of my life pissed away on cope. I figured that I tried everything that I could've, and that it was just time to give up.
So, I decided to go MGTOW, where I learned that foids are inherently evil, and despise non-Chad males. I was on my last cope. I deluded myself into thinking that I was voluntarily walking away, but in reality I never even had a chance to walk away to begin with. My chances died the moment I was born as a cursed, sub5 manlet.
I finally started learning about the blackpill. I learned just how deep foid nature goes. Millions of years of evolution have taught foids to be disgusted with sub5s. They don't even want to breathe the same air as sub5s. I came across this forum, lurked for awhile, and realized that this is the only truely based blackpill space online that hasn't been wrecked by troons and foids. I tried my best to learn at least some of the terminology so I wouldn't get banned for being a fakecel, then finally made my account. I figured being somewhere with people who know how shitty it is to be a sub5 male is still better than the rope. So yeah, here I am.
If any youngcels are reading this. Don't make the same mistake I did. Don't waste your life cucking yourself for some foid who's disgusted by your presence. You'll save yourself a lot of pain and humiliation.
TL;DR I'm a retard who coped way too fucking long.
