I study in the second year at the Police Academy and once a year the students are obliged to do internship in police structures. I was assigned in the city where I live and I am obliged to go there for 4 weeks. This is my first week of internship and from the first day it was suicide fuel. The police officers treat me like shit, they make jokes and mock me. This is my first time when I do internship and I don't know anything about it, and they know it but instead of helping me, they see an opportunity to mock and humiliate me in a sadistic way just to laugh and I can't do anything. I fucking hate this shit, fuck the police, fuck this country and fuck this life. My suicidal thoughts gone rampant last time and I just want just to escape this shit. Sorry if I made writing mistakes or something else, English is not my first language and, the purpose of this post is to share my sorrow to people who would understand me because I can't say anything to irl people because I am a friend less loser.
