LDAR I want to ignore all my responsibilities and rot

[Paladin]

It's hard to find the energy to care about anything anymore. I wish I could just shut myself off from the world and rot the rest of my life away. Thinking about work and any kind of responsibilities stresses me out to no end. Sometimes I wonder if I'll be able to go on like this.

But at the same time part of my refuses to give up completely. I want to chase a more fulfilling life but it's hard to have the motivation to.

 

[Fed_911]

It's hard to find the energy to care about anything anymore.

Exact same shit with me...

But at the same time part of my refuses to give up completely. I want to chase a more fulfilling life but it's hard to have the motivation to.

gotta find some way broski.

 

[Sloth]

Same
All i want in life in going to church when i have to and rotting in my house

 

[Shark]

Same
All i want in life in going to church when i have to and rotting in my house

The comfy sloth lifestyle

 

[Sloth]

The comfy sloth lifestyle

 

[HotDogCel]

That's what I do
and doing so is a bad idea if u have the slightest chance of getting a foid

 

[Grodd]

All i want is to LDAR

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Wageslaving is waiting for you to take your soul

 

[DarkStar]

I know how it feels mang, it's especially brutal to be both a wageslavecel & Collegecel at the same time

It's also brutal as fuck when you think about all the shit we've been through: Missing out on teen years, being touch starved, having no one who really understands us, etc.

I wish I could go somewhat off-grid, I'd have to live near a town/area which has very little people just to get essentials

I want to try, but I also feel just completely kicked-down by life & reality.

 

[copemaxx9002]

All i want is to LDAR

 

[over_department]

We all do

 

[Paladin]

Exact same shit with me...

gotta find some way broski.

Yeah I need some kind of hope if I wanna keep going.

 

[Paladin]

Same
All i want in life in going to church when i have to and rotting in my house

I just wanna live comfy

 

[Sloth]

I just wanna live comfy

 

[Paladin]

I know how it feels mang, it's especially brutal to be both a wageslavecel & Collegecel at the same time

It's also brutal as fuck when you think about all the shit we've been through: Missing out on teen years, being touch starved, having no one who really understands us, etc.

Yeah I always have something to do whether it's college work or waging. I just want a break from it all. This forum is my one place I feel like I can be fully honest on and I wish I could spend more time on it at the moment.

I wish I could go somewhat off-grid, I'd have to live near a town/area which has very little people just to get essentials

I want to try, but I also feel just completely kicked-down by life & reality.

Yeah I feel the same way. I will always have the will to try but it's hard when everything is going against you.

I'd also like to move somewhere where no one would know me.

 

[DarkStar]

Yeah I always have something to do whether it's college work or waging. I just want a break from it all. This forum is my one place I feel like I can be fully honest on and I wish I could spend more time on it at the moment.

Yeah I get that

Don't LDAR on it too hard like I did though....

Yeah I feel the same way. I will always have the will to try but it's hard when everything is going against you.

It's an uphill battle, but I just know giving up 100% would make it all worse

I'd also like to move somewhere where no one would know me.

Come with me to Iceland

 

[Paladin]

Yeah I get that

Don't LDAR on it too hard like I did though....

Yeah I realise now that if I gave up completely I'd probably end up feeling even worse.

Come with me to Iceland

Iceland seems like such a comfy spot. Would like to go there sometime

 

[DarkStar]

Yeah I realise now that if I gave up completely I'd probably end up feeling even worse.

I'm already regretting how hard I LDAR during late 2023 & especially earlier this year-

Iceland seems like such a comfy spot. Would like to go there sometime

Ye it is, some of our ancestors were probably taken there