Blackpill I undergo a redpill phase every 6 months or so

[RealSchizo]

Every 6 months I undergo a bluepilled/redpilled phase for maximum 2 weeks.

I go on nofap, try to lose weight to get slimmer and studymaxx but it all goes downhill once I realize how over it is.

It is so hard for us incels to accept that its over we all do this especially the youngcels.

Doesn't matter though It truly is over. The blackpill is the true answer the rest is a lie I've convinced myself 100% that the bp will rule my mind forever.

I used to be blackpilled before even discovering the bp, this forum, rehabroom and DBDr just reinforced my beliefs.

 

[zd60]

I don't bother going through any phases, I just sit around rotting waiting for my walking meat sac to die out from the drugs, and slop

 

[RealSchizo]

I don't bother going through any phases, I just sit around rotting waiting for my walking meat sac to die out from the drugs, and slop

what drugs do you take? I recently took meth and abused K2 a few days ago. Nearly passed out.

 

[Cuckoja]

False hope is deadly and soul crashing.

 

[RealSchizo]

False hope is deadly and soul crashing.

I am a 20 years old KHHV , never worked a day in my life sometimes I feel pathetic and want to change something but I always fail. I will never be anything.

 

[zd60]

what drugs do you take? I recently took meth and abused K2 a few days ago. Nearly passed out.

I stick to downers mainly, I typically will do any opioid or anything that will mess me up recently its not been much besides just weed and alcohol because i've been too poor to get anything else but usually i'll abuse vicodin or xans just anything that can intoxicate me along with my daily weed, alcohol and nicotine, used to do coke but that's too expensive

 

[Moth Knight]

I had one 3 year long redpill phase 2 years ago that I've never returned to. The redpill only works for people who are genetically attractrive or HTN, never for us.

 

[Qozumaki]

I am a 20 years old KHHV , never worked a day in my life sometimes I feel pathetic and want to change something but I always fail. I will never be anything.

Try being mid 30s and that.

 

[RealSchizo]

I had one 3 year long redpill phase 2 years ago that I've never returned to. The redpill only works for people who are genetically attractrive or HTN, never for us.

the redpill works for everyone except sub5s. A mtn will get more attractive if they started going to gym and it will help him in some way.

 

[yeetbender_]

I don't bother going through any phases, I just sit around rotting waiting for my walking meat sac to die out from the drugs, and slop.

 

[RealSchizo]

Try being mid 30s and that.

Brutal.

 

[Qizarate]

Nothing to lose if you try.
Nothing to gain either.

Your choice.

 

[Moth Knight]

the redpill works for everyone except sub5s. A mtn will get more attractive if they started going to gym and it will help him in some way.

Fair point, actually. I'd need plastic surgery to reach the redpill threshold.

 

[Qozumaki]

Brutal.

Yes, it’s over.

 

[RealSchizo]

I don't bother going through any phases, I just sit around rotting waiting for my walking meat sac to die out from the drugs, and slop

how can you afford to live like this btw sounds nice. Do your parents fund you?

 

[zd60]

how can you afford to live like this btw sounds nice. Do your parents fund you?

yeah they fund me sometimes, othertimes they kick me out and i'm back to being homeless, depends on their mood depending if i'm continuing as is or going back to homeless

 

[laanda]

it's insane to me people think incels just aren't hecking trying, yet they also disagree with us posting about how terrible it is to be alone. i see so many posts of people who tryharded like nothing else. it makes no sense, and requires turning a blind eye to what we say here, while being anti incel based purely on being experts on what we say here

it seems more common that a user tries to cope, sometimes for years, but it becomes so bad, they make themselves try yet another new way, in a cycle until they're 60. it's not really redpill. it's just your life sucks regardless, so you tryhard because it's not much worse.

what a shit life

 

[RealSchizo]

yeah they fund me sometimes, othertimes they kick me out and i'm back to being homeless, depends on their mood depending if i'm continuing as is or going back to homeless

damn what do you usually do when ur homeless jfl has to be brutal.

 

[zd60]

damn what do you usually do when ur homeless jfl has to be brutal.

just walk around, do random shit and hope I can find a decent place to sleep or get food or some odd jobs around if possible not much else besides rotting the same way and maybe finding other drug addicts to see if I can get some free drugs every now and then been homeless multiple times throughout my life you get used to it fast

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I go through blackpill rage every night or so, that's when the depression hits

 

[RealSchizo]

just walk around, do random shit and hope I can find a decent place to sleep or get food or some odd jobs around if possible not much else besides rotting the same way and maybe finding other drug addicts to see if I can get some free drugs every now and then been homeless multiple times throughout my life you get used to it fast

Brutal af but at least your parents let you in after some time.

 

[zd60]

Brutal af but at least your parents let you in after some time.

yeah that's the only good part

 

[Moth Knight]

just walk around, do random shit and hope I can find a decent place to sleep or get food or some odd jobs around if possible not much else besides rotting the same way and maybe finding other drug addicts to see if I can get some free drugs every now and then been homeless multiple times throughout my life you get used to it fast

You're a neet I assume, in the UK depressed people like you can get PIP (personal independence payment) so that they can eat and pay rent.

 

[zd60]

You're a neet I assume, in the UK depressed people like you can get PIP (personal independence payment) so that they can eat and pay rent.

Yeah I am a neet, but sadly not in the UK so getting any assistance is like impossible almost

 

[NoNameMan3789]

Fr, Redpill is relevant only if you are not genetically dead. And it really pisses me off when normies give you softmaxing or gym advice. They don't understand what the average ugly guy faces every day. And the problem is that you can't help yourself.
The only way out is surgery.

 

[lnceI]

I undergo one every few days tbh

 

[CopinKoala]

When you're young you still have the illusion that you can change the future or some shit just because you got a few years of your supposed prime left. Reminds me of that nigga Bardock trying to fight Frieza in the original movie, that's us vs life/reality basically.

I remember thinking I had it in the bag when I was 20, I was gonna make it, then I turned around for a sec, went back and I'm suddenly 25 in just about the same situation I was in when I was 20. Fuck did I do those 5 years? Nothing jfl

 

[Shark]

I undergo one every few days tbh

 

[Wrath]

mogs me for having hope

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I have a bluepill phase everytime we get a new foid coworker at work and she shows attention to me, but loses every interest in me as soon as she realizes that I wont simp for her, so Im useless to her and worth of her attention.

But I fall for this all the time again and I will do so in future, always havin 2 or 3 days in the bliss of hope until reality kicks in. Im not even so much traumatized by this anymore