Ron.Belgrade
Non-NT Orphancel / Goth&NoodleFoidEnjoyer
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was my birthday yesterday and my cousin bought us tickets to a female kickboxing/mma event
he knows im incel and thought bringing me to live foid on foid violence would be funny
kinda is a funny idea i'd give him that
>arrive at the event
>we walk to our seats and sit
>quickly realize im surrounded by martial art chads
>the really really testosterone filled masculine ones
>there are also lots of foids
>like solid 9's and 10's, all really feminine, like super super hot
>start getting really insecure and feelin like an imposter
>like i can be caught and exposed any moment
>start imagining everyone in the room pointing and laughing at me when they realize im a incel and virgin
>heavybreathingandsweating.jpeg
is this a panic attack?
>go to bathroom
>all empty, already a bit more calm in my head
>start a conversation with myself
>telling myself its my birthday and my cousin cares enough about me to take me to this event
i need to enjoy this, i cant let my inceldom keep ruining my day to day life. not forever. not like this
>calmed myself down a bit
>return to cousin
>slowly start feeling better
>really start enjoying the last few fights
anyone else experiencing this kind of anxiety when surrounded by chads/stacys?
he knows im incel and thought bringing me to live foid on foid violence would be funny
kinda is a funny idea i'd give him that
>arrive at the event
>we walk to our seats and sit
>quickly realize im surrounded by martial art chads
>the really really testosterone filled masculine ones
>there are also lots of foids
>like solid 9's and 10's, all really feminine, like super super hot
>start getting really insecure and feelin like an imposter
>like i can be caught and exposed any moment
>start imagining everyone in the room pointing and laughing at me when they realize im a incel and virgin
>heavybreathingandsweating.jpeg
is this a panic attack?
>go to bathroom
>all empty, already a bit more calm in my head
>start a conversation with myself
>telling myself its my birthday and my cousin cares enough about me to take me to this event
i need to enjoy this, i cant let my inceldom keep ruining my day to day life. not forever. not like this
>calmed myself down a bit
>return to cousin
>slowly start feeling better
>really start enjoying the last few fights
anyone else experiencing this kind of anxiety when surrounded by chads/stacys?