NEB.feelsdevil
The Feelsdevil King. Prime Feelsdevil
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It was so, so important to me to prove that I have a SOUL. SOUL is what separates human from beast.
I have been treated so poorly because I was born with ugly looks. Humans spitting on the ground, humans physically recoiling when they saw my face, literally being told I have an ugly face. They dehumanized me in the literal sense because humans never experience such violent reactions.
Knowing that I have a SOUL was ultimately just a cope for me. It was just a defense mechanism against the dehumanization.
But what does proving you have a SOUL actually do? Not much, unfortunately. You will feel a bit better and maybe it will protect you a bit against the mental abuse.
What actually matters is social relativity.
Do humans treat you like a human? Then you are a human. Do humans treat you like a disgusting inhuman beast? Then you are not human. The SOUL does not come into play here.
It is so simple. I see it so clearly now that all my bluepill illusion copes have finally been broken and depression has seeped in.
I have been treated so poorly because I was born with ugly looks. Humans spitting on the ground, humans physically recoiling when they saw my face, literally being told I have an ugly face. They dehumanized me in the literal sense because humans never experience such violent reactions.
Knowing that I have a SOUL was ultimately just a cope for me. It was just a defense mechanism against the dehumanization.
But what does proving you have a SOUL actually do? Not much, unfortunately. You will feel a bit better and maybe it will protect you a bit against the mental abuse.
What actually matters is social relativity.
Do humans treat you like a human? Then you are a human. Do humans treat you like a disgusting inhuman beast? Then you are not human. The SOUL does not come into play here.
It is so simple. I see it so clearly now that all my bluepill illusion copes have finally been broken and depression has seeped in.





