Serious I want to hurt myself, too much pain having to hear a couple in love having sex, giggle, laugh, talk...

[AutisticMonstrosity]

What equipment do I need? I don't want infections or problems, I just want physical pain to override the mental pain that is worse. I've been to mental hospitals, there were people who had many scars in their arms. I want to do the same. I don't even have a sharp knife. How would I sterilise it if I had one?

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

That's retarded I guess.
Everyone's life sucks, you just cope, with the little or much you have, or either you kys.

 

[kaczynskicel]

Female giggles are the worst. Hearing it makes you reach for the rope

 

[Praise the Sun]

Why don't you sterilize a knife for your having neighbors