D. B. Gooner
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I was wrong about monogamy. I get why my dad cheated on my mom. He was right.
This whole time I've been fantasizing about being with one girl, having a disney love story. But this is only the case because I've been daydreaming about my ideal version of a woman. Grass is greener on the other side, I only thought a girl would be the solution to my miserable life because I've never been with one. In reality, even if I had a girl, she too would get stale after a while like all other things in my life. Like a hobby you feel passionate about for a week.
I also enjoy seeing cute things in distress. There's nothing cuter than watching a toddler trip and fall on it's face, the contrast between their happiness and sadness after falling is adorable. I want a sweet wholesome clingy girl just so I can watch her world crumble as I tell her I cheated on her. There is no bigger sign of affection than her bawling her eyes out because you didn't think she was worthy of your loyalty. You then tell her you love her and that you made a mistake just to see how low her self-worth truly is. Can you imagine the thrill heartthrobs get every single day breaking girls hearts?
I was coping, saying humans are monogamous, hell no, we are meant to be polygamous, like all other animals - men conquer as much as they can. My dream of an innocent virgin girl was delusional (though still preferable).
I'm definitely being edgy here but I think this is how I truly feel.
I can see a world where this is a coping mechanism, because if I don't want to be loyal to just one woman that makes interacting with women easier, I can just talk to them knowing I'm not planning on investing any true love, so when the relationship inevitably crumbles I can feel like it's not a big deal. Maybe I do want a "soulmate" but my mind is starting to accept that I don't have the capability to accomplish that and is instead rejecting monogamy as true human nature.
Who knows?
This whole time I've been fantasizing about being with one girl, having a disney love story. But this is only the case because I've been daydreaming about my ideal version of a woman. Grass is greener on the other side, I only thought a girl would be the solution to my miserable life because I've never been with one. In reality, even if I had a girl, she too would get stale after a while like all other things in my life. Like a hobby you feel passionate about for a week.
I also enjoy seeing cute things in distress. There's nothing cuter than watching a toddler trip and fall on it's face, the contrast between their happiness and sadness after falling is adorable. I want a sweet wholesome clingy girl just so I can watch her world crumble as I tell her I cheated on her. There is no bigger sign of affection than her bawling her eyes out because you didn't think she was worthy of your loyalty. You then tell her you love her and that you made a mistake just to see how low her self-worth truly is. Can you imagine the thrill heartthrobs get every single day breaking girls hearts?
I was coping, saying humans are monogamous, hell no, we are meant to be polygamous, like all other animals - men conquer as much as they can. My dream of an innocent virgin girl was delusional (though still preferable).
I'm definitely being edgy here but I think this is how I truly feel.
I can see a world where this is a coping mechanism, because if I don't want to be loyal to just one woman that makes interacting with women easier, I can just talk to them knowing I'm not planning on investing any true love, so when the relationship inevitably crumbles I can feel like it's not a big deal. Maybe I do want a "soulmate" but my mind is starting to accept that I don't have the capability to accomplish that and is instead rejecting monogamy as true human nature.
Who knows?





