i can't sleep. i get murdered and raped in my dreams.
i don't need your sympathy. Just forget I ever posted this. I just wanted to vent.
it's nice until you realize that you are still on your own.
I knew you had nightmares but damn, they’re pretty much night terrors
You don't have to be.
You can push your friends away man, but just know I’m here
I don't want your sympathy. I'm just trying to help you leave.
I dunno, I'm happy to wait.
Leave???
Lmao
I can feel the physical pain of the bullets going through my face. I hear the laughter, and everyone is laughing at me.
i tried drinking 3 monacos and blacked out and covered my room in vomit when i woke up
Don't stay here
Leave Samsara
You’ve always had that?
Nirvana
Too bad, could say the same about you. I’ll leave when I want to but for now I’ll stay here friend
You need something to knock you out. Same. Smoking indica really helps trust me brocel
I tried to kill myself at 6 years old. Tried to drown in a lake when I knew I couldn't swim. Tried to overdose in middle school, cut myself in highschool. Crashed my car into a telephone pole after I received no love ever in my life. Destroyed the car I was given.
Have no family. Have no home. Have no god. Have no hope.
, why is life so mean to the people that don’t deserve it.
Whenever I smoke weed I cry because I reflect on how shit my life is, and I can't hold on to anything without realizing how abused I have been. I cried for a whole night on the floor while I was drunk. I cut my skin open.
Aren't you doing the same while drinking?
And I'm not sure what kind you had.
I do the same shit. I'm sorry brocel. I really want you to feel better
dont crash out on us brocel, you matter here
I just never asked to be here. I would take none existence over this life any day. Don't care if I never amount to anything. I just want the suffering to stop.
Drinking takes me away from this place. I don't feel as much.
i am crashing out. I don't know how much I can take. I'm only human
It's not a good outlet, but it's one. I don't mind lol
I guess that makes sense. Though it'd be good to find something to stop your sleep problems.
I'm gonna speed run recording my songs then I'm out. Joy division and he roped. I can't live much longer.
I am not strong enough to accept this burden that was placed on me. God could never live the life I have experienced. I am in hell. Beyond hell. I have lost all of my innocence. Everything I used to love about myself is gone.
i hope for you to find peace, here or elsewhere
Everything I loved
i won't brocel. no one will. it's all a setup to prolong it until we face something far worse.
that's the joke
i'll check back tomorrow if i wake up. my phone is dead so i have to log onto my computer. everything is breaking around me. my father is laughing in my face as i cry.
i never had a father
or a family
Nothing can’t be worse than what life has given us
or a friend
it can always get worse
but it can never get better
i am in hell
It can tho, when life can get worse it can also get better. It won’t come as easy but realistically it’s possible
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