
Truckzo
Black Teen Edgelord From The Abyss
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- Joined
- Mar 21, 2022
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Ok so as we can see I have been using this forum less and less because of school. It has been nothing but pure anguish and suffering. No one wants to so much as talk to me and when someone does talk to me they are joking at my expense. Everyone knows I am a loser now. I sit alone with my hood up seetheing in anger seeing all of the kids with their friends. I just cope in the library on discord now but I still keep on seeing normalfags with their friends in there and it keeps pissing me off. I live in a world where it is only me and them, no us. I tried to be normal and shit by playing football and trying not to get into trouble but it doesn't matter. I am nice to everyone irl and most likely wouldn't so much as hurt a fly but no one gives a fuck. These fucktards just take my kindness and throw it in the trash tbh. I'm going to make everyone hate me more now by making offensive crazy blackpilled statements whenever someone insults me.
Like literally just today at school I just took up space and inhaled and exhaled with no social stimulation whatsoever. I literally rot at school. And it doesn't help when I'm in algebra and cunts laugh at me because I'm a worthless cunt who can't understand algebra. Like we were doing a problem like 2x+3y=2 or some dumb ass shit and I asked the teacher to do the problem again and some tranny kid went on about how simple the problem was or some shit. Like just making me feel like a real dumbass. And the whore had the nerve to ask me to do something for her or it? Because trannies aren't human. Anyways I just didn't respond and she told some femoid how unreliable I am. Like bro if I had somewhere else to be but here I would be there. I don't even care about pussy that much anymore because my oneitis left school anyway and I didn't like any girl but her. I just wanted her. She was the only thing I wanted. But me being ugly and shit she rejected me. Hell all the other femoids I tried to so much as talk to would tell me to fuck off or laugh at me. Like whenever I see a girl I want to fuck or something I can't even walk up to her and say anything because of the disgust for myself and my failure at being a man which was caused by my loss of the genetic lottery. I feel ashamed whenever there is a woman in my presence because I know what their primal instinct is telling them "stay away from him he has no genetic worth" I'm a walking fucking joke and boys my age know it. All they do is make fun of me and shit and joke at my expense. I hate boys my age because they are so fucking cocky and need a good ass kicking from someone.
Like dude I just want to belong you know? But as an ugly cunt ass teencel it will never happen. I'm going to sit in sadness for each and everyday of high-school looking at the normies and HTNs have fun and wish my life could have been like theirs. I could have the big booty freshman girl. I could fuck a girl on the cheer team. But no these little bastards get it because they won the genetic lottery. I better have a glow up senior year or else I'm going to fucking go insane with lack of social interaction and lack of acidic pussy juice on my dick and people just treating me like I'm not even human.
Like literally just today at school I just took up space and inhaled and exhaled with no social stimulation whatsoever. I literally rot at school. And it doesn't help when I'm in algebra and cunts laugh at me because I'm a worthless cunt who can't understand algebra. Like we were doing a problem like 2x+3y=2 or some dumb ass shit and I asked the teacher to do the problem again and some tranny kid went on about how simple the problem was or some shit. Like just making me feel like a real dumbass. And the whore had the nerve to ask me to do something for her or it? Because trannies aren't human. Anyways I just didn't respond and she told some femoid how unreliable I am. Like bro if I had somewhere else to be but here I would be there. I don't even care about pussy that much anymore because my oneitis left school anyway and I didn't like any girl but her. I just wanted her. She was the only thing I wanted. But me being ugly and shit she rejected me. Hell all the other femoids I tried to so much as talk to would tell me to fuck off or laugh at me. Like whenever I see a girl I want to fuck or something I can't even walk up to her and say anything because of the disgust for myself and my failure at being a man which was caused by my loss of the genetic lottery. I feel ashamed whenever there is a woman in my presence because I know what their primal instinct is telling them "stay away from him he has no genetic worth" I'm a walking fucking joke and boys my age know it. All they do is make fun of me and shit and joke at my expense. I hate boys my age because they are so fucking cocky and need a good ass kicking from someone.
Like dude I just want to belong you know? But as an ugly cunt ass teencel it will never happen. I'm going to sit in sadness for each and everyday of high-school looking at the normies and HTNs have fun and wish my life could have been like theirs. I could have the big booty freshman girl. I could fuck a girl on the cheer team. But no these little bastards get it because they won the genetic lottery. I better have a glow up senior year or else I'm going to fucking go insane with lack of social interaction and lack of acidic pussy juice on my dick and people just treating me like I'm not even human.