The circumstances of my birth foresaw everything else in my life. I entered the world unwanted, one of my parents abandoned me, the other neglected me, I am mentally ill because of it. Such circumstances render a child timid and melancholic. My physical appearance is terrible, I am ugly. Woman will never love me because I am ugly, mentally ill, have a bad relationship with my parents and so on. I am jealous of those who have what I lack, I am paranoid people will leave or abandon me, I am emotionally distant with most people irl. The source of every trouble in my life is the female. My own Mother is to be blamed for this.
